26.6.05

Wah... todae is last day of sch holiday le.. arHH.. finalli.. can not nid to stay at home and rot le.. wahaha.. but oso feel lyk dunwan to go back.. coz dun hope to see him sia.. haix.. coz dunwan to remember the days that we had been together.. how how how?? aiya.. nvm la.. see see lor.. anyway dun like him le.. so i will not think of him again le.. *hmm.. hope wad i sae here is true.. and oso hope tt i can do it too..*

Sometimes realli dunno wad to sae abt tt person sia.. haix.. sms him so much msg.. but he juz dunwan to reply 1 of it.. i realli feel veri sad abt it sia.. haix.. maybe Yuxuan sae de is right.. give him some times.. maybe 1 day he might reply mi le?? hmm.. okie.. i sure will give him times de.. coz i realli wan to be with him.. so no matter how long i have to wait.. i will still wait.. i will give him 3 months time.. and as for mi.. in this 3 months to 4 months.. i will concentrate on my work.. got a good result out.. hehex... ya.. btw.. on friday evening chatted with his mum for abt 40 mins.. hehex.. hmm.. not bad la.. still got to noe smth frm his mum.. hehex.. ya.. and i told his mum tt when i am free.. i will go visit her de.. kekex..

Anyway juz to let him noe tt.. no matter how long u wan mi to wait for u.. i will wait.. coz my heart will still be urs.. and onli contain u in it forever..

Hmm.. got to noe 3 Maple friends too.. haha.. chat with them on the phone on fridae night.. quite fun sia.. haha.. hope to chat with them again the other time.. todae they nva play maple abit sad.. coz cannot disturb ppl.. haha.. =xXx..

Okie la.. wanna go play my maple le.. wanna faster lvl up... hehex...

6/26/2005 08:45:00 PM

24.6.05

I AM REALLY ANGRY WITH HIM~~ HOW CAN HE TREAT ME LIKE THAT~~ JUST TREAT MI AS TRANSPARENT~~ DOES HE KNOW THAT WHEN HE TREAT ME LIKE THAT.. I AM MORE SAD THAN I AM ANGRY.. I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT IN FRONT OF HIM.. BUT I JUST CANNOT.. BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LET HIM KNOW ABOUT IT.. BUT.. I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN LOR.. THIS FEW DAYS I AM REALLY VERY FUSTRATED LE.. AND YET.. HE DID THIS TO ME SOMEMORE.. WHAT YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?? DO YOU THINK THAT YOU DID THIS TO ME.. I WILL GIVE UP ON YOU?? NO.. I WILL NOT~~ I WILL STILL LOVE YOU AS HOW MUCH I USED TO LOVE YOU.. UNLESS U HAVE GIVE UP ON ME.. IF NOT.. I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON YOU.. I WILL LOVE YOU AS HOW I LOVE 5566 AND OTHERS.. IF I STOP LOVING THEM.. THEN THAT MEANS I STOP LOVING YOU ALSO.. SO.. PLEASE DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THAT ANYMORE.. I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT~~

6/24/2005 10:00:00 PM

22.6.05

Wow.. Wad a fun camp we had on Monday.. haha.. Hmm.. although it is veri tiring.. Hmm.. on mondae morning.. ard 6+ woke up le.. coz stephanie sms mi.. haha.. then lehx.. meet her and guang at interchange.. after tt went to sch le.. wOw.. reach sch le saw alot of students reach le.. haha.. then after tt jio eileen and weiling go shaowei hse take slping bag.. hehex.. tt time then notice tt they all sch reopen le.. haix.. miss my chance to see him sia.. =(.. Hmm.. then after tt lehx.. prepare for everything.. then wait for the children to come.. hmm.. after they reach le.. hanmin kanna bully sia.. some more is by a little girl.. wahaha.. then i sae i will take tt girl.. but after tt.. abit regret sia.. haha.. coz she lyk to run here and there.. cannot tahan sia.. haha.. but nvm la.. haha.. in the end.. i am still the winner.. wahaha.. that girl call Sandy.. she is quite cute.. but loves to run around.. sometimes will oso"Fa Pi Qi".. she loves balloon alot sia.. haha.. so when she runs ard or dunwan to listen to mi.. i will"threaten" her.. haha.. or i will sae i will throw her to korkor.. dunwan her le.. then she will come hug mi.. haha.. now then i noe tt taking care of a child is so tiring even though i take care of others b4.. but not tt tiring sia.. haha.. then at night lehx.. we having BBQ.. haha.. almost all the chicken i help them BBQ de.. then in the end i eat onli 2 to 3 of it.. haha.. anyway nvm la.. dun eat alot.. coz sore throat.. haha.. then lehx.. they have night walk.. after tt bring them to slp le.. haha.. finalli we r free.. so tiring.. =xXx.. ya.. tt day is oso yinci de birthday.. so after we send the kids to slp le.. we help yinci celebrate her birthday.. haha.. quite fun sia.. oso abit touching.. coz mingquan bought a cake for her.. hmm.. then after tt we got a meeting.. after our meeting.. we went to bath.. haha.. then went to hall chit chat for awhile.. then slp le lor.. coz realli veri tired after taking care of Sandy.. haha..

