Hmm..todae slp till 6.30 den wake up sia..haha..maybe yesterdae too tired le lor..kekex..hmm..den todae lehx..go sch myself again..haiz..nvm la..last 2 days oso went to sch myself..den actualli the person i wanna meet and go home with him the most..nva meet mi animore le..*sob sob*
Haiz..but wad to do lehx..oso cannot force him to meet mahx..this few days we oso nva sms each other le..in my heart..i am always askin myself izzit tt our relationship hadd become further apart frm each other??coz in sch..we seems lyk dunno each other lyk tt..den after sch lehx..he will juz walk away with cle they all..haiz..they r now important to u le..i am juz nth in ur heart..even if his sms and the diary bk tt we always writin saein tt i am his lao po..but..i dun feel tt way at all..coz u realli treat mi as nth after the june holidae..After tellin how i feel abt tt girl..he had totalli change alot..i dunwan to have this kind of lao gong..i wan back my lao gong..tt one treats mi veri well de..always be with mi when i am sad or unhappy de..i dunwan this cold-hearted de..haiz..realli veri veri sad abt it lor..cried this few days le..but..still cant get over it..=(..wad am i going to do abt it..realli cannot get over it lor..thinkin of him every moment..but yet he juz...haiz..stress aR..few more weeks exams le..maybe he is concentrating on it??i oso dunno abt it lor..but nvm la..after exams..see if there is ani actions taken anot..if nt..haiz..wait until tt time den sae le ba..
Hmm..juz nw call xy..he lyk moody moody lyk tt lehx..dun be lyk tt le la..been as ur friend oso feel quite uneasy abt it..u noe??but still noe how to sae jokes..tt means u r okie abit le ba..hehex..hmm..this few days realli veri stress..maybe is becoz of the exams ba..todae after recess lehx..kanna shout by him..so sad sia..first time lyk tt lehx..hmm..budden nvm la..alreadi past le..dunwan to think abt it le..hehex..muz look on the bright side mahx..hehex..hmm..okie la..stop here le..so tired sia..todae muz slp early wor..=)
9/23/2004 11:30:00 AM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
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~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):