31.12.07
LAST DAY OF 2007!!!Oh my god.. today is the last day of 2007.. time really flies!! Hmm.. 1 year older le wor.. oh my god.. Hmm.. woke up at 10 plus today.. really doing nth at home today sia.. and my sister went out with her classmates.. and me?? staying at home rotting with such a cold weather.. no warm at all.. i want him.. i want him to be by my side now.. but is impossible now lor.. oh my god.. Hmm.. anyway i feel very happy as got a BIG present from the god this year.. hehex.. and also.. the last day of 2007, i got a present from my dad too.. hehex.. and that is a laptop(ASUS) from him wor!! Haix.. waiting for him to online now.. dunno wad time will he be back home sia as he went into Malaysia to fetch his mother and sister back home sia.. and also.. dun even know what time will he online sia.. >.< 3 more hours to go!!
12/31/2007 08:45:00 PM
30.12.07
SIAN!!Hmm.. actually today also nth much to update.. sleep until 11 plus then woke up already prepare to go out and have my dad's friend's daughter's wedding lunch.. after that went back home awhile then went to my aunty house for dinner liao lor.. haha.. haix.. tml is the last day of 2007 le and yet i am so lonely staying in taiwan without going out with anyone!! ARRGGHHH!!! As for him, he surly has his own programme going on de lor.. Haix.. why why why.. why am i staying in taiwan doing nth!!
12/30/2007 10:15:00 PM
29.12.07
3 DAYS BREAK!!Oh my god.. I have 3 days break actually.. Today.. tomorrow and Monday.. i dunno why i cant have 4 days break sia.. haix.. sianz ar sian ar!! Life is getting more and more sianz nowadays.. really dunno wad to do about it le man.. haix.. why why why.. why i just cant have my own living.. why must i always listen and follow them?? why i just cant have my own decision of where i want to stay? HAIX.. why they always saying that i am wasting their money if i am going back to study again?? WHY MUST THEY SAY THIS TO ME!! yesterday when i just mention that i want to go and study again and not staying in taiwan to study.. my mum keeps on saying things again.. haix.. how am i going to talk to them nicely when they are always thinking that i am wasting their money?? ARRGGHHHH!!!!
12/29/2007 10:15:00 PM
28.12.07
2008 IS COMING!!!Oh my god.. time really pass very fast man!! it is going to an end soon!! New year is coming again!! 1 year older again!! oh my god oh my god.. Hmm.. anyway haix.. this yr cannot celebrate with him sia.. SAD SAD SAD!! My first yr lehx.. arrgghh!!! Hmm.. nvm.. hope that there is a change for me to do that next time.. hehex.. Hmm.. as for today's lesson.. oh my god.. i can say that it was rather perfect.. 2 classes are doing not bad this time round.. Hmm.. hope that they can continue it every lesson next time.. Hmm.. if they are doing good.. then change my mind how?? Oh my god oh my god.. cannot cannot.. if not later someone scold me.. haha.. so i cannot change my mind.. understand?? Hehex.. =) Must continue wad i am thinking and wad i am going to do.. okie?? APPLY IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! KEEP IT UP!!
12/28/2007 10:46:00 PM
27.12.07
CONTINUE~!!Hmm.. haben finish typing about yesterday's blog.. Anyway she also really need some scolding to make her concentrate lor.. Anyway i hope that she can stop playing her things when she is having lessons.. Not only my lesson.. but also other teacher's lesson la.. Hmm.. yesterday night at about 11+.. my in charge called me.. she told me about somethings during the meetings we had in the afternoon.. Then after that ask me whether i feel like going back to singapore again anot.. then i answer her lor.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm.. as for today lehx.. lesson is still alright.. they are really co-operative.. haha.. first time man.. oh my god.. i cant believe it sia.. haha.. Hmm.. hope that they can continue this way all the time.. hehex..
12/27/2007 10:34:00 PM
26.12.07
THANK YOU ELEANOR!!Oh my god.. i just received letter from my eleanor.. hehex.. Hmm.. Eleanor!! Finally i received your 2nd letter le.. haha.. i think you first letter dunno send to where liao la.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm.. anyway thank you so much wor.. hehex.. I will reply your love letter to you as soon as possible de.. hehex.. Hmm.. today de class ar.. got 1 student kanna scold by me lor.. who ask her keep on touching her things when i am teaching.. i feel very frustrated and i scold her.. oh my god.. it is really my first time scolding that student sia.. haix..
