Haix.. after today.. i just found out that i do really hate myself alot!! Why why why why? Why u just cant do such a small things?? why do you dun even know such a simple thing? Moreover there is still examples for u to see lor yet u still dunno about it!! I AM REALLY PC OF YOU!! PC PC PC PC PC PC PC!! ARRGGHH!!!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!
7/30/2008 06:10:00 PM
29.7.08
SERIOUS??
Hmm.. this word has been in my mind since after you made your decision~ I dunno why but it just seems like have you really made up your mind? it concerns your whole life! For me.. YES.. i have made up my mind~ I want everyone to know it! Every single one that knows me!!
7/29/2008 02:30:00 PM
AJISEN~
Wow.. Went to eat ajisen with guang, eleanor, steffi, xy, mg, Hoi Kan and hubby at lot 1 last friday.. haha.. Hmm.. Had tom yam ramen.. Nt too bad actually.. but the set of ramen is decreasing lor.. haix.. gt so little things to eat sia.. so sad!! haha.. Hmm.. while waiting for the ramen.. we had lots of craps actually.. hehex.. really quite long nva meet up eleanor liao lor.. and she is still the same.. hehex.. anyway nva get the change to take pics with her as she is busy "quarrelling" with non-NYPs.. haha.. after dinner.. we went to Steffi house for MJ!! haha.. Hmm.. nva play Singapore MJ before and that makes me feel that Taiwan MJ is much more fun than Singapore MJ.. haha.. play until 11 plus and back to my aunty house with hubby.. He stay overnight here and the next day, we went to have our Breakfast cum lunch before heading to Yuxuan's house with Minyan to visit her.. haha.. Oh my god~ i think i have to Surrender liao lor.. both juniors are really OH MY GOD~ haha.. cannot tahan them sia.. after headed to his house.. haha.. saw his bro finally.. but after awhile his brother went out to meet his friends lor.. Hmm.. went home at 12 plus.. the next day woke up at9.. oh my god.. so tiring lor.. but what to do? haha.. i cant say anything coz he is more tired than me lor.. haha.. i cant complain anything if nt i will have no chance to go out walk walk liao.. haha.. Anyway going out lter to visit my tuition teacher and after that went to repair my laptop~ haha.. update soon.. =)
7/29/2008 01:50:00 PM
24.7.08
HOUSE @ AMK CENTRAL!!
Oh my god.. i cant believe that.. am i dreaming?? am i am i am i?? i dunno.. but hopefully i am nt dreaming okie?? PLEASE~ I WANT A GOOD REPLY FROM YOU 4-6 WEEKS LATER!! THANKS~ I WILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND THANKS YOU ALOT DE!! haha.. But still have to wait for that long very sianz lehx.. haha.. some more it is far from TOH TUCK lor.. ARRGGHH!!! my life!! haha.. =xXx
7/24/2008 11:50:00 PM
23.7.08
A PIECE OF PAPER!!
Hmm.. we are so close with each other that we told each other everything without any secrets.. it seems like we just short of a piece of paper between us.. i know that actually you wanted that piece of paper too.. lets work hard together to have that piece of paper okie?? Let's promise each other that no matter what happen.. we must get that piece of paper together.. =)
7/23/2008 03:15:00 PM
22.7.08
I AM BACK~~
GUYS~ I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE~ THINK BY NOW YOU GUYS HAVE MY HANDPHONE NUMBER LE RIGHT?? HEHEX.. ANYWAY.. FOR THOSE THAT DO NT HAVE.. PLEASE COME MSN AND TELL ME~ I WILL LET U KNOW MY NUMBER~
7/22/2008 12:20:00 PM
16.7.08
2 MORE DAYS~!!!
WAH~ i cant believe that i am going back in 2 days time.. haha.. Hmm.. just now went to have dinner with my ex- colleagues.. hehex.. had much chats with them.. hehex.. oh my god.. i cant believe that even though i am nt working with them le but i can still chat with them sia.. haha.. i am so happy.. Hmm.. actually thinking of continue our chats de.. but the shop is closing at 10 and also 1 of my ex colleague went for class.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway.. GUYS~ LOOK OUT FOR MY SMS~ WHEN U RECEIVE MY SMS, THAT MEANS I GT A NEW NUMBER~ JIO ME OUT WHEN YOU ARE FREE~ HEHEX..