On the next day lehx.. woke up at 6+.. haha.. so tired sia.. coz monday slp at ard 1+ 2 am lyk tt.. after tt.. went to wait for the kids to wake up lor.. haha.. then bring them walk ard.. then they had treasure hunt.. haix.. realli cannot tahan Sandy sia.. ask her go join in but she juz refused to do it.. haix.. nvm la.. after the treasure hunt.. we had the breakfast.. Sandy saw yinci they all having Mac breakfast.. she oso wan to eat.. My God~~.. then i dunwan to buy. she angry.. then refuse to take breakfast.. that time i realli angry le.. i juz told her.. if she dunwan to eat.. then dun eat lor.. i want to throw her to "kor kor" to take care her le.. so she bo bian.. have to eat.. wahaha.. then after tt.. went to AVA room for closing ceremony.. after tt.. we all have to clean up then went home le.. haha.. before going home.. went to shaowei hse to return the slping bag again.. haha.. after tt went home to slp le.. haha.. slp until 5+ 6pm sia.. haha.. realli veri tired lor.. hmm.. then went to royal hotel to eat dinner.. coz uncle wanna celebrate aunty de birthday as he is not free todae.. so he celebrate earlier.. then went home awhile father call le.. my god.. juz reach home lehx.. then he call mi.. >.<.. then chat for awhile then put down le.. haha.. hmm.. after tt.. nth special le ba.. haha.. hmm.. this entry abit long le.. dunwan to continue le.. haha.. okie.. will update again de.. anyway now maple story down.. so come update.. haha.. now nid to help jia jun do his blog lor..

[I will wait for ur words.. no matter how long i have to wait.. coz i love u.. thats all..]

6/22/2005 03:30:00 PM

20.6.05

Wow.. so late le.. haha.. hmm.. wanna go slp le.. but come update first la.. haha.. coz later the whole day will not be at home.. haix.. will miss the "tong xin yuan" lor.. damn it.. =xXx.. Hmm.. later going to camp le.. haha.. veri hao qi how will the camp will be.. will it be fun or bored?? oso not sure abt it lehx.. haha.. but hope tt it will be fun lor.. hehex.. hmm.. so late then update blog got reason de wor.. coz juz now busy playing Maple story.. haha.. =pPp.. hmm.. veri difficult to lvl up lehx.. haix.. sianz 1/2.. but nvm la.. will try to lvl up as much as possible de.. haha.. hmm.. all saying tt maple so sianz.. but i dun find it coz realli nth to do.. so come play maple lor.. haha.. nowadays seldom send sms to him le.. but nvm la.. haha.. i will nva give up... hehex.. i will wait until the day.. i am sure tt i can wait for him de.. hmm.. okie la.. actualli oso nth much to sae.. juz a normal days.. haha..

Ya.. tuesday is my sister's birthday.. then wednesday is my aunty's birthday.. arhhh~~~ my god.. all crush.. but nvm la.. haha.. my sister de present can late late give.. haha.. then aunty de no nid to give.. hehex.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna go slp le.. veri tired.. some more later still nid to wake up early.. =xXx..

[No matter how long u want mi to wait.. i will still wait for u.. juz becoz I Love You..]