12/26/2007 10:32:00 PM
25.12.07
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Oh my god.. today is christmas and i am working like hell!! Haix.. really not in a good mood today man.. woke up at 9 plus this morning.. after that ask me to do this... ask me to do that.. sianz.. haix.. really dun like the type of staying here sia.. still used to the way of staying in singapore.. when then i can go back to singapore?? My dear teacher, i am always waiting for your mail.. went to work thought that i can have a happy mood.. but NO, they are driving me crazy.. haix.. sianz ar... really do not have the mood to carry on anymore!! the will power of staying is really getting lesser and lesser week after week.. HELP ME!! PLEASE HELP ME!!Hmm.. Nva sms him today the whole day as he is enjoying himself outside with his friends so dunwan to disturb him.. really trying hard not to sms him but really feel very mood down.. but in the end still nva sms him.. haix.. really miss him so much!!
12/25/2007 11:50:00 PM
24.12.07
CHRISTMAS DAY EVE!!!Hmm.. today is christmas day eve and i am staying at home rotting!! Really SIANZ AR!!! Hmm.. today went to work at 1pm.. oh my god.. was really busy when i reach there.. no resting time at all lor.. haix.. sianz ar... I was like not in a good mood today lor.. but i have to act it out.. sianz.. wad a life i am having.. cannot show out my real mood.. have to act out.. haix.. i really dunno wad to say le sia.. SIANZ aR!!!
12/24/2007 11:40:00 PM
I DO, DO I? YOU DO, TOO. DO YOU?Hmm.. today woke up then go out with my parents liao lor.. sianz.. just come back home not long only.. haha.. Hmm.. went back to my grandpa house today. My aunty ask me whether i will still want to go back to singapore again! I nva think about it and i replied YES OF COURSE!! But i feel quite hurt when i heard my mum said that go back there for wad? only know how to spend money there.. haix.. is u all sent me there to study in the first place.. now u say that i spent your money.. ARRGGHHH!!! how can you say that to me.. SIANZ AR!! Hmm.. after that went to my aunty house.. oh my god.. saw her walking already.. hehex.. so happy so happy.. and when she is watching TV.. is sooo cute.. oh my god oh my god!!! Hmm.. then after tat come back home and online lor.. haha.. lolx..Anyway now is Christmas Eve.. Tomorrow is Christmas Day!! Still have to work.. SIANZ AR!!
12/24/2007 12:10:00 AM
22.12.07
YES I DO!!Hmm.. today woke up already not in the good mood before working le.. Both of them keep on saying about my things.. i just dunno why, why she want to start it again.. i just hate hearing it.. when you all mention about it, it makes me more dun feel like doing that.. HAIX!! Hmm.. anyway went to work early in the morning.. was really busy the whole afternoon, reached there, have to settle 1 kid and have to keep on looking at him for doing his homework, after that at 9, all my students arrived and we started to practice for their performance on next monday.. Still not so worried about most of my young kids.. just few of them that i am worried about only, as for the other groups of students, i am still very worried about them as they still cant remember the lyrics of 'Silent Night'.. but lucky good la.. their voice are louder than yesterday.. Hmm.. anyway today i was really not in a happy mood man!! How cab SHE say that to them.. do you know like is call 'menace'?? Still say what is they are not doing good, she will deduct money from my salary.. Really very unhappy with it lor.. then still say other class that what for dance until so nice when there is no voice out from their mouth and ask other people not to vote them even if their dance are nice!!! WHAT SHIT IS THAT!!! ARRGGHHHH!!!! RUBBISH RUBBISH!!!
