31.5.08
品冠&戴佩妮- 半生熟(女)你總是靦腆用幽默語言 填滿我心裡的小缺陷(女)灌溉滿座花園讓我住裡面 對你我怎麼可能心不在焉(男)你總是淘氣用微笑雙眼 照亮我生活每個陰天(男)編織整片屋簷讓我躲裡面 對你我沒有抱怨
(女)我為你泡的咖啡額外加了甜 (合)趕走夜的暈眩(男)我為你準備一整年的喜悅 (合)一步一個腳印讓幸福實現(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我 零時差的擁有(男)點燃溫柔 (女)讓孤單解凍 (合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留
(合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲 無條件的邂逅(男)愛到現在 (女)剛好半生熟 (合)投遞著微妙的感動(女)我為你泡的咖啡額外加了甜 (合)趕走夜的暈眩(男)我為你準備一整年的喜悅 (合)一步一個腳印讓幸福實現(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我 零時差的擁有(男)點燃溫柔 (女)讓孤單解凍(合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留 (合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲 無條件的邂逅(男)愛到現在 (女)剛好半生熟 (合)投遞著微妙的感動
(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我 零時差的擁有(男)點燃溫柔 (女)讓孤單解凍(合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留(合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲 無條件的邂逅(男)愛到現在 (女)剛好半生熟 (合)投遞著微妙的感動(男)愛到現在(女)剛好半生熟 (合)投遞著微妙的感動
5/31/2008 11:50:00 PM
24.5.08
MISS!!I miss you.. i miss u.. i really miss you alot!! How i wish to hear ur voice.. i miss ur voice badly.. Everyday i have to pretend that nth happened in front of my parents but actually my heart hurts alot.. when it is time to sleep.. my tears drop automatically.. your words are always repeating in my mind every night.. It really hurt me alot.. after that night.. i am always thinking if i should go back there anot.. should i go back or should i just stay in taiwan?? I am really thinking of this.. If i go back.. how am i going to face u?? all becoz of them.. if they let me choose.. this thing will nt have happen.. if they let me choose.. u will nt ask me this kind of questions!! =(
5/24/2008 06:05:00 PM
23.5.08
FORGIVE!!
Actually i have already forgive you.. but i just cant forgive myself.. i just feel that i dunno how to explain all the things to you.. i really dunno.. i know you care about me alot.. i know it.. but i just dunno how to chat.. i am really afraid that you will ask this kind of questions one day again.. i am really very afraid about it.. last time.. u asked me before.. that time i already told you that i dun like to answer this kind of questions.. and you promised me that u will nt ask me again.. but yet u asked it again on wednesday.. my heart went mood down after you asked it.. my tears come down straight after you asked me about it.. at that time.. i really feel like logging off my MSN.. i really feel like running away from the question.. but i cant.. becoz u say u will get angry if i dun tell u.. but if i tell u.. u will nt get angry.. i am so afraid that u will get angry and at the same time.. i really dunno how to tell you about it.. i also dunno how to explain the difficulties i am facing now.. it is really difficult for me to explain to others.. as the same time, i also dunno how to explain it to myself also.. haix.. no appetite to eat.. no appetite to eat.. really no appetite to eat this 2 days!!!
5/23/2008 05:35:00 PM
22.5.08
MOOD DOWN!!After what happen yesterday night.. the whole day i am really mood down.. i really dun feel like chatting with anyone in my family.. just feel like locking up in myself in the room.. dun feel like talking to anyone.. i just hate it.. I JUST HATE MYSELF!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY AM I SO USELESS?? WHY MUST I MAKE HIM WORRY ABOUT ME!! WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAY.. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF THE HANDPHONE!! I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF MYSELF!! SHUTTING OF MY MIND SO THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLE!! THEY WILL HAVE NO WORRIES ABOUT ME!! I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU LAI YUNRU!! I JUST HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOOD DOWN UNTIL I DUN FEEL LIKE TAKING ANYTHING IN!! I JUST DUNWAN TO TAKE ANYTHING IN!! JUST NTH!!
5/22/2008 06:45:00 PM
21.5.08
FIREWORKS!!
Oh my god.. yesterday went out with my cousin and aunty for dinner.. hehex.. we had SPICY STEAMBOAT at KAOXIONG.. haha.. Hmm.. on the way home.. we saw firework sia.. oh my god oh my god!! haha.. Hmm.. oh yeah!! Taiwan change lor... 520 that day.. taiwan finally change lor.. wahaha.. let's pray that taiwan will become a better country in the future.. =)
5/21/2008 09:30:00 PM
19.5.08
郭靜- 百分百牽著手買的白色的T-shirt像約定什麼都要一起了情人節唱歌跨年看煙火 都黏著第一次為你慶生還記得你微笑 把燭光 吹滅了你許的願望讓我落淚了每個祈禱都為我 喜歡 靠在你胸口就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空你的愛 讓我想 作更多的夢因為有你 讓夢想都結成蘋果喜歡 你握著我手就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋真的愛 不用偽裝 不用強求很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼 第一次為你慶生還記得你微笑 把燭光 吹滅了你許的願望讓我落淚了每個祈禱都為我喜歡 靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和
你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空
你的愛 讓我想 作更多的夢
因為有你 讓夢想都結成蘋果
喜歡 你握著我手
就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂
你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋
真的愛 不用偽裝 不用強求
很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼 很輕鬆就會懂 愛的人看著我 想什麼
5/19/2008 03:35:00 PM
17.5.08
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, LAI YUNRU!!!