6/20/2005 12:20:00 AM

17.6.05

Wow... so long nva update my blog le.. haha.. abt 3-4 days?? haix.. coz of cousin la.. ask him lend mi his laptop he dunwan.. then when his sister ask him to lend her.. he lend.. haix.. now i think i am wrong to treat him so good.. Hmm.. then this few days oso having cold war with his sister.. oso dunno how it happen de.. juz nvm la.. dun feel lyk tokin to her onli.. she is juz so bu jiang li lor.. dun feel lyk toking abt it le..

Hmm.. lets tok abt tuesdae hao le.. haha.. tuesdae night.. went to watch movie with my aunty they all.. haha.. watch wad show lehx?? hmm.. king of mahjong?? ya.. this is lyk tt spell de ba.. haha.. tt show is damn funny and nice lor.. haha.. if u dun believe u go watch it urself lor.. haha.. then wednesdae lehx?? hmm.. go sch with christina.. haha.. hmm.. dunno y they all juz dunwan to tok to mi.. but nvm la.. dunwan to tok den dun tok lor.. i still got other friend mahx.. rite friends?? Hmm.. then wednesdae go sch oso no use.. coz the instructor oso nva come to sch.. he was sick.. then stay in the art room with evelyn.. steffi.. and christina lor.. haha.. then after tt go home together lor..

Then yesterdae lehx.. go back do dnt.. haha.. do until sian sia.. coz realli dun have the mood to do it.. but in the end still got do lor.. got to noe a malay guy frm sec 5.. haha.. he is damn funny sia.. then todae lehx.. nva go sch.. coz dun feel lyk going... then oso juz wake up at 11+.. haha..

Ya.. taiwan now damn serious sia.. haiz.. got flood.. then my aunty cannot call back to taiwan as the phone is engaged.. haix.. dunno wad happen at home le sia.. so worried.. then my teacher oso go taiwan there.. oso dunno wad happen to her.. and my mei too.. make mi so worried sia.. arHHH... hmm.. okie la.. wanna go do housework le.. is realli damn messy lor..

[i will wait until u change ur mind.. i will wait for u forever~~]

6/17/2005 12:00:00 AM

13.6.05

So tired sia.. slp quite late yesterdae coz watching hong kong show.. haha.. hmm.. todae lehx.. wad i did?? hmm... early in the morining went to sch do dnt lor.. haha.. then todae quite early go lunch.. at lim bang saw mr yeo.. haha.. then he join us for lunch.. 1st time lehx.. haha.. then after tt xian yong phone mi.. ask mi if wanna go watch movie anot.. hmm.. actualli dunwan de.. but in the end still go lor.. haha.. hmm.. i was late tt time sia.. haha.. but nvm la.. hmm.. ya.. we watched Mr & Mrs Smith.. the show was damn nice sia.. haha.. and oso veri funny.. the couples veri cute sia.. haha.. hmm.. if u wan to noe.. go watch lor.. haha.. if not.. u can ask mi abt the show.. haha.. then after tt come back home le.. watch "tong xin yuan" haha.. cannot miss it sia coz is realli veri nice.. lyk tt da yang sia.. haha.. others oso lyk la.. but not so lyk lor.. hehex.. after tt watch "shao nian te gong dui".. haha.. miss this show 2 times le.. so cannot miss it again le.. haha.. then at 10pm.. continue to watch the hong kong show lor.. until now.. then use cousin de laptop come update blog.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna go slp le.. tml still nid to do dnt.. hehex.. muz faster finish it.. then can do the folio le.. hehex.. NitezZz..

[xiao zhu.. realli hope tt u can give mi 1 more chance.. ]
(The Key To Destiny..You are my destiny~!!)

6/13/2005 11:45:00 PM

12.6.05

Wow.. juz come back frm tuition..Den finish my lunch le den come online lor.. haha.. Hmm... so tired sia.. haha.. Hmm.. yesterdae realli veri fun lor.. haha.. went marina bay eat steamboat.. Hmm.. total got 19 ppl go lehx..haha.. first time so many ppl go.. =xXx.. hmm.. then when we reach there.. onli 5+.. then still have to wait for mr yeo to arrive.. haha.. so they went into arcade lor.. haha.. i now then notice tt those i treat them as best friends de dun even treat mi as sia.. haix.. y r they lyk tt? i dun even noe y.. y human beings are lyk tt??

