29.4.05

Hmm.. MYE is coming lor... yet i still haven even prepare for it.. >.<.. Haix.. todae feel abit sianz lor.. coz realli veri sad lor.. haix.. but wad to do.. he dun even wan to tok to mi le.. haix.. y always lyk tt.. haix.. y i always mess up the things.. haix.. oso kanna scold by my didi.. he ask mi shldnt have sae sorrie to him.. where got girls sayin sorrie to guy but yet tt guy dun even do anithing de.. haix.. but wad to do?? i realli love him mahx.. whenever nva tok to him.. i realli dunno wad to do.. realli feel lyk crying lor.. but i promise my didi not to cry le.. i realli dunno wad to do... y am i always lyk tt.. haix.. actualli can tok to him nicely de.. but.. it end up to be lyk tt.. haix.. is he realli love mi?? is he realli care for mi?? did he realli thinkin of mi?? or all this are juz rubbish.. realli feel so sad abt it.. haix.. y am i always pretending tt i am veri happy in sch yet it is all lies..?? anione can help mi?? i realli dunno wad to do.. haix.. anyway,, tony thx wor.. thx for accompanyin mi whenever i am sad.. same to thiam how.. u all are my best didi.. realli veri happy to share things with u all even though both of u r quite lame sometimes.. but realli feel happy for it.. =D...

[Haix.. When Typing This Blog.. I was crying.. thinking of wad had i did wrong..haix]

4/29/2005 11:50:00 PM

28.4.05

ARH~~ so long nva come update my blog le.. hehex.. haix.. actualli yesterdae shld be a happy nite de lor.. but in the end.. end up to be a sad nite.. haix.. y am i so stubborn everytime?? Haix.. got things shld hao hao de jiang mahx.. but always end up to be a sad story.. haix.. sad lehx.. realli dunwan things to end up lyk tt.. i already trying to fang xia le.. but..i cant.. y am i always doing the other way round lehx?? haix.. realli feel so sad abt it.. wo zheng de hao xiang hui dao cong qian.. hao xiang hui dao wo men yi qian de na zhong ri zi.. exams coming le.. still got 1 more week.. tml still got chinese spelling sia.. arH~~ yao si le.. haha.. chinese is driving mi mad.. wo si ding le.. some more coughing still haben recover.. den kanna nag by father juz now.. haha.. he ask mi go see doc.. but.. too bad.. no money.. haha.. den hor he ask mi to ask my cousin to ans the phone lehx.. arH~~.. den tml have to go see doc le.. haha.. hmm.. todae lehx.. nva tok to him.. haix.. so sad sia.. Hmm.. todae got maths mock exam.. haha.. got 51/60 lehx.. hmm.. got some questions still dunno how to do sia.. nvm.. if still not sure.. muz ask yeo le.. coz promise someone todae that i muz get at least 2As for him to see.. hehex.. Hmm.. now lehx.. watching Ge Dou Tian Wang.. Hate that Yan Hao so much sia.. haha.. he so bad.. haix.. but nvm la.. is juz a show.. haha.. the song oso quite nice.. later wan to go find le.. hehex.. =pPp.. Hmm.. okie la.. wanna offline le.. hehex.. so.. upate again other time.. =D

[Dear.. so sorrie.. haix.. is my fault.. yesterdae if i nva did anithing.. todae u will tok to mi.. Haix.]
*Miss Ya So Much..*

