Actually i have already forgive you.. but i just cant forgive myself.. i just feel that i dunno how to explain all the things to you.. i really dunno.. i know you care about me alot.. i know it.. but i just dunno how to chat.. i am really afraid that you will ask this kind of questions one day again.. i am really very afraid about it.. last time.. u asked me before.. that time i already told you that i dun like to answer this kind of questions.. and you promised me that u will nt ask me again.. but yet u asked it again on wednesday.. my heart went mood down after you asked it.. my tears come down straight after you asked me about it.. at that time.. i really feel like logging off my MSN.. i really feel like running away from the question.. but i cant.. becoz u say u will get angry if i dun tell u.. but if i tell u.. u will nt get angry.. i am so afraid that u will get angry and at the same time.. i really dunno how to tell you about it.. i also dunno how to explain the difficulties i am facing now.. it is really difficult for me to explain to others.. as the same time, i also dunno how to explain it to myself also.. haix.. no appetite to eat.. no appetite to eat.. really no appetite to eat this 2 days!!!
5/23/2008 05:35:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
~ All The J-star Members.. Li Wei Lian..! (:
~ 5566 N The J-star members.. =pPp
~ Him
~ Chatting With "HIM" and Friends..
~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
