ArHHH... Sianz ar.. wad a sickening today.. yesterday dint even take my dinner.. then todae morning oso nva take my breakfast.. haix.. i oso dunno y.. i have totoally no mood to eat.. izzit becoz of him? becoz of his nick? haix.. i oso dunno.. i hope not.. coz.. i already noe tt the nick is not for mi le.. yet.. i am still so bhb to think tt the nick is for mi.. haix... but.. wad to do? i oso dunno.. i really love him alot.. i realli feel lyk crying now lor.. but.. i juz cannot.. becoz there are ppl in my hse.. i dunwan them to noe abt it.. i dunwan to noe tt i still in love with him.. becoz.. the girl cousin.. hate him veri much.. she thinks that he is a jerk.. dun even care abt his own stead.. but.. wad to do lehx.. who ask mi love him.. and who i wan to be muz she care? she herself oso dunno how to treasure her own stead de lor.. always bully him de.. see le oso feel lyk scold her.. how can she treat him lyk tt.. am i rite? today is 4E students maths paper.. i smsed him yesterday and wish him all the best.. kekex.. but at least he replied mi.. hehex.. i dunno how am i going to suffer this few months now.. haix.. whenever i went to sch.. i will always trying to find him.. and whenever i see him.. i will feel happy.. but.. when i nva see him.. i juz feel so sad.. y am i doing all this? i wan to noe abt it oso.. am i realli still in love with him? but.. his nick is juz not for me.. wad am i going to do? still continue to love him? but.. wad for? onli 1 sided love.. haix.. maybe friends are right.. guys are all jerk.. cannot fall in love with them.. haix.. [I really dunwan to lose u again.. i really hope to be with u again.. really really.. but.. can my dreams come true??]
9/13/2005 09:45:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
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