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2009-03-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTMENT!!

"so u wanna come come back to sleep or i go over to sleep?"

"YOU SCARE YOU WILL KANNA N I DUNWAN TO GO BACK COZ VERY SIAN"

"then how?"

"DUNNO"

"both way u also dun want"

"LATER YOU KANNA AGAIN U NAG AGAIN"
"ALREADY 130 LIAO.. LTER MORE U SURE PC ME DE LOR"

"then i bring u back"

"GO BACK THERE DO WHAT"

"sleep"

"THEN NEXT MORNING LEHX"

"then wat u do in ur aunty house next morning?"

"WATCH TV AND ONLINE"

"then here cannot watch n online meh?"

"CANNOT WATCH"

"y?"

"YOUR MUM WATCHING HER THINGS"

"alamak, like that how?"
"u put mi in a difficult position leh"

"AT THERE EVERYDAY FACE HER I ALSO DUNNO WHAT TO DO"

"go over also cannot? come over also dun wan"

"U COME OVER U LTER KANNA LATER U SAY AGAIN"

"if u want to sleep together, where think of tis wan?"

"ASK U PUT NIGHT COUPON U ALSO DUNWAN"

"here can park for free, go until there n put night coupon"
"got money also not like that spend 1 ma"

"IF NT U BUY NITE COUPON FOR IT TO SPOIL AR"

"just buy for emergency use"
"not for this kind of parking"

"U GT WAD EMERGENCY TO USE"

"but not stupid meh, where got people can park for free, dun want to park, purposely go n park those places need to put coupon 1?"

"1 $2 IS BETTER THAN GETTING A $30 - $100 RIGHT"

"S2 can last u for a year meh?"
"i everyday come mehx"
"then free park dun use meh? pay to park there"
"sound so stupid"
"the parking fee can be use for other things, y must use it on parking"
"not say no place for u to park"
"like that i rather to drive there if want to park there"
"i take bus there better"
"can stay how long also dun scare kannna"

"HAIX.."

"forget it, u choose urself, wanna stay there or stay here"
"i can't always park there"
"that is not my home, i can't park for free there"

"I GO HOME ALSO DUNNO WHAT TO DO.."

"xiao jie, do u think we got a choice?"
"we r staying with my parents, not our house"
"u can stay in SG already consider good liao"
"imagine my bro not in camp, n if u dun have auntie here"
"u think u can stay in SG?"
"consider we r lucky that we can meet often liao"
"n u took that for granted"
"dun forgot how is the life when u was back in TW, we can onli see each other in the webcam"
"which 1 do u prefer?"
"need to work tmr"
"godnite"
"pls be sensible that we r not living on our own yet"

DO U KNOW YOU HURT ME AGAIN!! IT REALLY HURTS DEEP FROM MY HEART!!

2009-02-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

KPO!!

WHY.. WHY U NEED TO BE SO KPO?? WHY DO YOU NEED TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT IT!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!! DID I HAVE MY OWN MOUTH? WHY DO YOU NEED TO TELL OTHER PPL ABOUT IT?? I DISLIKE IT!! I DISLIKE IT!! I JUST DISLIKE IT!!

2009-02-12T13:00:00.001+08:00

NEW POST!!!

Hmm.. has been such a long time since i posted.. Anyway after coming back to Singapore.. i have so much things to do and prepare.. Sometimes just becoz of this things.. i just feel so irriating!! haix.. why why why.. i feel like crying everytime things are nt done well!!! And becoz of this things.. both of our moods are nt really good.. haix.. is it very normal to have this kind of things happening?? I hope so.. But i really dunwan to destroy our relationship becoz of such a small things.. i really dun hope to.. Sometimes ur words and actions are really hurting to me.. maybe u dun seems to.. but to me.. it really hurts alot.. i dunno.. i dunno.. i just dunno how to explain it to u.. haix..

2009-01-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!

Wow... 2009 is here!!! Firstly.. hope everything will goes well for the whole year.. Secondly.. i can see my friends again for 24 more days!! Looking very forward to meet them sia.. hehex.. and also.. 1 more month to go!! YEAH!! I AM SO EXCITED actually.. haha.. but.. ya.. still looking forward about it.. wahaha..

2008-12-25T22:45:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!!!

Oh my god.. CHRISTMAS DAY TODAY and i am rotting at home the whole day.. haix.. so lonely so lonely so lonely!! Anyway thanks for the christmas card from Lingli and Stephanie.. hehex.. and also those who wish me online.. MERRY CHRISTMAS to you guys too.. =)

2008-12-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

TOUCHED!!

Oh my god.. yesterday watch tv.. turn this channel turn that channel and noticed that WAN QUAN YU LE was broadcasting WANG RENFU and JI QIN's ROM.. ARRGGHHHH!!! I MISSED THE FRONT PART!! so today when online.. start searching and I FOUND IT I FOUND IT I FOUND IT!!! OH!! Watch 2 times, 2 times also cry.. ARRGGHHHH!!!

WANG RENFU AND JI QIN'S WEDDING VIDEO!!!

http://tieba.baidu.com/%CD%F5%C8%CA%B8%A6/shipin/play/8339d00ff73a193cf3f654f4

2008-12-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED!!!

Haix.. why?? what?? what am i doing?? why i am always like that.. haix.. i hate it i hate it i just hate it!! Why i am so sticky to you?? Haix.. after that thing happen.. this few days totally gt no appetite to eat.. really very scare there is nt much time to do everything.. after hearing wad my mum told me wad my aunty told her.. i really feel like giving uop.. really feel like stop everything.. stop asking for the price.. stop looking for those shops.. stop bargaining for more things.. everything is going to stop.. I WANT THAT SHOP BACK!! I ONLY WANT THAT SHOP!! EVERYTHING IS NICE.. I ONLY WANT THAT SHOP!! I JUST WANT THAT SHOP!!!

