28.9.04

WoW..dunno how many daes nva come write my online diary le wor..hehex..busy this few days??nahz..is that no mood to write this few days and some more fever still haben recover..haiz..yesterday went Lot 1 with jac and ah tong..actualli wanna buy present for someone de..budden did not bring enough money..so decided to buy it next week lor..so from now onwards..muz save money le wor..kekex..den hor..the suay thing is tt..i saw tt person tt i hate in Lot 1..den bo bian lor..coz Lot 1 not tt person de mahx..thats y..haha..after tt when home lehx..haiz..sianz aR...no mood to study for my chinese even though my chinese paper is next week..but i will promis u i will study de..hehex..juz lyk todae..when reach home le..finish my dinner..i started to revise my work le wor..hehex..den after tt..come online lor..hehex..yesterdae in sch..last 2 periods i mad le..haha..dunno y lehx..maybe too xin fen le ba..wahaha..hmm..okie la..todae write till here la..if nt..friends all complain tt i write too long le..haha..

9/28/2004 09:55:00 PM

25.9.04

Hmm..todae so tired..go straight to work after school sia..haiz..yesterdae nva online to update my diary..yesterdae night after watchin TV le..den went to bedroom write letter le..b4 tt..i called xy askin him if wanna meet anot lor..den he give mi alot of reason..so..this whole week..we didnt meet..but nvm la..go sch alone can think alot of things..
Hmm..todae after recess saw him kanna punish by mr siah..heart so pain sia.. wanna care for him..but i made him angry on Wednesdae..tts y i dun dare to tok to him..i am so fightened tt we will end the relationship juz lyk tt..time past so slow..wanna tok to him..sms him..still cannot..so..i muz wait..wait until exams over..den i will ask him for everthing..haiz..still left few more weeks..oh 1 more months..and i am going to leave him le..i cant bear to leave..but wad to do..someone wanna mi to go back early..dunwan mi to stay in SG straight after my holidae..she thinks tt i am veri troublesome..haiz..suan le..she is always lyk tt de la..i oso dunno wad to sae le..she ask mi to do things for her..i muz do it..but i wanna do anithing..she will stop u..haiz..=(..
Hmm..todae finalli tok to someone tt i hopin to tok to le..hehex..budden juz few words onli lor..but i am glad tt i gt tok to tt person..tts all..okie la..stop here le la..=)

9/25/2004 01:20:00 PM

23.9.04

Hmm..todae slp till 6.30 den wake up sia..haha..maybe yesterdae too tired le lor..kekex..hmm..den todae lehx..go sch myself again..haiz..nvm la..last 2 days oso went to sch myself..den actualli the person i wanna meet and go home with him the most..nva meet mi animore le..*sob sob*
Haiz..but wad to do lehx..oso cannot force him to meet mahx..this few days we oso nva sms each other le..in my heart..i am always askin myself izzit tt our relationship hadd become further apart frm each other??coz in sch..we seems lyk dunno each other lyk tt..den after sch lehx..he will juz walk away with cle they all..haiz..they r now important to u le..i am juz nth in ur heart..even if his sms and the diary bk tt we always writin saein tt i am his lao po..but..i dun feel tt way at all..coz u realli treat mi as nth after the june holidae..After tellin how i feel abt tt girl..he had totalli change alot..i dunwan to have this kind of lao gong..i wan back my lao gong..tt one treats mi veri well de..always be with mi when i am sad or unhappy de..i dunwan this cold-hearted de..haiz..realli veri veri sad abt it lor..cried this few days le..but..still cant get over it..=(..wad am i going to do abt it..realli cannot get over it lor..thinkin of him every moment..but yet he juz...haiz..stress aR..few more weeks exams le..maybe he is concentrating on it??i oso dunno abt it lor..but nvm la..after exams..see if there is ani actions taken anot..if nt..haiz..wait until tt time den sae le ba..
Hmm..juz nw call xy..he lyk moody moody lyk tt lehx..dun be lyk tt le la..been as ur friend oso feel quite uneasy abt it..u noe??but still noe how to sae jokes..tt means u r okie abit le ba..hehex..hmm..this few days realli veri stress..maybe is becoz of the exams ba..todae after recess lehx..kanna shout by him..so sad sia..first time lyk tt lehx..hmm..budden nvm la..alreadi past le..dunwan to think abt it le..hehex..muz look on the bright side mahx..hehex..hmm..okie la..stop here le..so tired sia..todae muz slp early wor..=)