Then after mr yeo reach le then we start to have our steamboat le.. haha.. too bad tt mr ong.. mr cheng and mr tan nva come.. haha.. they all miss a chance sia.. hehex.. realli had lots of fun there lor.. eat so much.. especially that PQ.. eat so much satay.. think got 20 sticks ba.. haha.. hmm.. ya.. we open 3 tables.. the first table is for girls ba.. but juz becoz got a guy go sit there.. then i have to sit at the second table.. but nvm la.. haha.. coz i think sit at the second table is better than sitting at the first table.. then mr yeo sits at the last table with alwin.. jia sheng.. derrick and li ting.. Hmm.. mr yeo had to leave first coz he got smth on.. so bo bian lor.. have to sae bye to him le...

After tt.. the girls went to arcade again.. haha.. then i sit down there cook the prwans coz we dunwan to waste the food mahx.. haha.. hmm.... we frm 6+ eat until 9+ sia.. so pro lehx.. haha.. then after tt.. coz realli veri tired le.. so we decided to go home.. haha.. budden derrick.. li ting and noriman went to play pool.. so they nva go home with us.. reach home le.. my cousin ask mi faster.. coz they wanna watch moive called "soul".. waH.. damn scary sia.. haha.. but in the end.. nva watch finish.. then tt time dun feel lyk slping.. so watch the J stars VCD bought by tony and thiam how de lor.. hehex...

Hmm.. okie la.. nth to write le.. wanna go fold clothes le.. hehex.. tml then update hao le.. =D

Am i realli happy after i am alone?? i hope so.. haix.. lets wait ba.. =D

6/12/2005 04:05:00 PM

10.6.05

Wah.. so tired sia even though i nva go sch for dnt todae.. haha.. but coz go see doc early in the morning.. muz thanks both my DIDIs sia.. tony and th.. haha.. if dun have their accompany.. i realli dunno wad to do le.. and oso dunno wanna go there see doc anot.. haha.. BUT.. have to tell tony smth.. I AM NOT HOSPITALISED~~ I JUST WENT THERE FOR CHECK UP.. u wan ur jie to be hospitalised then u veri happy izzit?? bad sia.. hmm.. lucky the doc sae not so serious sia.. haha.. but the doc say if still pain.. dun have to go back there see le.. can go polyclinic there see.. haha.. then if realli veri serious.. have to go operation le.. haix.. so sianz lor.. then after tt.. went to jourong point there walk walk.. then tony went to Pet shop.. haha.. we saw puppies sia.. so KAWAII~~.. Hmm.. tt kind of puppies think is call shih tzu.. dunno wad kind of puppy.. haha.. but realli veri cute lor.. kekex.. i told tony tt next time if i wan to marry.. sure wan to marry a guy tt love dog too de.. haha..

Hmm.. then go KFC eat.. haha.. saw 1 aunty veri attitude lor.. see le veri pek chek.. Hmm.. then after tt.. went to walk walk... saw zhou chu ming and zhong qin sia.. haha.. then after tt notice tt pan ling ling oso there.. haha.. then went to disturb tony.. haha... i told tony tt pan ling ling chio lehx.. then he sae.. ee.. where got chio.. then i reply.. i mean the one beside her.. haha.. and tt is zhong qin.. =xXx.. lolx.. then after tt went home le lor.. coz nth to do le.. and oso veri tired too.. tts y went home slp lor.. haha.. slp until 6+ lehx.. Haix.. abit angry with my aunty lor.. my $8 lyk tt take away.. tt one not her money lor... haix.. stupid sia.. IDIOT~~

Hmm.. am i realli happy after we break up?? i am not sure.. but sometimes realli feel veri sad lor.. aiya.. dunno wad to sae le la.. juz feel sad sometimes.. >.<

okie la.. wanna go watch tV le.. hehex.. bye lor.. =D

6/10/2005 11:20:00 PM

9.6.05

ARHHH~~ i am so tired.. haha.. y lehx?? Hmm.. the whole day do D&T of coz will feel sianz and tired de la.. haha.. Hmm.. but veri happy sia.. haha.. coz my "conffin" is going to finish le.. wahaha.. =xXx.. no mine la.. is my artifect de la.. haha.. so dun think y y wor.. hehex.. Hmm.. tml go see doc but until now still nva find ppl to accompany mi.. Sob sob.. i so ke lian.. haix.. suan le la.. this is life.. i now then get to noe.. who cares for mi and who dun care for mi.. haha..

