OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!! IT IS REALLY PAIN~!! REALLY CANNOT TAHAN SIA.. IT REALLY MAKE ME PAIN~~ PAIN UNTIL CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT!! ARRGGHH!!! but the glad thing is that it pains before i am going back to singapore.. so forget it ba.. hehex.. if it pains on the day i am back in singapore.. i think i SIANZ 1/2 liao lor.. haha.. Hmm.. u guys dun get it?? haha.. nvm.. i knew it can le.. hehex.. =xXx
Haix.. my parents keep on ask me to treat my sister better.. okie.. i try.. when she ask me for money to sponsor her for anything.. okie i did if i have the money.. but in the end all this effort is just NOTHING!!! TO HER~!! SHE JUST THINK THAT I AM NOTHING TO HER!! SHE JUST TREAT ME AS NOTHING!! IF IT IS LIKE THAT.. THEN WHAT FOR I TREAT HER SO GOOD?? WHAT FOR I SPONSOR HER MONEY TO LET HER DO WHATEVER THING SHE WANTS TO DO?? WHAT FOR WHAT FOR WHAT FOR?? TREAT HER GOOD AND THE ONLY THING I GOT BACK FROM HER IS JUST A "F***" FROM HER!!! SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS THE BEST!! SHE JUST FEEL THAT I AM NOTHING!! I AM JUST A NOBODY IN HER EYES!! IF SHE REALLY THINKS THIS WAY.. THEN WHAT FOR ASK ME FOR MONEY TO SPONSOR HER?? WHAT FOR?? I AM GOING TO REMEMBER IT AND I WILL NVA FORGET WHAT YOU TREAT ME AS!! I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT IT!! STILL SAY WITH THIS KIND OF CHARACTER AND ATTITUDE~ NO GUYS WILL WANT!! ARRGGHH~~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO HURT ME UNTIL SO DEEPLY~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO DO UNTIL SO CRUEL?? DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO???
I am really very sad!! BUT who can i talk to?? NOONE!! i cant disturb him now.. i cant i cant i really cant!! He is rushing for his reports nowadays!! He is really busy nowadays!! I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! I CANT!! HAIX!!
7/12/2008 10:45:00 PM
Love Starts
It's Me
Lai Yunru
21+
15/05/1987
MSN & friendster-laiyr51587@hotmail.com
Muacks Muacks
~ All The J-star Members.. Li Wei Lian..! (:
~ 5566 N The J-star members.. =pPp
~ Him
~ Chatting With "HIM" and Friends..
~ Derrick Hoh Wei Jian & Leon Lim Yu Zhi..(SUPERSTAR)
NO
~ Ppl Saying Things Behind My Back.. Those Who Treat Me Like Fool!! ):