9/23/2004 11:30:00 AM

22.9.04

Hmm..todae is our 8 months..hehex..so happy sia..kekex..hmm..hao bu rong yi ke yi wei chi ze mo jiu lehx..so..muz hao hao de zhen xi ta..rite??kekex..he so gd and caring..hehex..hmm..todae early in the morning hor..start to fall asleep in the class liao lor..haha..yesterdae slp so early..but still feel veri tired this morning..but nvm la..haha..todae de lesson oso nth much..hehex..
Hmm..den todae de folkdance so sianz de sia..haha..the teacher so KP de..kekex...hmm..den todae de S.S lehx..still okie la..tok craps with ming guang..den tt xian yong so...cannot tahan him sia..always gek mi de..haha..den after tt..mi and him start to "quarrel" liao..wahaha..den chinese lehx..hai hao hai hao la..oso gt tok some craps with teacher la..hehex..
Hmm..after sch when to look for miss lim for the physics revision..hehex..gt the explaination more clear this time round..kekex..den mi and ling li going to look for her other days too..hehex..after our revision..mi and ling li went to lot 1 to walk walk..b4 tt..mi todae treat ling li eat ice cream wor..hehex..muz thanks for her help lehx..kekex..den after tt..we went to 3rd floor and eat ice cream..hehex..den saw my lao gong lehx..*happy happy*..he help mi zip my bag wor..hehex..hao gao xing oH...=D..after tt..mi went to JJ there and wait for zhenguang they all..see if they wanna go lot 1 anot..but..we waited quite long time liao..still haben see them..so we all go home le lor..hehex..
Hmm..den reach home le..went to take a nap for awhile..den go tuition..tt time forget to bring umbrella sia..den become wet chicken ..kekex..nvm la..sick le oso gd..see gt ppl care anot..haha..=XxX..hmm..okie la..stop here le..update tml if i can..kekex..remember to leave notes wor...=XxX

9/22/2004 11:55:00 AM

21.9.04

Wah..two days nva come in write my blog liao..hehex..this two days gt anithing happen??ya..quite alot ba..haha..hmm..lets start on Saturdae..actualli nid to go back to sch for Maths Remedial de..budden i gt smth on mahx..den nva go lor..hehex..some more promise ah kor i going liao..so cannot PS him..i hate ppl who PS mi..so..i wun PS ppl..coz i dunwan ppl to hate mi too..hehex..hmm..we two lehx..morning nva tok de lor..haha..until the whole thing finish..den we start to tok..i asked him help mi arrange the number tag..den we started to tok..hehex..after tt..we started to tok craps le..haha..even though is juz onli less than 1 hour..but still quite happy to chat with him lor..cannot blame la..my favourite ah kor lai de lehx..hehex..den after tt when hm le..jiu go slp le..coz too tired liao..so reach home den start to slp le..till 3 plus to 4 den wake up..haha..pig rite..kekex..tt day nt in the gd mood too..coz last night quarrel with my mother..haiz..
Den on Sunday lehx..slp till 11 den wake up..haha..realli pig sia..=XxX..slp till so late..haha..but nvm wad..no one disturb mi..tts y can slp till so late..if tt time my aunty at home..she sure nag nag nag de lor..haha..but my uncle is different..he will let us slp till veri late lor..haha..den tt dae at hm nth to do lor..oso nt in a veri good mood tt dae..haha..but..in the afternoon..still okie lor..can see him for few minutes..hehex..onli few minutes..but i still veri happi abt it lor..kekex..den in the evening..we went to my cousin de grandpa hse..when we reach there..the doggie there lyk veri long nva see us lyk tt..haha..so happy when we reach there..den ard 8+..when we at the K.H shoppin centre..my aunty ask mi to lend her $500..dunno for waduse lor..but nvm la..my aunty aniway..hehex..den when reach home le..mi faster rush to watch tV..coz gt 5566 lehx..hehex..my favourite..how can i miss the show..rite..hehex..after tt..went to slp le lor..actualli wanna slp le..budden dunno y go call ling li..we two chatted until 2+am sia..haha..
Den todae morning dunwan to wake up lyk tt..coz veri tired mahx..hehex..but no choice la..still have to wake up..hehex..den actualli tot tt will fall asleep in class de lehx..but who hoes tt i am too high todae le..nva fall asleep..hehex..Hmm..todae is our last day of detention lehx..haha..miss those days sia..hehex..hmm..den during detention..miss ang and mr john lim come out tok craps with us sia..haha..so fun lehx..hmm..todae nt realli in the mood oso..coz see him lyk sad sad de lyk tt..haiz..tml is our 8 months le..244 days le..but..he seems to treat it as nth..=(..so sad..hmm..okie la..stop here le..veri tired todae..wanna go slp le..kekex..