12/22/2007 10:45:00 PM
21.12.07
5566 ALBUM IS COMING!!OH YES OH YES!! WAITED FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME AND IT IS FINALLY COMING OUT AGAIN!! WoWwWwWwW.. HAPPY HAPPY!! I AM GOING TO BUY IT TML STRAIGHT AFTER MY WORK LIAO!! I DONT CARE!! THEY ARE MY FAVOURITE AND I DUN MIND SPENDING MONEY ON THEIR THINGS!! Same goes to him.. He is my beloved so i dun mind spending money to buy things for him.. hehex..Hmm.. almost sore throat today sia.. oh my god.. keep challenging my voice with them.. oh my god.. why am i doing this?? Haix.. i hate it i hate it.. i just cant believe how come ppl love to talk behind other ppl's back.. why they just cant say it out straight.. dont they know that it may be hurt if that person hears that?? Not really in a happy mood today lor.. everyday also not in a happy mood except weekends!! Haix.. Christmas is coming and i have to stay here.. cannot accompany him.. cannot be next to him!! ArrGGHHH!!!!!LASTLY, YES I DO!! =)
12/21/2007 10:48:00 PM
20.12.07
COMING COMING!! 4 more days to go!! and the event is coming out!! ARRGGHHH!!!! sianz ar.. tml that class.. oh my god.. am i going to handle them? nope.. i dun think so.. i will not do that.. i will let my in charge handle them 1 day.. Hmm... nva msg him for the whole day today.. really feel very uncomfortable.. but.. wad to do lehx.. i also cant do anything.. HE IS SOOOO BUSY!! so i have to control myself.. Haix.. xin li zhen de yi dian dou bu hao shuo sia.. looking at the hp.. go into the new message.. type finish le then erase it away again.. doing this repeatly but just nva send out!HAIX!! SIANZ!! REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIFE HERE!!
12/20/2007 11:00:00 PM
19.12.07
COMING COMING!!OH MY GOD.. TIME PASSES SO FAST!!! 2008 IS COMING SOON.. Haix.. but wad to do.. omly got break on the 31/12/2007 but then still have work 1/1/2008.. SIANZ AR!!! no rest at all.. haix.. tml still have to go there early.. sianz.. really sick and tired of the life liao lehx.. sianz sianz sianz sianz!!
12/19/2007 11:20:00 PM
18.12.07
GIVE UP! !Hmm.. WAD A BIG SUPRISE FROM YOU HUH!!!! Hmm.. really a very big surprise from you man! haha.. not even a letter man!! Hmm.. nvm la.. anyway thank you my darling and also his sister for helping him to send the thing to me! Love it very much.. Hope to have some more BIG surprise from you yeah? haha..Hmm.. anyway today de class ar?? dunno how to say sia.. really very ANGRY with THEM!! ASK THEM TO SING CHRISTMAS SONG IS LIKE WANNA THEIR LIFE LIKE THAT! SHUT THEIR MOUTH UP UNTIL SO TIGHT! HAIX.. NEVER MIND.. ANYWAY MY IN CHARGE IS GOING TO TAKE UP THAT CLASS FOR ME ON FRIDAY! I WILL SEE HOW THEY ARE GOING TO SUFFER ON THAT DAY!
12/18/2007 11:45:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEAR!!! (12/17)Hmm.. today is my dear dear de 15 years old birthday! She thought that i have forgotten about it le. But nope, i will not becoz you are my dear and i will never forget you birthday de. So dun worry about it. Hehex. Hmm.. today not really in a happy mood since i step into my work place. When having lesson, one of the student keep on complaining that i have given them too much homework. Keep on telling me that she does not want to do her homework! Also, the other student keeps on saying that i am not good. Haix, with all this, how you expect me to teach them? Today i never tell my dear about it because he already has lots of assignments to do le so dunwan to disturb him. Just pretend that i am in a good mood lor. Even though never chat much with him in MSN but he still called me and chat with me before he sleeps! I really feel very happy about it. But one sad thing is that i have been with him for 5 months plus and yet he still can pronunce my name wrongly. Really beat down by him le lehx. Haha.
12/18/2007 12:15:00 AM
16.12.07
NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!
Wow.. went to change my hairstyle this morning.. woke up by my mum actually.. haha... becoz my sister went to make her hair.. so she ask me if i want to change my hairstyle.. hmm.. actually i was still thinking de.. becoz i am afraid that later when the new hairstyle is out.. is not those type i want de.. really.. is really not the type i want man.. but.. wad to do lehx.. nvm.. wait until a period of time then go to the other hairdo shop and let other people do ba.. haha..
PHOTO TIME!
