24.9.05

Hahaha... actually yesterday want to update my blog de.. but.. the laptop cannot use.. haix.. so sianz lor.. haha.. Hmm.. let me start on thursday... Hmm.. thursday went back to sch.. but was not realli veri well lor.. hmm.. during Eng period.. Mr Tan was absent.. then after tt dnt lor... Mr Loh come in to the Classroom blk.. hmm.. then hor.. i took my medicine.. make me veri sleepy.. then fall a sleep.. =xXx.. then after tt recess lor.. haha.. but was realli veri tired lor.. coz took my medicine mahx.. Hmm.. then after tt got Mr Ong's Class.. haha.. lolx.. lame teacher.. at first time us tt he is not in the good mood.. then in the end.. joke with us... wad kind of teacher is this... my god.. Hmm.. then after tt is Mr Yeo's class.. haha.. did he teach maths lesson tt day? hmm.. i forget le.. then after tt.. went to lot 1 eat with xian yong.. kun hao.. edith..(edith.. ur name appear again le lehx.. haha..) zhen guang and sylvester.. haha.. then after finish eating.. went to TS to buy "Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa".. kekex.. finalli.. wahaha..

Hmm.. then on friday lehx.. hmm.. went to sch oso lor.. haha.. yeaH~~ lucky i nva PE on that day sia.. if not i sure die de lor.. coz they all kanna punish by Mr Kong for been late.. then ask them to run the field for 4 rounds.. My God.. who can tahan aR... then after tt lehx.. hmm.. after eng lesson.. quickly rush back home.. coz got work mahx.. then some more meet tt guy too.. kekex.. Hmm.. but i was too early le.. haha.. nvm la.. at least is i wait for him de mahx.. and i am always the one who wait for ppl de.. seldom got ppl wait for mi de.. haha.. then we both walk to the stadium lor.. haha.. i dunno how to spell the stadium de name.. kekex.. hmm.. then while doing my work.. he smsed me.. kekex.. ask me if i wan to join him for dinner anot.. then i called him lor.. hmm.. then i told him if he finish his things.. sms me or if i finish my thing.. i will sms or call him lor.. hehex.. hmm.. then after tt okie lor.. we meet up for dinner.. haha.. then while we were taking MRT home.. haha.. veri fun sia.. we change the MRt for lots of times sia.. haha.. then i was late for the dinner.. haha.. but nvm la.. at least make him wait for mi 1 time mahx.. haha.. then when we finish eating.. went to fairprice buy things.. haha.. then after tt went home lor.. haha.. then after tt went back home lor.. haha.. hmm.. then todae lehx.. wah.. slp until 1 plus lehx.. so cool.. haha.. hmm.. okie la.. wanna slp le.. veri tired.. later still got tuition.. hehex.. =D.. okie la.. will update tml.. ( if got anithing to update) kekex..

[Even though i seldom sms him le.. but.. i still love him.. haix.. i really dunno how to express my feeling towards him.. haix.. but.. i really still love him.. i really hope to be with him again.. =( ]

9/24/2005 12:20:00 AM

21.9.05

Hmm.. actualli yesterdae wanna update de.. but i was toking on the phone with nbr.. so nva update.. haha.. Let me start with todae's DAY ba.. Wah... sianz lor.. todae went to sch juz for 2 periods of lesson then go home le.. hmm.. ask sw de mother if she is free to bring me home anot.. then she ask her daughter to send me home.. hmm.. really feel abit paiseh to ask sw de sister to send me home.. hmm.. anyway.. really veri thank you to her.. coz she send me until outside my house.. hmm.. then reach home le.. went to slp lor.. wah.. frm 10 slp until 6 lehx.. so shiok sia... haha.. firstly is evelyn sms mi.. keke.. muz really thanks her sia.. coz she concerned abt mi.. then after tt is sw de mother.. she phoned me and ask me if i am still alright.. kekex.. then lehx.. stephanie called me.. hmm.. kekex.. then lastly is kunhao.. kekex.. hmm.. sometimes realli feel veri bad lor.. coz i nva tok to him in sch.. hmm.. nvm la.. at least i smsed him le.. kekex.. hmm.. then juz now lehx.. was toking on the phone with nbr again.. hehex..