9/21/2004 11:40:00 AM

18.9.04

Hmm..todae actualli can be a happy day de..budden after wad happen juz now..i have realli no mood to chat with ppl animore..how can a parent did it to her own daughter..told her my problems..but yet..she juz scold mi lyk tt..haiz..next time..i will not wanna tok to her le..*humph*
Hmm..todae so tired sia..cannot tahan lehx..den think slp during S.S leeson ba..haha..den todae de eng lesson hor..still okie la..the teacher nva nag too much todae..haha..after tt is bio..nth interesting todae de..den after recess lehx..i usualli is sit beside K.H and X.Y de..den todae Jannah sit on my place..den i cannot sit with them and chat with them..haiz..so sad sia..hmm..den last 2 period is physics..hmm..i muz buck up for my physics lesson le..dunwan to let ppl look dwn..todae de physics so fun sia...haha..for last few minutes..coz we todae Miss Lim taught us abt the reflection and the incidence..den she ask the grp to send 1 person to go out there and become the object and the image..den do funny actions..haha..their actions realli make us laugh until cannot tahan sia..first time see Miss Lim smile in class lehx..hehex..
After tt..we go for out favourite detention..hehex..before going to detention..mi and ling li went to find Mr Yeo..kekex..btw i help Mr Yeo to create a nick name wor..budden tt one is for mi and ling li to call onli after sch de..hehex..no one can call him lyk tt..hehex..so..i will nt say it in here..if wanna noe..come ask mi ba..if i happy i sae..i nt happy..i will nt sae..hehex..todae detention hor..Mi do maths..do until going to be mad sia..so many questions..but nvm..goanna finish it le..haha..still left 4 more questions..kekex..
Haiz..this few days online..oso kanna nag by aunty de..Y cant i play com lehx??her business izzit..so KPO for waD..i will study de wad..this time..i wanna buck up liao lor..i promise some ppl i will study de lor..haiz..okie la..stop here le..tml gt work to do sia..tired lehx..but nvm..gt ah kor to pei wo..hehex..=)

9/18/2004 12:35:00 PM

17.9.04

Hmm..Yesterdae nva write the diary..actualli wanna write de..budden i called him..so we tok tok tok...tok until 10..den mi go slp..thats y nva write..hehex..hmm..after the holidae..first time called him and tok to him..miss his voice sia..hehex..so sweet..=$..hao jiu mei ting dao ta de sheng yin le..in sch..we oso seldom tok to each other..coz dunno y lehx..always see him le will give him attitude de..so sad when i gave him attitude..y i always lyk tt lehx..he treat mi so well..yet i always did this to him..haiz..
Realli feel veri sorrie abt it lor..i hope tt he can understand abt it lor..this few days..i always lyk tt..in sch..siao siao de..den after tt..when reach home le..the mood totally change le..but i am realli quite happy to have an understandin stead lor..hehex..
Hmm..todae de lesson all nt realli fun de..gt onli two lessons fun is the life skill lesson..hehex..Mr Yeo so cute sia..haha..even though his topic is abit hurtin towards mi?? but den his action realli make de whole class laugh till siao lor..haha..den the whole class all sai bo mi de..ask mi go out and act with Mr Yeo..haha..but luckily nva act la..hehex..if nt..they sure say out my lao gong de name out de..haha..
Den todae de detention lehx..okie okie la..sittin there doing all the work..cannot finish sia..so much work to do..haha..but nvm..i will try to complete it as soon as possible de..hehex..hmm..okie la..stop here le..

9/17/2004 12:35:00 PM

15.9.04

WoW..yesterdae realli gt a great nice slp sia..slp at 10pm sharp sia..haha..cannot blame la..yesterdae realli veri tired mahx..hehex..hmm..den todae wake up at 6.15..still dunwan to wake up at tt time lehx..haha..but still have to la..coz meet xy tt time mahx..tts y..hehex..when i reach LRT station there le..waH..lucky sia..he juz gt into the LRT..haha..he tot i left le..so he go in..haha..
Hmm..den todae de lessons lehx..haiz..all so sianz de sia..nt even one class is interestin de..hehex..den todae de Folkdance hor..eeee..suck sia..the teacher lor..nva teach us the steps..still dare to sae gt teach..den scold us some more wor..gek si le..haiz..
Todae dunno y mood swing sia..after sch when see him..i actualli wanna tok to him de..but..i juz pretend nva see him..haiz..realli feel veri sad lor..realli miss the daes when with him sia..haiz..miss him so much lehx..but wad to do..i realli dunwan to give up..i realli love him alot..but ppl ard mi always sayin abt his bad things..I DUN BELIEVE ABT IT~~for him..he is always the best in my heart..no one can replace him..
Hmm..todae de detention..so sianz sia..the work finish so fast de..den at that time..nth to do le..den wanna slp de..budden juz cannot fall aslp..coz ho and lau they all are too noisy le..haha..den ard 5.15 we all leave the school le..coz..i gt tuition..haha..i will tell teacher abt it de..hehex..its okie..return her 15 more minutes if she wants lor..haha..okie la..stop here le..wanna go slp le..tml..continue my detention again lor..wahaha..