Hmm.. from todae onwards.. i am back to who i am le.. no one is occupying my heart le.. Hmm.. or maybe not wor.. think tt person is still in my heart.. haha.. but nvm la.. coz i told tt person le.. haha.. i will wait de.. hehex..

Am i realli happy now?? i dunno.. but i hope so lor.. Hmm.. okie la.. wanna go watch Tv le.. hehex..

6/09/2005 10:00:00 PM

8.6.05

Wow.. finalli finish editing my blogskins le.. haha.. so tired sia.. haha.. all becoz of this blogskin.. make mi cannot play game.. haha.. but nvm la.. haha.. at least can play awhile.. haha... Hmm.. todae lehx.. go sch with KH.. haha.. coz they nva call mi or sms mi to tell mi meet lor.. but nvm la.. haha... go sch with KH can go earlier.. then oso can finish my thing fast.. hehex.. hmm.. todae oso abit tired oso.. coz the whole day standing.. nva sit.. haha.. some more todae mr loh ask us to go sch at 3.60 tml.. i say he siao aR.. go so early do wad?? can onli on the machine at 7am onli.. haha.. so we decided to go sch at 8am.. wahaha.. or maybe earlier?? Hmm.. actualli todae oso nth much la.. haha.. but oso abit happy tt someone praise mi for my words.. wahaha.. no la.. tt person not special de la.. haha.. lolx.. he is juz my little ke ai de didi.. =xXx.. (bu yao lian de didi.. say himself ke ai.. haha..)

Okie la.. wanna continue my game le.. haha.. coz wanna offline lor.. so have to faster play lor.. tml the whole day in sch.. SIANZ~~

6/08/2005 09:55:00 PM

7.6.05

Wah.. so long nva update le.. someone is scolding mi le wor.. haha.. no la.. too busy playing game le.. haha.. tts y nva come update.. =xXx.. Hmm... wad game am i playin?? of coz is maple la.. if not still got wad game for mi to play?? haha.. girls onli got those online game to play de.. maple story.. gunbound.. den i dunno wad le.. haha.. den i dun play gunbound de.. coz veri sianz.. haha.. Hmm.. this 2 weeks always go back to sch for D&T.. so sianz sia.. some more so many dusts de.. Yuckzz... make my face until so dirty.. and oso breathe in so many dusts... Eeeee.... bad for health de lehx.. haha.. Hmm.. den lehx. yesterdae kanna nag by my father sia.. so angry at tt time.. juz becoz of phone bill.. haix.. den some more tt aunty la.. go tell them all this things.. siao de.. i pay the bill myself she oso wan to care so much.. gek si le.. den juz now lehx.. mother call mi.. haha.. she still continue toking abt the hp de thing lor.. den she sae nowadays the youngsters hor.. dunno thinking of wad sia.. sms so much.. haha.. den i tell her.. u oso sae is youngsters le.. still nag so much for wad.. haha.. she dun understand youngsters sia.. =xXx.. Hmm.. ya.. before go to D&T block.. i am so angry before tt.. haix.. all becoz of someone.. haix.. beg tt person so many time le still dunwan.. haix.. i feel so sad and angry.. but of coz is sad comes more lor.. how can tt person lyk tt treat mi?? feel so sad abt it.. dunno since when i start to beg tt person le.. but tt person still dunwan to listen to mi.. 3 more days den going to see doc le.. he still dunwan to give mi an answer.. y y y?? how can he lyk tt?? if he dunwan to go... juz tell mi.. dun nid to sae wanna confirm with mi on when and when.. think i veri nice to bully izzit..

i wan to sae.. stop bullying mi.. i had enough.. dun think tt i am veri easy to bully.. i juz dunwan to show temper onli.. when i fustrated.. i dunno wad will i do.. so.. pls dun make mi angry orelse i will hate u forever..

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