After what happen yesterday night.. the whole day i am really mood down.. i really dun feel like chatting with anyone in my family.. just feel like locking up in myself in the room.. dun feel like talking to anyone.. i just hate it.. I JUST HATE MYSELF!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY AM I SO USELESS?? WHY MUST I MAKE HIM WORRY ABOUT ME!! WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAY.. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF THE HANDPHONE!! I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF MYSELF!! SHUTTING OF MY MIND SO THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLE!! THEY WILL HAVE NO WORRIES ABOUT ME!! I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU LAI YUNRU!! I JUST HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOOD DOWN UNTIL I DUN FEEL LIKE TAKING ANYTHING IN!! I JUST DUNWAN TO TAKE ANYTHING IN!! JUST NTH!!
5/22/2008 06:45:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
~ All The J-star Members.. Li Wei Lian..! (:
~ 5566 N The J-star members.. =pPp
~ Him
~ Chatting With "HIM" and Friends..
~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):