9/15/2004 12:50:00 PM

14.9.04

Hmm..so tired todae sia..yesterdae slp at ard 2am..coz tokin on the phone with ling li..kekex..the first time i called her..she was still bathing sia..haha..make mi laugh until my stomach pain..hehex..oso dunno y will laugh lehx..maybe i sad till siao le ba..hehex..den ard 11.30..i called her again..haha..tt time finalli finish bathin le wor..hehex..den we started to chat..not long after..mosquito called and i ask him to conference with us..haha..den three of us started to tok craps..i told ling li abt my problems tt happened this few days..den tt mosquito so kpo sia..mi tokin with ling li he still wanna tok to mi..haha..den i ask him faster go do his work..if nt yeo yeo going to be mad if he nva hand in the work..he told mi tt he dunno how to do..haiz..so blur sia..so easy oso dunno how to do..hehex..den i slowly slowly teach him lor..he so BHB sia..dunno how to do still sae tt the teacher is testing for his hand-writing..haha..den ard 1+am..i cannot tahan liao..so i tell ling li tt i wanna go slp le..after puttin dwn the phone..i fell aslp veri quickly..haha.. Hmm..den todae woke up at 6.10 if i am nt wrong..actualli wanna wake up at 5.30 to do my chinese de..budden i wad realli too tired liao..so i nva woke up lor..hehex..hmm..actualli meet xian yong de..budden dunno is he late or i late..so i walked off at ard 6.45..den when reach sch le..i den realised tt he still haben reach the sch yet..ARH~~tt time i tot i will kanna scold ny him de lehx..but who noes tt he nva scold mi..but still sae sorrie to mi..hehex..but..realli great tt he was nt angry lor..den when after recess..kun hao called mi sia..haha..i act dao dunwan to tok to him..kekex..den he lyk veri sad lyk tt sia..haha..no la..actualli juz kiddin with him de la..he my friend lehx..how can dun care and dun tok to him..haha..
Todae de lesson..onli the last two periods were fun sia..hehex..den others nt fun le..den after sch..the dance teacher in charge wanna see us..so we go lor..haha..todae no dance lehx..so happy sia..no nid to see that CC teacher..haha..budden have to detention for this whole week..coz nva go dance on last thursdae..haha..hack care so much..hmm..okie la..stop here le..veri tired todae sia..maybe will slp early todae lor..hehex..startin my detention tml lor..with ling li and those other sec 3 students..hehex..

9/14/2004 12:40:00 PM

13.9.04

Hehex..had a veri gd slp yesterdae..budden slp at 12+..coz accompany my cousin and watch tV..woke up at 10+ todae..hehex..but..he nva sms mi todae..nvm..maybe he still slpin?? i oso dunno abt it..aniway..juz forget abt it ba..haiz..den ard 11+ went dwn to keat hong with my aunty and uncle for breakfast cum lunch..kekex..woW..the weather todae was damn hot sia..cannot tahan wor..den we eat le faster go home..hehex..
Reach hm le..my uncle asked if i had watch finish my tape..of coz..the show was so nice..how can i dun faster continue to watch..hehex..den we continue to watch tape 2..after awhile..my uncle had to bring my cousin for dancin so i continue to watch it myself lor..so sianz sia..after watchin..coz the other tapes were in my uncle de room..den watch tV for awhile den come online..but tt time still haven come in to write my entry..coz onli afternoon..not much things to write..hehex..when i online..saw alot of ppl online sia..so go chat with them..ask them to go see my diary too..hehex..den after tt..he online..look at his D.P..i noe tt he was nt at hm..hehex..realli lehx..he was outside..den he come chat with mi..kekex..so happy sia..first time chat with him on MSN..haha..i mean after my june holidae..hmm..den we tok alot of craps sia..haha..cannot blame la..both of us always lyk tt de..
Den i went to tok to one of my dis..we tok alot todae..he even told mi alot of things..haiz..tt time..i was realli sad coz he said smth tt make mi feel veri sad..his words make mi have to reconsider abt some problems..after tt..my lao gong had to offline le..coz tt H.S.Y ask him to off de..*sob sob*..so se bu de sia..coz seldom chat with him on MSN..hehex..but..tt chou SY..haiz..but nvm la..at least gt tok craps with him..haha..
Todae de dinner is MAC..waH..second time in this week eat MAC lehx..hehex..den after tt..mi watch 5566 de dou zhan ju le bu..haha..todae de show sooo funny sia..ren fu sooo stupid..hide thee key also can hide wrong key..stupid sia..den hor..wanna go into the zoo muz oso buy ticket..wahaha..wad a bad dae he gt..hehex..but nvm..i will support him foreva de..hehex..same goes to all the members in 5566..hehex...
Hmm..okie la..stop here le..wanna go n prepare to slp le..he sae he will online de..but nva online..so sad sia..*sob sob*..haiz..tml start sch le..hw still haven finish..die le..arH~~~~