4/28/2005 09:50:00 PM

23.4.05

Wahhh... so long nva come update blog le.. hehex.. hmm.. this week.. abit tired lor.. haha.. monday.. actualli nth de.. juz dun feel lyk online.. so nva online lor.. haha..den tuesdae to thursdae lehx.. stay back in sch to do night self study.. hehex.. hmm... tuesdae started the study lor.. hmm.. stay back with tony.. th.. and dear.. hehex.. study until 9+ den went home.. so tired sia.. haha.. but nvm. worth it de wor.. hehex.. Hmm.. den wednesdae lehx.. actualli oso 4 of us study de.. but.. 1 of them.. dunwan to mention abt tt person.. he went home late.. den dunno where we go.. den tt time.. i oso no mood to study.. so ard 8+ den we go home le.. haha.. tt dae go home with the other 2 guys plus 1 of my di.. haha.. hmm.. quite fun tt time lor.. den after went home le.. went to see doc.. coz cough until veri xin ku.. the face all red sia.. thr doc sae my throat was seriouly injured.. den he still sae luckily nva injured the liver.. haha.. hmm.. den thursdae lehx.. went to lim bang there study lor.. haha.. hmm.. tt time lehx.. okie la.. abit mood there la.. hehex.. den fridae lehx.. went home straight after school.. coz nid to go work.. haha.. hmm.. saw tt 2 guys again.. kekex.. =xXx.. den yesterdae nite.. father called mi.. and told mi tt one of my realatives pass away 10 days ago.. den todae lehx.. went back to sch to be the audience(sorrie if i spell wrongly) for the prize giving and leader's dae.. haha.. saw Mr Ho sia.. hehex.. so happy.. haha.. he brighten up my dae todae.. haha.. den until juz now.. come online update blog lor.. coz wanna see tml programme with tony they all.. haha.. hmm..i think maybe yesterdae receive the call frm my fater.. den no mood todae de ba.. haix.. nvm la.. see who can come and care for mi lor.. okie la.. wanna offline le..



[Dear.. miss ya soo much.. how how how??]
*Arh~~.. Exams r juz ard the corner.. wad am i going to do??*

4/23/2005 10:55:00 PM

16.4.05

Yeah~~ finalli finish my S.S homework le.. haha.. dunno how to do sia.. so anihow do lor.. kekex.. hmm.. yesterdae slp at 12+.. coz watchin tv with cousin.. haha.. actualli not feeling veri happy de.. coz of smth.. hmm.. den todae lehx.. woke up at 6+.. coz nid to go work with my uncle.. haha.. during that period of time.. nva tok to my unlce.. coz in the bad mood.. den he trying to tok to mi.. so i have to reply him mahx.. if not.. later he sae i dao him.. haha.. hmm.. den lehx.. sms him.. tell him how i feel and tell him no matter how many sms i send him.. he will nva reply mi.. den who noes that at 9+.. he replied mi. i am so happy abt it.. but.. he keep smth frm mi.. i oso feel veri sad abt it too.. but nvm la.. it past le.. dunwan to think abt it le.. noe that he still love mi and i will be veri happy abt it le.. kekex.. hmm.. den my uncle veri bad luck lor.. haha.. all his friends nva tio parking fine.. onli my uncle tio.. haha.. den i tell him abt it.. he lyk veri sad sia.. haha.. den i dunno wad to do.. juz to disturb him.. wahahaha.. veri bad hor.. kekex.. aniway.. juz jokin with him de la.. den in the aftenoon.. went to Miss Lim hse to celebrate the SYF thinggy lor.. haha.. i was late.. and i was oso wet.. become a wet chicken.. =xXx.. haha.. after tt.. stay there.. play until 3pm.. den call my ah kor come out.. haha.. before that.. that simlin dunno how to go home sia.. some more veri scare that she cannot go home.. haha.. so cute sia.. =xXx.. hmm.. my kor veri ke lian sia.. always kanna bully by mi de.. but.. aniway.. thanks wor kor.. thanks for accompany mi when i am in a sad and bad mood.. kekex.. i followed him to unity secondary to see basketball match.. kekex.. saw my cousin there too.. haha.. den stay there until 5+.. haha.. the match.. woW.. damn nice sia.. all veri serious de lehx.. wahaha.. den after tt.. wanna go home le.. but before that.. went to BLK 302 there eat lor.. haha.. with my kor of coz.. hehex.. hmm.. he treat mi drink sia.. kekex.. after tt.. come back home lor.. watch tV awhile den come online le.. coz wanna do my S.S hw.. hehex.. den finish le.. come update my blog lor.. hehex.. okie la.. wanna go le.. hehex.. tml still got tuition.. kekex..