7/16/2008 11:35:00 PM
12.7.08
PAIN~!!!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!! IT IS REALLY PAIN~!! REALLY CANNOT TAHAN SIA.. IT REALLY MAKE ME PAIN~~ PAIN UNTIL CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT!! ARRGGHH!!! but the glad thing is that it pains before i am going back to singapore.. so forget it ba.. hehex.. if it pains on the day i am back in singapore.. i think i SIANZ 1/2 liao lor.. haha.. Hmm.. u guys dun get it?? haha.. nvm.. i knew it can le.. hehex.. =xXx
Haix.. my parents keep on ask me to treat my sister better.. okie.. i try.. when she ask me for money to sponsor her for anything.. okie i did if i have the money.. but in the end all this effort is just NOTHING!!! TO HER~!! SHE JUST THINK THAT I AM NOTHING TO HER!! SHE JUST TREAT ME AS NOTHING!! IF IT IS LIKE THAT.. THEN WHAT FOR I TREAT HER SO GOOD?? WHAT FOR I SPONSOR HER MONEY TO LET HER DO WHATEVER THING SHE WANTS TO DO?? WHAT FOR WHAT FOR WHAT FOR?? TREAT HER GOOD AND THE ONLY THING I GOT BACK FROM HER IS JUST A "F***" FROM HER!!! SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS THE BEST!! SHE JUST FEEL THAT I AM NOTHING!! I AM JUST A NOBODY IN HER EYES!! IF SHE REALLY THINKS THIS WAY.. THEN WHAT FOR ASK ME FOR MONEY TO SPONSOR HER?? WHAT FOR?? I AM GOING TO REMEMBER IT AND I WILL NVA FORGET WHAT YOU TREAT ME AS!! I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT IT!! STILL SAY WITH THIS KIND OF CHARACTER AND ATTITUDE~ NO GUYS WILL WANT!! ARRGGHH~~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO HURT ME UNTIL SO DEEPLY~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO DO UNTIL SO CRUEL?? DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO???
I am really very sad!! BUT who can i talk to?? NOONE!! i cant disturb him now.. i cant i cant i really cant!! He is rushing for his reports nowadays!! He is really busy nowadays!! I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! I CANT!! HAIX!!
7/12/2008 10:45:00 PM
11.7.08
7-11!!
Wow.. come and update my blog on the 7-11 day.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm.. anyway FINALLY MY MOTHER NOTICE MY HAIR.. HAHA.. FINALLY MY MOTER NOTICE THAT I HAVE HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR~~ HAHA.. after 21 days.. she finally notice it.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway 1 more week 1 more week!! GUYS.. 1 MORE WEEK AND WILL SEE ME~!!! HAHA.. EXCITED?? YES I AM~!! FEEL SO EXCITED TO MEET U GUYS SIA. BUT.. I HAVE TO APOLOGISE TO ALL OF YOU.. COZ I AM BOOK FROM FRIDAY NIGHT TILL THE WHOLE DAY OF SUNDAY!! HAHA.. SO IF YOU WANT TO BOOK ME... I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME AND BOOK ME FROM MONDAY ONWARDS.. hehex.. YOU GUYS CAN LEAVE A TAG OR LEAVE A MSG TO LET ME KNOW I AM BEEN BOOK BY YOU!!
Hmm.. anyway haben see him for quite a long time liao.. haix.. saw him last sunday and i nva get to see him again.. haix.. sianz sia.. have to wait until next friday then can get the chance to see him again.. sobx sobx~!!!
7/11/2008 11:40:00 PM
8.7.08
1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY~~!!!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.. I HAD NOT BLOG FOR SUCH A LONG PERIOD OF TIME~~ Hmm.. anyway guys~~ for your information.. i am going back to singapore next friday.. HURRAY~~ anyone want to meet me?? come come come.. jio me now.. book me now.. leave a tag in my blog and i will know it.. haha.. Hmm.. who i wanna meet ar?? alot alot alot of them lehx.. my classmates... the 4E mates.. my BUDDIES~~ alot alot lor.. i cant list all of them out.. but but but.. those who come and view my blog.. please help me to pass the MSG down~~ I AM STEPPING INTO SINGAPORE NEXT FRIDAY.. (18 JULY 2008)... SO SO SO SO SO~~ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~~ DUN LEAVE ME ALONE WHEN I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! I WANT TO MEET YOU GUYS~~ OKIE?? hehex..
Hmm.. anyway time really pass very fast.. on the (dd/mm/yy) 08/07/07.. we started our journey.. and today is that day.. Hmm.. feel abit sad coz i cant celebrate that 1 yr anniversary with him.. haix.. actually thinking of going back on sunday de.. but i am only going back for 1 month.. and if went back on the 06/07/08.. i have to be back in taiwan on the dd/08/08 liao.. haix.. and his bday is on the 15/08 so i have to give up 1 celebration with him as my dad dunwan to let me stay there for too long.. ARRGGHH~~ i want to celebrate both de lor.. but why why why.. why is it that the air ticket is so expensive~~ sobx sobx!! so i have to give up the 1 yr anniversary celebration lor.. haix haix haix.. some more thought he will sms me after he finish bathing..but NO.. THERE IS NO MSG FROM HIM~~ okie.. nvm.. think he is too tired liao coz he was having lesson yesterday.. so forgive him.. but thought today he will sms when he nva see me online but NOPE~~ HE DIDNT ALSO~~ he will do it everytime de.. but this time round.. there isnt.. there is none of it.. haix.. suan liao.. when together for a period of time.. he will totally forget about it de.. haix.. FATE~~~
7/08/2008 11:15:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
~ All The J-star Members.. Li Wei Lian..! (:
~ 5566 N The J-star members.. =pPp
~ Him
~ Chatting With "HIM" and Friends..
~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