Hmm.. Edith.. who destroyed my life aR? he lor.. hmm.. y ar?? hmm.. coz he stands alot in my heart.. but.. he dun even care or bother about me.. i realli feel veri sad.. haha.. but.. wad to do lehx?? haix.. wan to forget abt him oso veri difficult.. =(

9/21/2005 09:50:00 PM

19.9.05

Hohoho... Finally come and update my blog lor.. haha.. had been such a long time tt i haven been updating my blog.. haha.. was too busy le.. wahaha... hmm.. let me start frm my friday story..

Hmm.. On friday afternoon.. i went to yew tee CC... thinking of buying ticket de.. then who noes tt the aunty there sae not nid to buy oso can go into school de.. okie lor.. so went back to school there and find Geok Hui.. then after that went to eat lunch with her and her stead.. haha.. then went to Boon Lay MRT Station there wait for aunty quek.. kekex.. hmm.. after tt.. went to Tuas for work.. kekex.. hmm.. okie la.. haha.. finally got the chance to do aunty de son le.. =xXx.. haha.. hmm.. then after tt rush to Yishun for the other work.. haha.. on tt day.. earn $60.. haha.. then went back with those that we work together lor.. haha.. Yeah.. finally can get the HP num of someone... kekex.. hmm.. sianz lor.. he is older than me.. haha.. Hmm.. then after tt went back to school for celebration lor.. kekex.. see him so busy sia.. haix.. then after tt disturbed YX and TH.. haha.. then ard 10.. someone is "blowing" me home le.. sianz aR.. haha... but nvm.. haha.. coz i drag until 10.30... wahaha.. then reach home le.. chat with my father until 1am.. haha.. but than ard 2am then slp lor.. haha.. then 5.30 woke up again.. haha.. coz still got work to do mahx.. haha..

On Saturday.. Hmm.. meet the guy tt is older than mi.. then went to City Hall together.. kekex.. then WAH PIANG EH... cannot tahan all those at there lor.. so sianz sia.. the ppl dun understand our words sia.. tell them to line up le still dunwan to listen.. so stupid sia.. still call ur ownself adults.. tot u adults shld show good examples to us.. but.. wad did u all did?? all nonsense sia.. haix.. then after tt.. events finish at 10.. but.. i dunwan to go home so early.. haha.. so i stay there lor.. kekex.. actualli see them play games la.. haha.. then went to see lor.. haha.. hmm.. then ard 12 plus.. all things finish.. then went home with that guy again.. haha.. really veri happy sia.. =xXx.. then went to lot 1 eat with nbr.. haha.. then reach home le.. went to slp.. slp until 5 plus.. then went out at 6 plus again lor.. haha.. then dinner lehx.. went to eat with nbr again.. haha.. hmm then went to the temple behind nbr de hse there lor.. haha.. finalli.. i saw him.. i saw shaowei.. i was really happy sia... realli long time nva see him le.. then went to tok to him.. but.. haix.. he was too busy.. nva tok to me.. i so sad sia.. haha.. then saw him play guitar.. arHH... so handsome.. y guys play guitar are so handsome lehx.. hmm.. realli hope to see him play the guitar again lor.. haix.. then yesterdae lehx.. went to eat at my uncle's father's hse... then went home le.. after finish all my things.. went to slp lor.. haha..

Today lehx.. reach home le then come home makan.. haha.. then went to slp.. wah.. shiok ar.. slp until 6 plus sia.. haha.. if i nva kanna disturb up by my uncle.. i think i will not be updating my blog le.. wahaha.. haha.. okie la.. tml then continue my story again lor.. =xXx

[I really hope to hear u play guitar again.. haix.. realli hope to be with u again.. realli..]