[Miss Him So Much Sia.. Long Time Nva Tok To Him le..]
^Love My Dear Forever.. Muackz.. kekex..^
*R&B de duo yi tian ai yi dian damn nice sia.. hehex.. =D*
-=Support J-Stars Forever=-

4/16/2005 11:30:00 PM

15.4.05

Haix.. Wad Had Happen this few days.. why he is so cold towards mi... haix.. i realli dun understand lor.. he can tok to his friends so happily.. and yet.. when his friends ask him to tok to mi.. he juz sae tt he is sick.. cannot tok to mi.. wad kind of reason he is giving?? haix.. i realli dunno abt it lor.. dun even noe wad he wan and wad he is trying to do lor.. haix.. hmm.. this few days.. sick sia.. cough lyk siao.. haix.. dunno y lehx.. y suddenly cough.. but i hack care.. aniway no one cares abt it.. so continue to eat chocolate lor.. wahaha.. no one cares for mi wad.. so die le.. no one will think of it too mahx.. hmm.. this few days.. dunno wad to do sia.. yeaH~~ Dance SYF got silver.. happy happy.. at least same as those choir... so that the stupid teacher wun be so hao lian.. so hao lian to the BAND.. STUPID TEACHER.. FIRST TIME GOT THE SILVER ONLI MAHX.. NID TO BE SO HAO LIAN DE MEHX.. PRAY THAT THE NEXT SYF U ALL GOT NTH.. Hmm.. tml got work.. den in the afternoon go teacher hse celebrate for the dance club de... hehex.. hmm... haix.. so xin ku now.. cough until lyk going to die lyk tt.. haha.. hmm.. okie la.. stop here le.. =D


[Miss Him So Much.. Yet Dun Dare To Call Him Haix..]

4/15/2005 09:15:00 PM

13.4.05

Haix.. feeling sad and down this few days.. feel lyk toking to someone.. but.. they are juz so busy.. i had no one to approach to.. i dun dare to tell those sec 1 that r veri close to mi.. realli scare that they might feel irritating abt it.. haix.. i realli dunno wad to do lor.. i dunno if i got did anithing wrong.. he dun even wan to tell mi.. i already sms him so many times le.. but he juz dunwan to reply mi.. i realli dunno wad to do le.. alot of ppl ask mi to give up on him.. but.. i juz cannot.. coz i realli love him alot.. haix.. but.. wad to do.. aniway.. have to sae sorrie to those tt i have been disturbing this few days.. realli so sorrie abt it.. after i had sovle all this.. i sure will sae thanks to u all de.. arH~~ my cousin's voice sux.. i cannot tahan le.. can sing out of tunes de.. wanna ask her to shut up.. but.. cannot.. arH~~ i am goin to be mad le.. haix... yesterdae tok to 3 of my meis on the phone.. haha.. feel so sorrie abt it.. think they are going to be mad soon.. coz i always sae i wan to die.. dunwan to stay in this world animore.. den got 1 oso sae she wan to die.. haha.. hmm.. aniway.. sae sae onli wor.. dun take it so serious wor.. hehex.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna go watch tV le.. tml den start my social studies homework ba.. =D



[Hao xiang nian ta..]
*Why he dunwan to tell mi tt he is sick?? make mi feel so sad.. tot i had did smth wrong..*
^Realli hope that all those unhappiness can go away soon.. I WAN MY HAPPINESS~~^

4/13/2005 08:55:00 PM

11.4.05

Wow... so tired sia. haha.. juz finish my homework.. hehex.. hmm.. so sianz sia.. nth to do de.. haix.. realli did smth wrong last thursdae.. haix... say wrong thing to someone.. make him feel so sad.. haix.. hmm.. yesterdae actualli wan to go IMM de.. but.. cannot go.. coz got tuition.. arH~~ miss a chance to see 5566.. sob sob.. but nvm... at least got go see cyndi.. haha.. veri crowded over there sia.. haha.. hmm.. den after tt.. at night watch NKF de show lor.. haha... 5566 lehx... they sing chun zai and fang shou yi bo.. hehex.. den after tt is cyndi de.. Honey.. kekex.. after tt.. li sheng jie de chi xin jue dui and shou fang kai.. after tt nva watch le.. coz cousin's cousin change to other show.. haha.. hmm.. den all discuss abt the Miss Hong Kong.. haha.. hmm.. haix.. todae.. nva tok to him for the whole dae.. he lyk see mi le lyk transparent lyk tt.. haix.. juz dun care abt it.. feel so sad abt it.. but.. wad can i do.. go to him and sae i am here?? NO.. i wun do tt.. haix... hmm.. okie la.. wanna go watch tV le.. all becoz of tt stupid cousin.. next time dunwan to wait for her le.. come online awhile den "blow blow blow".. haix..