12/16/2007 10:45:00 PM
14.12.07
MEMORIES!!!Oh my god... was looking at the secondary school's photos.. I cant believe that i really MISS THEM THAT MUCH!!! oh my god... they are really my good pals when i was in my secondary school!! Without them, i think my life will have no fun!! Hope that our friendship will last long.. yeah.. Thanks my friends for tolerating me when i was in attitdue.. thanks my friend for being so understandable.. Thank you so much! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
12/14/2007 11:05:00 PM
13.12.07
ENOUGH OF IT!!!I AM ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING!!! REALLY ENOUGH OF IT!! I AM NOT GOING TO CONTINUE WITH IT ANYMORE!! NO MORE!! REALLY NO MORE!! I AM ALREADY SICK AND TIRED OF IT!! THEY ARE REALLY MAKING LOTS AND LOTS OF NOISE!!WHEN I TREAT THEM NICE, THEY JUST TREAT ME AS NOTHING!! WHAT ATTITUDE ARE THEY GIVING ME?? REALLY NONSENSE MAN!! I THINK I AM GOING TO TELL MY PARENTS THAT I WILL STOP DOING UNTIL END OF THIS YEAR!! REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF IT LE!! I AM GOING TO SHOW BAD FACE TO THEM FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS!! I DON'T CARE!! I AM NOT GOING TO CARE WHAT THEY WILL TELL THEIR PARENTS!! I AM NOT GOING TO CARE ARE THEY GOING TO TELL THEIR PARENTS THAT THEIR TEACHER IS FIERCE WHEN THEY ARE HAVING LESSONS!! WHO ASK THEM TO SHOW ME THAT KIND OF ATTITUDE WHEN THEY ARE HAVING LESSONS!!!
12/13/2007 11:00:00 PM
12.12.07
ASUS, THE FINAL DECISION???Hmm.. today actually wanna woke up at 8 plus to do my thing de.. but in the end 10 plus then wake up.. haha.. lolx.. hmm.. after that went to work.. haix.. sianz ar... REALLY REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE STAYING THERE LIAO LA.. I REALLY DUNNO WAD TO DO ABOUT IT LE LA.. HOW CAN A TEACHER BECOME A LIAR TO LIE TO THE KIDS' PARENTS THAT THEY ARE DOING WELL IN THEIR ENGLISH WHEN THEY ARE ACTUALLY NOT.. HAIX HAIX HAIX.. I REALLY DUNNO WAD TO DO ABOUT IT LE.. NOWI ONLY HAVE A HOPE IN 1 CLASS ONLY.. HOPE THAT CLASS WILL PERFORM WELL IN FRONT OF ME!!!
12/12/2007 11:30:00 PM
11.12.07
ALL THE BEST BRO!!!!Oh my god... i cant believe that my bro has gone into army.. arrgghhh.... lucky yesterday still got the last chance to talk to him.. hehex.. i am so happy about it.. haha.. becoz he said that he felt so touched that i actually called him before he went into army.. Hmm.. he reoprted at 9 or 10am this morning.. yesterday i called him after i finish chatting with my dear.. haha.. hmm.. even though we do not have a long chat but i am happy that i can hear his voice before he goes into army.. hehex..Hmm.. as for today lehx.. haix.. really feel like giving up them liao lor.. dunno wad to say.. but i really dunno how to tahan them sia.. haix.. change their place also not happy with me.. haix.. wad you all want me to do?? just leave you all there without taking care of you?? just continue with my teaching even if all of you are making lots of noise?? can you tell me wad to do about it?? i know that all of you can make it.. but can you just concentrate with it?? Do you know that when i am taking all of you.. i feel really stress about it.. i just feel like giving up on all of you.. DONT YOU KNOW IT??
12/11/2007 11:05:00 PM
10.12.07
TIRED!!Oh my god.. i am so tired of it.. i dunno how to continue it liao.. haix.. i am just doing wad i am not suppose to do lor.. haix.. wad am i going to do?? what should i do?? i really dunno.. i think i am not getting use to it again.. haix.. sianz ar.. wad am i going to do.. sianz ar sianz ar.. I WANT TO GO BACK THERE!! DONT MIND STAYING ANYWHERE.. BUT JUST WANT TO LEAVE TAIWAN FROM NOW!!! A.S.A.P!!