9/19/2005 10:00:00 PM

13.9.05

ArHHH... Sianz ar.. wad a sickening today.. yesterday dint even take my dinner.. then todae morning oso nva take my breakfast.. haix.. i oso dunno y.. i have totoally no mood to eat.. izzit becoz of him? becoz of his nick? haix.. i oso dunno.. i hope not.. coz.. i already noe tt the nick is not for mi le.. yet.. i am still so bhb to think tt the nick is for mi.. haix... but.. wad to do? i oso dunno.. i really love him alot.. i realli feel lyk crying now lor.. but.. i juz cannot.. becoz there are ppl in my hse.. i dunwan them to noe abt it.. i dunwan to noe tt i still in love with him.. becoz.. the girl cousin.. hate him veri much.. she thinks that he is a jerk.. dun even care abt his own stead.. but.. wad to do lehx.. who ask mi love him.. and who i wan to be muz she care? she herself oso dunno how to treasure her own stead de lor.. always bully him de.. see le oso feel lyk scold her.. how can she treat him lyk tt.. am i rite? today is 4E students maths paper.. i smsed him yesterday and wish him all the best.. kekex.. but at least he replied mi.. hehex.. i dunno how am i going to suffer this few months now.. haix.. whenever i went to sch.. i will always trying to find him.. and whenever i see him.. i will feel happy.. but.. when i nva see him.. i juz feel so sad.. y am i doing all this? i wan to noe abt it oso.. am i realli still in love with him? but.. his nick is juz not for me.. wad am i going to do? still continue to love him? but.. wad for? onli 1 sided love.. haix.. maybe friends are right.. guys are all jerk.. cannot fall in love with them.. haix..

[I really dunwan to lose u again.. i really hope to be with u again.. really really.. but.. can my dreams come true??]

9/13/2005 09:45:00 PM

12.9.05

Wah.. today sch reopen lor.. so sianz sia.. have to listen to the principal nagging again.. so sianz sia.. hmm.. todae de lesson as usual lor.. juz tt.. our teacher's table change.. we kanna cheatted sia.. we tot tt our tables will oso be changed.. but in the end.. nope.. arHHH... waste our time taking out all the photos we pasted on the table... then after school lehx.. went with xian yong.. eric and siong hui to KFC and have our lunch.. haha.. after tt went home lor.. but.. on the way home.. saw nbr and tt bitchy.. haix.. sianz lor.. then reach home le.. saw my cousin and her stead.. i feel abit sad for her stead sia.. coz she always bully him de.. i think if i were him.. even though how much i love my cousin.. i will break with her de lor.. coz i realli dunwan to have a stead tt gives attitude everytime.. haix.. see le oso veri irritating de lor.. then after tt.. went to bath.. haha.. dunno wad happen sia.. todae nth to do.. then veri sianz.. then decided to wash the toilet lor.. haha.. then think tml.. if no one at home so early.. i think i will clean the house lor.. haha.. hehex.. juz receive tt friday i have work.. wahaha.. song aR.. 1 day do 2 work.. earn until siao sia.. =xXx.. haha..hmm.. okie la.. wanna go slp le.. hehex.. wan to go dream abt someone le.. =xXx..

[I really dunwan to be friend with u.. because i love u.. so i hope to be with u again.. coz i dunwan to lose u again..]

9/12/2005 09:55:00 PM

11.9.05

Hehex.. yesterday was steffi's birthday.. we went to her hse and celebrate for her.. hehex.. her mother was so friendly sia.. kekex.. hmm... but i was late le lor.. coz xian yong la.. haha.. so slow de.. =xXx.. then reach there le.. haha.. bo bian.. chatting with nbr tt time.. haha.. was asking him if he wants to watch movie tt time anot.. wanna ask him out to watch Red Eye.. but tt time was too late.. coz he was busy.. then i told him i will check it again and tell him abt it lor.. haha.. then after tt we were taking photos.. alot of ppl kanna force by taking "couple photo" sia.. haha.. so ke lian.. =xXx.. lucky i am not involoved.. hehex.. but in the "couple photo".. the most suitable de is none other than edith and jia long.. =xXx.. erm.. edith.. if u read this.. dun blame mi hor.. coz is realli veri nice of tt photo lor.. then after tt we stay there for awhile.. then went to lot 1 walk walk lor.. haha.. saw Mr Cheng and his girlfriend sia.. then oso see Mr siah and her family.. arHH.. his daughter is sooooo cute.. then at tt time.. still dunno if got chance to watch movie with nbr anot.. coz he sae he dunno can make it anot.. so i waited until 6.30 lor.. but lucky la.. still got the chance to watch la.. haha.. so we went to watch "one more chance".. it was at 7.20pm de.. haha.. but we were late.. the show was quite funny lor.. kekex.. he laugh until veri happy lyk tt.. haha.. i was quite happy to hear him laugh.. coz i realli hope tt he was realli happy tt time lor.. i dunwan to see a lonely guy acting happy.. then after the show.. we went to eat MAC.. then saw Mr Siah again.. haha.. then nbr saw his friend.. haha.. a friend tt he dun really wan to see de.. kekex.. he was complaining that y he is so unlucky.. haha.. then after tt we went home lor.. reach home le.. nva help my cousin buy her thing onli then she diao mi.. i veri unhappy tt time lor.. then i sae her.. " u think i wad.. nva open u wan to mi go buy.. i realli hate ur attitude lor.." then i went to bath le.. haha.. lolx.. then after tt.. i dun feel lyk tokin to her le.. so noisy sia.. so act cute some more.. stupid sia.. so smelly yet think herself veri chio.. KNS..okie la.. dunwan to sae le.. haha.. anyway.. juz now my father phone me.. arHH~!! his handphone $125 lehx.. then i have to pay $75.. haix.. sianz lor.. juz becoz his birthday.. ARHH~!! then still got my nother's birthday present.. this time.. i realli going to broke le.. haha.. sianz lor.. i still thinking of watching movie with him again when i am free de lehx.. haix.. now.. think no time le.. SIANZ AR~~ okie la.. dunwan to write le la.. think this one veri long le la.. haha..