*Miss Him So Much Sia..*
[Haiz.. Wad Can I Do With It.. I Am Realli Stuck.. Can Anione Tell Me Abt It??]

4/11/2005 07:55:00 PM

9.4.05

Haix.. so sianz sia.. yesterdae slp at 1+ if i am not wrong.. or early than tt.. cousin came into our room.. den we start to chat.. hehex.. thats y chat until so long.. told him alot of things happen in sch and in class.. hehex.. hmm... den todae woke up at 9+.. coz kanna woke up by dear de msg.. after tt.. went to slp again.. coz veri tired.. den slp until 11+.. den woke up and cook porridge.. haha.. after cooking.. aunty call back and sae wanna go eat steamboat.. gek si le.. haix.. den went to Novena Square there eat lor.. after tt.. went to Plaza Singapura there.. bought a T-shirt.. Den after tt.. went to causeway point.. hehex.. went there coz aunty wanna buy things.. hmm.. dinner eat MAC... coz dunno wad to eat le.. some more dunno wad happen todae. feel hungry the whole day.. haix.. maybe in a bad or sad mood ba.. tts y will lyk tt.. nva sms dear for quite a long time.. realli dunno wad to sms him.. haix.. sometimes.. feel abit left out.. coz he lyk nva even care for mi de.. haix.. maybe i think too much le.. but.. i realli dunno y will think tt way.. last time we r nt lyk tt.. time change le.. had he change oso?? haix.. nt sure abt it.. hope tt he is nt lor.. hmm.. den juz nw tok to M.Y(My Mei).. dunno she treat mi as jie anot.. haha.. feel surprised lor.. coz long time nva tok to her on the phone le.. hehex.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna offline le.. wanna go watch Korea de show le.. hehex..


*Dear.. Love Ya Foreva*
[Haix.. Miss Him So Much.. Hope To Chat With Him.. =(]

4/09/2005 10:10:00 PM

8.4.05

Arh~~.. I am going to be mad soon... this few days always quarrel with my uncle.. haix.. sianz sia.. becoz of a television... so small matter oso nid to quarrel.. but.. wad to do... who ask him to to so nagging.. whenever the show left onli few minutes.. he will ask mi to off the tV.. veri stupid de lor.. tts y quarrel.. haha.. i think tt u all might sae tt i am wrong.. but.. i dun care.. always lyk tt de lor.. i cannot tahan le lor.. den todae oso.. cousin siao de.. come back le dunno sae wad.. den start to nag le.. haix... stupid girl.. dunno nag for wad.. mad woman... $4 onli mahx.. so ji jiao for wad.. i am going to take back my bag frm her le.. dunwan to lend her animore.. so act de lor.. Hmm.. yesterdae went to work at Yio Chu Kang.. Haha.. Quite Fun.. coz see handsome guy.. =xXx.. haha.. hmm.. when lookin at him.. oppz.. he saw mi.. arH~~~ but i hack care.. haha.. hmm.. dunno when got the chance to see him again le lehx.. haiz.. sianz.. okie la.. wanna stop here le.. haha..


*Miss Him So Much*
[Feel So Sad When Nva See His Sms.. Haix..]

4/08/2005 09:25:00 PM

4.4.05

Yoz.. Hmm.. todae aR.. lots of things happen.. hehex.. hmm.. in the morning.. nth much la.. haha.. den afternoon.. went lot 1 with dear.. hehex.. after tt.. loiter ard lot 1.. coz dunno wad to buy for S.Y.. hmm.. den after tt lehx.. saw my cousin with her stead.. haha.. den walk ard for awhile den went to MAC to eat with them lor.. haha.. mi and him share eat.. coz not enough $$... den after tt lehx.. they all go watch movie.. we all go home lor.. haha.. reach home le.. bath finish le den start to watch tv le.. watch until juz now.. den got some ppl snatch the tv away frm mi.. so come to update my blog lor.. haha.. okie la.. wanna offline le.. cousin wan to slp le.. hehex.. =D


