Haix... why am i in a depress mood today.. dunno how to say about it.. just thinking why all the things that he promised to get from me are nva come true.. from my laptop to my room.. you told me that you will get it for me during Nov.. but now is already Dec le.. it is still not there.. as for my room.. you say that when you came back from China.. you will ask someone to help me.. but now you are going oversea again yet you are not done with it.. how am i going to trust you with your words when all are not coming true..
I have stop myself from smsing him today the whole day.. i know he will be busy today.. so i stop myself from doing it.. he went out early in the morning to play heli until dunno wad time then after went to dunno where to prepare for his DnD until now.. just now when i was boring.. i did smth.. i should not do it.. it just make me more disappointed when i saw that msg from a girl.. my mood is down again when i saw that msg.. haix.. the detail from him to her is quite sweet.. i know it is a mistake to click in.. i trust that there is nth between both of them.. but how come the jealousy just come out from my heart.. how come the water drops out so fast.. He really meant alot to me.. i know.. He really really meant alot to me.. no kidding.. He is the one i want to spend my life with forever..
I think these are the 2 things that make me feel DOWN all of a sudden ba!!!
12/02/2007 12:20:00 AM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
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NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