[I swear that i realli in love with u.. i dunwan to be friend with u onli.. realli.. i realli hope to be with u again.. ]

9/11/2005 04:30:00 PM

9.9.05

Haix.. today really nth to do lor.. today morning went to his hse.. haha.. but he is not in.. sianz lor.. coz he went to dunno where.. but at least got to chat with his mum lor.. haha.. then i was at there for quite long lor.. thinking tt i can see him.. but.. haix.. no chance to see him.. i feel so sad.. i smsed him everytime whenever i miss him.. i can sae tt almost everyday i will send him a sms telling him how much i miss him and how much i hope he can forgive mi.. haix.. but.. wad to do lehx.. he dun even wan to care abt mi now.. he is ignoring me all the time.. haix.. i realli dunno wad to do lor.. i had told my "mummy" that how to cherish a person tt i love when i am not even with tt person.. and he dun even care abt me.. haix.. i realli hope that he can give mi 1 last chance to be with him again lor.. i oso hope to tell my parents that he is the one 1 wan to be with forever.. but.. does he noe all this?? haix.. todae dunno wad to sae le.. juz wan to share some pics with u all ba.. haha.. all veri long ago de photo le la.. hehex..

[No matter how long u wan mi to wait.. i will still wait for u..]
[No matter how many "NOs" u say to mi.. i will still wan to be with u..]
[This is all because I LOVE YOU~!!]

9/09/2005 09:50:00 PM

7.9.05

Phew.. todae early in the morning went to work at SMU.. ard 8.30 lyk tt finish le.. haha.. but we cannot leave.. haix.. sianz lor.. at there nth to do de.. then at there chit chat with the aunty and uncle lor.. hahax.. then after tt reach home le veri sianz lor.. haha.. coz the com is veri lag.. then cannot play maple.. haha.. then went to slp lor.. but before sleeping.. i took running nose pill.. haha.. veri nice to slp sia.. =xXx... slp until 5+.. but while slping.. alot of sms sia.. haha.. 1 is frm nbr.. he ask mi if i am playing maple.. then after tt is frm my cousin.. saying tt she is not coming back for dinner.. then the other one is frm my uncle.. asking me not to buy dinner for him.. then after tt come and play maple again.. haix.. but is still lag.. lag until i veri pek chek.. think todae not going to lvl up le la.. haix.. so sianz lor.. actualli thinking of faster lvl up de lehx.. but dun think todae can le.. =(.. Hmm.. anyway today is my cousin's wedding.. haix.. too bad i cannot go back and celebrate.. but nvm la.. haha.. on the beginning of Nov.. i can go back le.. hehex.. =D.. i am so happy.. can go back shop until siao lor... wahaha.. but now lehx.. haix.. getting sick le la.. all becoz of my cousin.. slp with her then now pass to mi le.. i feel veri uncomfortable sia.. haix.. but wad to do? thinking of go see doctor lehx.. but how to tell my uncle and aunty.. haix..

