Haix.. I hate my life of staying.. I just hate it!!!!! Really in not in the good mood this morning as yesterday was about to quarrel with someone at night.. But luckily i just keep silent when he was talking to me.. i dunno why he was so frustrated suddenly.. i dunno the reason behind it.. i just know that since my 3 siblings got married, they do not care alot abt him le.. But I will not be like them lor.. You cant just compare me with them.. I know that you had done alot for me.. I will surly repay you.. But you can's say those words to me you know?? Dun u know it hurts me alot when you say that to me?? I really feel that you are always comparing me with the 3 siblings or think tt i will be the same when i am married in future.. When i was talking to you very nicely, you are thinking that i do not want both of you and think that i wanted to leave you!!!!! If i have this kind of thinking, i will not come back here le, i will continue to stay in SG le lor.. I am just telling you that i dun feel quite comfortable when i am having long stay here as i am used to the style of living in SG.. But you are just thinking the different way.. i dun really like to talk about it in front of "HER" but when i am silent.. "SHE" will start to say things that i hate to hear again.. Haix.. stop it.. stop the topic le ba.. dunwan to continue le.. if not i think that i will have bad mood again this few days..
Hmm.. Miss you so much.. Really dunno how to suffer for the 10 days of SEPT sia.. =(
13 more days.. =)
20 more days.. =)
53 more days.. =(
7/26/2007 09:57:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
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NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
