Oh my god.. today really very angry with 1 of my kids sia.. haix.. i think almost every few minutes, i have to shout at her 1 time.. I really really very frustrated today.. some more after lesson.. i asked another student to help me do smth.. she is like.. arrgghh.. when i ask her to do.. she dunwan to help me... and when i nva ask her to help me.. she keeps on wanting to help me.. at the moment.. the "fire" is almost coming up le.. yet she keeps on disturbing me!!! Luckily i COOL myself down.. if not i also dunno wad will i do tt time..haix.. juz now really feel like crying sia.. but.. haix.. cannot.. i cant do that..Anyway.. if really want to cry.. there is also no shoulders for me.. the shoulders are far away from me now.. i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! i really need it badly!! really very afraid that i will collapse down 1 day soon!!!I MISS YOU BADLY!! REALLY MISS YOU DAMN BADLY!! I NEED YOU BADLY!! REALLY NEED YOU DAMN BADLY!! I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW!! AARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
9 more days to go!! =) 18 more days to go!! =(
8/30/2007 10:49:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
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~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