9/13/2004 01:00:00 PM

12.9.04

Hmm..so tired sia..yesterdae ard 1 den slp..nt feelin veri gd tt time..sms him and tell him izzit tt he dun care for mi animore..and he wanna go to other ppl le..haiz..so sad..den todae woke up at 5.50 and prepare finish le den went out for work with my aunty and uncle..reach there at ard 6.30..sianz..the in charge still haven reach yet..make us wait until so long..den ard 6.45..he den reach there..we quickly set up all the things..den start our things..woW..first time so many ppl running sia..busy until the number tag oso not even for the runners..haha..den use the walking number tag..tt time forget to tell them tt the number tags are out le so use the walkin de number tag..den they all come and ask mi if i had given them the wrong colour..haha..make mi until so busy sia..den hor..haiz..see mr ong sia..tt PE teacher..hehex..think he gt see mi ba..ya..maybe..coz he said hi to mi and smile at him back..kekex..
After tt..we went to Teck Whye and eat..with my uncle de friend..he so kind sia..treat mi eat noodles even though i onli treat him a drink..hehe..unlike my uncle..wanna ask mi to treat him..haha..den after tt we saw my aunty de friend..
Hmm..after tt..went back hm..left mi and my uncle onli sia..cousins all go back to sch..aunty got work until 2 sia..actualli wanna watch tV de..budden who noes tt watch until half way..den i fall a slp le..den my uncle ask mi go and take a nap for awhile..hehex..so i went to slp lor..slp until 4 den wake up sia..ard 2+ kanna woke up by lao gong de msg de..budden actualli i oso dun care abt the msg..i continue to slp..den woke up le..den reply his msg..haha..
Den at nite..i watched channel U lehx..the 7pm tt one..called quan ming ou xiang xin deng chang(if i nva spell wrongly)..my favouite is that number 9 de guy..called huang dingrong..haha..lyk him so much sia..so cute..and handsome..kekex..luckily he won wor..if nt i sure cry de sia..haha..den msg my lao gong to tell him abt it..haha..he so bhb lehx..sae tt guy is his didi lai de..haha..but nvm la..unless we got sms to each other..hehex..hmm..den after tt mi watch tV until 11+..den thinking of comin in to write a diary..hmm..okie la..stop here le..wanna go slp le..so tired todae sia..hehex..

9/12/2004 03:10:00 PM

11.9.04

Haiz..wake up early in the morning..was been disturb by my phone..at ard 8+..someone called mi and asked if i wanna go out anot..hehex..but nahz..coz i veri tired lor..so i rejected her..den ard 9+..she woke mi up again..this time..she told mi tt she saw someone with him..haiz..tt time i was veri blur..so..i told her to tell him tt if he realli veri happy when he was with her..den he can be with her forever le..haiz..
After tt..actualli i wanna catch some slp de..budden my mind was full of wad she told mi..i cant fall a slp animore..so i wake up..and i called her to ask where they go again..den she told mi tt they have alreadi walked away le..den ard 1pm..i when to work at I.O.M.H...(those who dunno..come ask mi urself ba..haha..)work until 4+ sia..so tired..den at there hor..not even one official i noe de lehx..gek si wo le..*humph*
Haiz..this whole dae..i was realli sad..i realli hope tt he can sms mi and ask mi not to be angry..but..NO..NOT EVEN ONE MSG FRM HIM~~*sob sob*..den ard 9+..i called my ah kor..waH...tt time he juz walk out frm his sch sia..so late lehx..haiz..he so xin ku sia..feel sad for him sia..but..we two r veri happy while chattin lor..coz hor..we talked alot of craps..haha..hmm.. juz now have a happy moment..but after tokin finish with him..my mood become unhappy again..
Okie la..end here le..wanna go slp le..coz later nid to wake up quite early..kekex..feel free to drop a comment wor.. =)

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