12/10/2007 11:25:00 PM
9.12.07
155 DAYS!!!Wow.. wad a nice number.. i love this number man.. haha.. becoz there is a link with it.. wahaha.. lolx.. hmm.. anyway today woke up at 12 sia.. wah.. that is cool.. haha.. lolx.. hmm.. after that stay at home until 5 plus then go out.. went to my aunty house for dinner and stay there for awhile then come back home le.. that is wad i do today.. quite boring hor.. haha.. haix.. actually also nva do much things la.. lolx.. so also dunno wad to say.. just remember that today de number is quite nice lor.. hehex..
12/09/2007 09:40:00 PM
8.12.07
154 Days!!Wow.. so long already.. hehex.. i know there will be more days to come.. hehex.. hmm.. today went to work at 8.. haha.. started chatting about our TAIWAN "PRESIDENT".. lolx.. dunno how come will start the topic suddenly.. but nva talk alot about him la.. coz is like.. oh my god.. wad for talk about him.. haha.. hmm.. after work.. went to fetch my nephew back home to revise for his work.. haha.. hmm.. after that they play millionare.. lolx.. hmm.. today cannot chat with him online or on the phone sia.. haix.. sianz ar.. went to his friend house and stay overnight.. 5 months anniversaries lehx.. cant hear his voice!! SIANZ AR!!!!
12/08/2007 10:48:00 PM
HAPPY 5 MONTHS!!!Hehex.. so fast.. is already 5 months liao.. hehex.. happy happy.. lets continue to carry on with our sweet time together forever.. hehex.. LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!! Hmm.. anyway just now i dunno why i have the courage to tell my father wad is in my mind.. hmm..maybe is becoz he is there with me just now.. i told my dad that i dun feel like working here.. i also told him that my english is dropping.. when i was talking to him with all this things.. i feel like crying.. but i cant.. if not my dear will know it.. hehex.. oh my god.. i cant believe that i speak out wad is in my mind today.. Hope that i will get a positive answer from him in the end!! Pray hard!!
12/08/2007 01:10:00 AM
6.12.07
NICE CHATTING!!Hmm.. yesterday had a wonderful chat with my bro after i have chatted with my dear.. Bro and i chatted alot about our past time when i was still in singapore.. hehex.. we also chatted about my job, my family and my problems... i have a happy chatting with him yesterday.. i am very happy about it.. I think yesterday is my most happy day as i have chatted so many things/problems with bro.. He is one of the closest one that treats me very good.. he cares alot towards me... his caring is more than those are really close to me.. i am very touched aboout it.. i am proud to say that i am happy to have this bro.. he told me that he feels very bad towards me when i was in singapore.. To him.. i am just someone that ge will called when he has no one to chat with.. but to me, he is always my bro.. so i will not blame him de.. he also told me that that time during his birthday and he received my phone call.. he feels very guilty as he used to treat me in a very cold attitude last time.. i told him that it is already past le.. so lets dun mention about it le.. haha.. hmm.. after that he asked me a question that makes me dunno how to reply him straight.. i thought about it over and over again.. the question is " if 1 day you wanted to give your boyfriend a surprised and come back to singapore without letting him know and when you are back in singapore the first thing you saw is he hugging another girl or holding her hand.. wad will be your reaction?" when i heard it.. i think it twice before i say out my answer.. but actually in my heart, i am praying that this will not happen to me.. bro also asked me whether my parents know him?? i told him yes.. then he asked me if they saw his photo before?? i told him yes.. and he asked whether my dear is coming to taiwan.. i told him that i am not sure about it as he nva tell me will he be coming.. all i know is that he may not be coming t0 taiwan during dec liao.. haix.. all i know is that i am hoping that i can to go back there and is thinking about it very badly.. 2 more days to go!!!
12/06/2007 10:29:00 PM
5.12.07
ASUS, SONY OR ACER??Lolx.. wad a stupid title i have for today.. hmm.. anyway today ar.. wad should i say about it lehx.. hmm.. just that got kids are so... cute lor.. one of them told me that he went to watch tv without brushing his teeth during weekends when he woke up lor.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm.. then today lehx.. this class really make me feel like shouting at them lor.. haix.. i also dunno how to say.. failed to be a teacher man.. haix.. sianz.. too fierce towards them.. will get a negative comments from their parents... then if too good towards them.. they will think that the teacher is good to bully and keep on climbing up to the teacher's head.. haix.. good towards them is wrong.. fierce towards them is also wrong.. what should i be?? haix..