Haha.. hmm.. i will like to thanks...ZhenguangEleanorJia ShengEdithLingliShubinJoanna(cousin)Ah Hao Kor korRelatives & of course lastlyMY BELOVED HUBBY!! Hmm.. went to my aunty house for celebration.. haha.. just feel abit sad as i cant celebrate my birthday with my friends and hubby in singapore!! But.. nvm.. the day will come soon de.. hehex.. hmm.. but actually is play Mahjong more la.. haha.. Hmm.. during my birthday.. i won $34.. Hmm.. yesterday went out to eat Japanese food.. haha.. my 2nd uncle treat de.. woW.. cool.. Hmm.. after that went to his house again to play Mahjong.. haha.. Hmm.. this time round.. i won $88 nearly $100 sia... haha.. Hmm.. play also play until this tuesday and wont be able to play liao lor.. coz cousin is going back to singapore soon le.. wahaha!!
5/17/2008 03:55:00 PM
15.5.08
SPECIAL EDITION!!!!!Hi guys & gals,
If u think today's blog writing style is different from usual, dun worry, u r not in the wrong blog. It is just a different person writing the blog today. Anyway u will find out who i am in a moment.
hmmm, frankly speaking, I've never written a diary before, let alone a blog.
Well, let me start with the 1st few seconds into 15th May. Already past my sleeping time, but have to wait until my clock turned into 00.00hrs, to wish that special person of my life, Happy Birthday.
The moment she answered my call, i was greeted by MJ noise, anyway I started singing the Happy Birthday song to her, she seems more interested in the MJ game than listening to my singing though........sad, hahaha, We spoke on the phone for a while before I went to sleep coz got to work in the morning.
Had a meeting in the whole morning, which started since Monday. It was a full 3.5 days meeting with my VP & all the big bosses from USA. So stress! I'm the youngest in the meeting room btw. The meeting was on how to improve the company efficiency & effectiveness. I was asked to attend the meeting by my AVP to get more exposure & experience. It was also an eye opening to me, coz managed to see how those big shots holds meeting & how they plan. Phew finally it was over man! Well , not all, just the meetings only. I still have to do follow up actions from that meeting to ensure every planned items will be carried out, & present to my VP in powerpoint next week.
Only after the meeting then I can whipped out my hp n msg my gal & asked her whether my singing nice anot? Not nice she also must say nice coz I'm the one singing to her! hahaha, no la, her answer was she liked it very much. hehe.
After reaching home, normally on Thurs, I will go to the fitness corner near my house to do some exercises, but din went coz today is her special day, so stayed in front of my comp wanted to webcam her, who knows she tell me she's going to play MJ, again! haha, sad again rite? haha, no la, her nephew wanted to use the comp, so she said she go n play MJ, EXCUSES LA!!!!!!!!! hahahaha :P
Anyway she won $34, coincidentally which is also my block number......hehehe. Maybe can asked her to treat u guys ..................................................................................................................................
..............................................................................................Oppps, forgot to tell u guys it is in NT$.
Ok, enough writing for the day, I dun want to end up getting 'K' by u guys on the street.................
haha
5/15/2008 11:15:00 PM
14.5.08
LONG LONG LONG!! Haha.. so long nva update my blog de.. i think u guys miss me too right?? hehex.. hmm.. dun worry.. i am fine.. hehex.. Hmm.. since after my cousin's friends went back to singapore, I nva get to step out of the house again.. haha.. and also.. this few days i really dunno how to explain!! sometimes u treat me very good.. but when there is problem.. ur attitude towards me change 180 degrees!! haix haix haix.. Hmm.. this few days my cousin is like addicted to MJ.. haha.. ask me must go down to my aunty hous to play MJ.. actually yesterday wanna play de.. but all becoz of my nierce.. ARRGGGHHHH!! make me stay there for dunno wad sia.. haha.. hmm.. some more someone still becoz i nva answer the phone then "angry" with me sia.. make me feel so sad about it sia.. sobx sobx!! Hmm.. today going down to my aunty house again as my cousin ask me to go down.. haha.. so i have to listen to her.. this cousin i seldom talk to her de.. and our relationship is just so so only.. so hopefully i hope that we can gain some relationship between both of us.. =) Jia you jia you!! and i cant believe that she knows my birthday actually.. so surprise!! haha..
5/14/2008 01:55:00 PM
8.5.08
305 DAYS ANNIVERSARY!!Hmm.. HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY HUBBY!! Hehex.. But.. HAIZ!! this time round is nt like last time liao.. last time there was calls from you!! But after u told me the bill of your hp, it does not happen againand it will nt happen again!!!! Haix.. since like that.. then i think HP also on for nth de since it will nt ring!! =(
5/08/2008 07:15:00 PM
2.5.08
SORRY SORRY SORRY!!Sorry hubby.. i am sorry.. but after u say all those things to me.. i am really very disappointed..i am really very sad.. u sounded really serious when u are talking with me that time yet i still keep quiet.. i know that time u are angry with me after u talked to me.. i know it i know it.. i am really very sorry about it.. after u said all those things to me.. tears are coming out very fast.. i really dunno how to explain to you about the difficulties i am facing here.. i really hope you understand.. i really do.. i am really sorry about the things i have done tt time.. i am really very sorry!!
5/02/2008 12:45:00 PM