[Luv Him Lyk Bfore]
*Miss Him So Much~~ =(*

4/04/2005 09:30:00 PM

3.4.05

Hmm.. yesterdae morning went to East Coast Park.. Actualli got family day de... but who noes that raining all the whole day.. saw my dear.. den went to tok to him.. he is all wet.. den i pass a towel to him to let him dry.. haha.. now the towel is still with him sia.. haha.. den wait for awhile.. still rainin.. den principal have to call it off.. haiz.. sianz sia.. den after tt.. went to Bedok Mrt Station there with X.Y there all to eat lor.. hehex.. after tt.. actualli wanna go play pool with them de.. but meet my dear le.. so nva go with them lor.. hehex.. of coz is dear more important to friends sometimes.. if not.. lyk tt sure ruin the relationship between both of us de.. hehex.. after tt.. went to lot 1 to meet him... hehex.. we walk ard for awhile.. den went home.. at home.. nth to do at all.. den went to slp lor.. coz veri tired.. haha.. slp until 6+ den eat dinner.. after tt.. no show to watch so online lor.. haha.. nt much ppl online sia.. so sianz yesterdae.. den ard 9+.. cousin ask mi wanna go watch movie anot.. actualli dunwan to go de.. den aunty ask mi to go along.. so i go lor.. haha.. went to watch "House Of Fury".. Hmm.. the show is quite nice la.. haha.. veri funny and veri touching.. but the touching part is behind behind de.. hehex.. Hmm.. actualli wanna ask him go watch de.. but.. haiz.. wo you man le yi bu.. ta bei ren la qu kan dian ying le.. haha... feel abit sad la.. haha.. coz thinking of accompany him go watch de.. but who noes that he had already watch le.. hmm.. den ask my ah kor lor.. haha.. he sick sia.. so cannot go.. but nvm la.. at least went with both my cousins and cousin de friends... haha.. 5 of us went to watch.. hmm.. after finish watching.. went to Blk 302 there and have our supper.. hehex.. den went home.. think tt time is ard 1 plus to 2 am ba.. haha.. den went to my cousin de room watch VCD plus chat with his friends lor.. haha.. went to bed at 3.30.. veri tired tt time.. haha.. bo bian.. who ask mi went to E.C.P in the morning.. haha.. den todae lehx.. went tuition.. veri tired sia.. haha.. oso kanna disturb by a guy there.. asking mi for my hp number.. haha.. hmm.. of coz have to ask my dear abt it de mahx.. haha.. ya.. i nva give him.. if not.. later someone kill mi.. haha.. hmm.. den after tt.. stay at home the whole day.. watch tv until now.. den come update my blog.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna go watch tv again.. hehex.. See You Again.. =D...




^*Dear.. Miss ya so much sia.. hehex..*^
[Luv My Dear Forever.. ^.^]

4/03/2005 08:45:00 PM

1.4.05

Yoz.. hmm.. so tired todae sia.. haha... hmm.. left hse at 6.50... den reach sch at 7.15.. after tt.. nth to do lor.. juz that todae de PE veri torturing lor.. ran 4 rounds... is abt 4.8km lehx.. so tired sia.. haha.. hmm.. todae went back home early.. coz nid to go out... hmm.. at ard 2.50 lyk tt.. went out with my aunty they all le.. haha.. so tired sia.. haha.. still nvm abt this.. when got into the car.. my uncle started to nag my aunty becoz of her driving.. i am so mad abt it.. so gek sia.. so noisy.. cant even have a peace.. haiz.. hmm.. went there.. wahaha.. meet that guy again.. hmm.. todae he tok to mi.. =xXx.. haha.. but zai zen me shuo.. "HE" is still the best one even though he didnt sms mi or call mi.. haha.. Hmm.. Todae earn $30 sia.. wahaha... Hmm.. okie la.. wanna stop here le.. coz nth much to sae le.. wanna go continue my dinner le.. kekex.. Miss Him So Much Sia.. =(

4/01/2005 08:50:00 PM

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