[I miss u so much.. y cant u bother to care of mi for awhile.. i juz nid ur care.. i dunwan other things.. i onli wan ur care..y cant u juz show it tt u care for mi?]

9/07/2005 10:45:00 PM

6.9.05

YEAH~~ FINISH MY 'N' LVL SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER~~!!

Hehex.. finally finish my social studies paper lor.. lucky i have study the chapter sia.. haha.. but i still got some dunno lehx.. haix.. sianz lor.. but nvm la.. at least i got study it le mahx.. anyway all the best to myself lor.. hehex.. hmm.. todae lehx.. nth much lor.. wake up at 10am and then study my S.S until 12 lor.. then meet xian yong to go eat dinner at lot 1.. hehex.. after tt went to school and continue with my S.S lor.. hehex... Hmm.. this is the first time i study so hard lehx.. but still no confindent with it.. haix.. sianz lor.. hmm.. anyway.. after the paper.. i decide to call his mother and thinking of visting her on fridae.. hehex.. yeah~~ finally can go and visit him le.. hehex.. i thinking of seeing him so badly.. haix.. sianz lor.. this few days.. i keep on sms him.. but he nva even bother to reply mi.. haix.. sianz lor..

Hmm.. anyway today is Tony didi de birthday.. kekex.. Happy 15th Birthday didi... I Love You.. hehex.. Muackz Muackz Muackz...

[I realli love u and miss u veri much.. pls dun ignore me.. i realli dunwan this to happen anymore.. kekex.. =D]

9/06/2005 09:45:00 PM

4.9.05

ARHH.. 'N' lvl Social Studies Is On Tuesday~!!!!

ARHH~~ SS coming le.. yet.. i haven even did anithing... how how how?? how am i going to survive..?? anyway i juz notice that for our dinner this week.. we have spent total of $85.. haha.. aiyo.. anyway.. i lvl up again le.. haha... strugging for so long.. finalli i lvl up le.. haha...

Haiz.. y he lyk tt de? sms him so many times yet not even a single reply.. haix.. am i going to give up le?? i dunwan i dunwan.. i realli love him alot... i dunno y.. he is the first guy tt make mi love him so deep in my heart.. haix.. he saw the msg? i dunno.. or he didnt even see it and juz delete it away.?? haix.. i dunwan i dunwan.. i wan him.. i realli love him veri much.. i dunwan this to happen to mi.. i realli dunwan this to happen.. haix.. dun see mi in sch is abit siao siao de.. actualli deep in my heart.. i am veri sad... veri sad.. i am juz pretending that i am fine onli.. haix.. anyway.. stop here le.. tml if can update.. then i come update again.. if not.. wait for my updates on tuesday lor.. haha..

[I realli miss u alot.. i realli hope that u can give mi 1 last chance to be with u again..realli]

9/04/2005 09:55:00 PM

2.9.05

Totally Mood Down After Seeing Him Today After School~!!

Haix.. sianz lor.. i am not the person i am after seeing him on the bridge when walking home.. no mood to eat my lunch too.. sianz.. izzit that i still miss him?? Yes.. i nva deny that after we break le.. i nva stop thinking of him.. but.. y am i doing all this while he dun even care abt mi?? haix.. He is realli that first person to make me feel so down in my whole life lor.. but wad to do?? i juz cannot stop thinking of him.. actually saw him yesterdae at lot 1 with chuan li they all le.. juz tt i pretend not to see him as i really dunwan to think of it anymore.. but.. how can he appear infront of mi again and again?? haix.. actually yesterdae is also a happy day for mi de lor.. coz i went to watch movie with the other person.. then after that went to buy tony de present.. after tt.. when to lot 1 loiter awhile before going home.. but.. how can the god let mi meet him yesterdae when i am with the other him?? Izzit that the god is playing with mi?? haix.. 1 week see him twice.. how can this happen?? even buy 4D oso nva so lucky lor.. haix.. wad am i going to do?? 'N' lvl coming le lehx.. yet the god still let mi see him?? haix.. but the truth is that.. i really hope to be with him again lor.. Haix.. i wan to sign off le la..

[I really love you alot.. I will wait until the day that we are together again.. I promise..]

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