ArRhHhH~!! TmL iS mY gEo TeSt Le & yEt I Am StIlL uPdAtInG mY bLoG hErE.. >.< wad am i doing?? haix.. why i just cannot concentrate on my work?? wad am i doing all this while?? I AM JUST NOT MYSELF!!! I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON EVERYTHING.. NOT EVEN MY STUDIES.. AND EVEN MY RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN MY FRIENDS.. i am afraid of everything.. my familys.. and even my relatives.. haix.. i dun not dare to answer any phone calls from anyone.. i just cannot face my parents.. WHY.. WHY AM I BECOMING LIKE THAT!!! IS THERE REALLY NO ONE CAN CONCERN ABOUT ME ANYMORE?? IS IT THAT I HAD TO SHOW THEM THE OTHER SIDE OF ME?? WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE MYSELF.. HAIX.. WHAT DOES LIFE REALLY MEAN TO ME?? I AM NOT SURE ABOUT IT TOO.. I DUNNO HOW TO FACE MY FRIENDS.. =(.. I DUNNO HOW TO TELL THEM MY FEELINGS.. I AM JUST FEELING LONELY AFTER ALL.. =(
2/21/2006 09:25:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
~ All The J-star Members.. Li Wei Lian..! (:
~ 5566 N The J-star members.. =pPp
~ Him
~ Chatting With "HIM" and Friends..
~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