Hmm.. nowadays i also dunno how to say lehx.. just feel like some ppl are just becoming further to me le.. 1 of my friend told me that she thinks that her BF is not like last time after they had some problems even though they have settled about it on that day le.. she finds that her BF is getting far apart from her after that day.. they had not much things to talk about.. she is afraid that their relationship will get further.. After she told me this.. i dunno wad to told her.. bcoz i cant do anything about it as i am afraid that it may happen to me.. so i just keep on telling her not to think that much.. then after that i rethink wad she had told me.. i was like.. haix.. i dunwan.. i dunwan this to happen to me too.. i really cherish him very much.. i dunwan this to happen to me.. i want to have a sweet family with him.. really!!3 more days to GO!!
12/05/2007 10:43:00 PM
OPEN!!Hmm.. when i was on my way home today.. i think through it over and over again.. i think whenever there is a problem.. i should tell him straight.. am i right?? i should not keep it in heart.. but the problem is i dunno how to open my mouth to say it out.. haix.. sianz ar.. sad sad sad!!!3 more days to go!!!
12/05/2007 12:05:00 AM
4.12.07
DEPRESSED!!!!
Haix.. lost 4 kids within a month.. i was totally feeling very down at the moment when i heard it.. i just went to work and this news came to me.. haix.. lost 4 kids.. oh my god.. i really dunno wad to say it man.. sianz sianz sianz.. haix..
After lesson.. i was thinking that thing again.. sianz.. make me think it again.. aRRGGH!! but i trust him.. he is not like that person that make me disappointed over and over again.. i know he is good to me.. i told him very straight yesterday when i smsed him.. i told him that he is not like other guys.. if the other guys did that to me.. i think i may just say good bye to them straight away but he is different from the,.. i know it is hard for me to do that and it will hurt me very deeply if i did that.. he is a present from me this yr.. a very good present that i have received from the heaven.. and he is the only person i will want to introduce to my family straight unlike other guys i will want to consider.. so i really treasure him alot..
4 more days to go!!
12/04/2007 12:30:00 AM
2.12.07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HONEY BABY!!Oh my god.. time passes so fast man.. she is 1yr old already.. cant believe it man.. wahahaha.. but still wish her.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my darling.. aunty yunru will love love love you forever de.. Hehex..Hmm.. as for yesterday.. he called me straight after he saw the previous entry.. he explained to me wad happen.. but at that point of time.. i was thinking that.. what if the both of you are still in contact.. will the situation be different now?? i dunno.. and i dun dare to have a further thinking.. becoz the jealousy will be heavier if i continue to think more.. he is the first guy that makes my jealousy gets very very sour.. i dunwan to lose him.. i really dunwan to lose him.. he is the only support i have to continue with my staying.. Sorry.. forgive me for my such bad thinkings.. but i really treasure you alot.. really really..
6 more days to go!!!
12/02/2007 10:10:00 PM
DISAPPOINTED!!!Haix... why am i in a depress mood today.. dunno how to say about it.. just thinking why all the things that he promised to get from me are nva come true.. from my laptop to my room.. you told me that you will get it for me during Nov.. but now is already Dec le.. it is still not there.. as for my room.. you say that when you came back from China.. you will ask someone to help me.. but now you are going oversea again yet you are not done with it.. how am i going to trust you with your words when all are not coming true.. I have stop myself from smsing him today the whole day.. i know he will be busy today.. so i stop myself from doing it.. he went out early in the morning to play heli until dunno wad time then after went to dunno where to prepare for his DnD until now.. just now when i was boring.. i did smth.. i should not do it.. it just make me more disappointed when i saw that msg from a girl.. my mood is down again when i saw that msg.. haix.. the detail from him to her is quite sweet.. i know it is a mistake to click in.. i trust that there is nth between both of them.. but how come the jealousy just come out from my heart.. how come the water drops out so fast.. He really meant alot to me.. i know.. He really really meant alot to me.. no kidding.. He is the one i want to spend my life with forever.. I think these are the 2 things that make me feel DOWN all of a sudden ba!!!
12/02/2007 12:20:00 AM