2008-12-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

MUST IT BE LIKE THAT??

WHY?? WHY WHENEVER THERE IS SMTH HAPPEN.. I GT TO BE SAD.. I GT TO CRY.. I GT TO MOOD DOWN FOR 1 DAY THEN YOU NOTICE IT.. WHY EVERYTHING CANT BE DONE FAST.. WHY I ALWAYS GT TO BE LIKE THIS?? I DISLIKE IT.. TOTALLY DISLIKE IT.. I REALLY HOPE TO HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY!! I DUN WISH TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!! IT IS TIRING!! I DUNWAN TO HAVE ANOTHER CAR ACCIDENT ANYMORE!! IT IS REALLY SCARY!!

2008-12-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

UNSUCCESSFUL!!!

EVERYTHING IS NT GOING SUCCESS!! WHY.. WHY MUST IT BE LIKE THAT.. WHY I JUST CANT HAVE IT SUCCESSFULLY!! WHY MUST I FACE SO MUCH THINGS.. I HATE IT.. I JUST HATE IT.. MOOD IS REALLY DOWN!!! I JUST HATE EVERYTHING NOW!! BECOZ OF ALL THIS THINGS.. I NEARLY GT CAR ACCIDENT IN THE LATE AFTERNOON!! HAIX.. MOOD REALLY DOWN!! WHY... WHY WHEN I DISCUSS THE THINGS WITH U.. YOU ALWAYS HAVE YOUR REASONS.. I DUNWAN TO DRAG IT ANYMORE..

2008-11-30T18:00:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU, JANSON WANG!!!!

Hahaha..JANSON WANG, I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IN MY HEART.. THERE IS ONLY YOU JANSON WANG IN MY HEART!!!!!! I LOVE YOU JANSON WANG I LOVE YOU JANSON WANG I LOVE YOU JANSON WANG!!! OTHERS ARE JUST SAY SAY ONLY.. BUT FOR YOU JANSON WANG, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART.. OKIE?? =) LOVE YOU JANSON WANG LOVE YOU JANSON WANG LOVE YOU JANSON WANG!!!

2008-11-29T22:30:00.001+08:00

SUPERSTAR!!!!

Wow.. FINALLY!! I GT THE CHANCE TO SEE MY IDOL!!! WOW WOW WOW!!! They are handsome.. really handsome.. hahaha.. Really is face to face de lehx.. first time lehx.. PETER PAN~ JUDY ZHOU and Stanly Tsu!!! Wow.. if u dunno who are them.. they are from xing guang bang de.. hahaha.. now you got it?? hahaha.. yes i saw them.. i make my way there to see them.. THEY ARE REALLY HANDSOME!! OH MY GOD!!! VOICE ARE VERY NICE TOO!! WOW... I CANT BELIEVE I CANT BELIEVE!!! HEHEX.. LOVE THEM LOTS.. HAHAHAHA~ COOL AND CUTE AND HANDSOME!!!

PHOTO TIME!!

2008-11-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

SO SWEET!!!

Oh my god oh my god oh my god.. just nw when turning TV.. saw Wang renfu and his wife taking wedding photos.. HE IS SO SWEET!!! ARRGGHH!! SO ENVY!! HOW I WISH YOU GT THIS KIND OF SWEETNESS TOO!!! He really dote his wife alot sia.. ARRGGHH!!!! SWEET SWEET SWEET!!!! ENVY ENVY ENVY!! ARRGGHHH!!

2008-11-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

FREE TIME??

Haix.. i dunno i dunno i dunno.. really feel moody sometimes.. why do i have such thinking everyday for a certain period of time.. really feel like crying.. really feel depress.. haix.. i dunno i dunno i dunno.. after ur work.. i am always hoping to see u online at that time.. but after the time past and u have nt yet online.. why i always think that u r just so busy everyday.. haix.. i dunno i dunno i dunno!!! totally no mood!!!

2008-11-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

ANYMORE TIME FOR ME??

Hmm.. do u still have time to accompany me?? i dunno.. "HE" looks so busy when i am there.. sometimes "HE" will be home late.. will you be the same?? Haix.. i dunno.. but i just hope that u can spare time out to accompany me.. i have been away from u for such a long period of time.. i dun wish to be lonely again.. i have been lonely for 1 yr plus le.. haix.. i dunno about it.. so fan.. feel so moody sometimes when think that u cant accompany.. haix.. maybe u gt to work on weekends too.. like that i will be more lonely.. haix!!! SAD..

2008-11-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

MOODY!!!

Hmm.. i know they are just joking.. but i dunno.. they sounded so serious like that.. haix.. it makes me feel so moody.. are we doing the wrong things?? i dunno i dunno i dunno.. haix..

2008-11-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

NOTICE!!

Guys~ Nth is done yet.. if there is anything done~ i will inform all of you!! Haha.. in the meantime, please wait for my news okie?? hehex.. i will let u all know as soon as possible.. anyway hope to see u guys soon~ MISS YOU GUYS~!!!!!!!

2008-11-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

PROPOSE!!

Yes yes yes!! After talking to my "DEAR DEAR" i just remember that "YOU" didnt even do anything and "YOU" want to ask permission from my parents.. haha.. NO ROMANTIC~ NTH!! HAHA.. nva do anything lehx!!

2008-10-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

DUNNO!!

Hmm.. i dunno i dunno i really dunno.. what's wrong with me?? is nt that he dunwan to come.. just that he gt smth that make him cannot come!! ARRGGHH!! I DUNNO LA.. REALLY DUNNO LA.. JUST FEELING SAD!! JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING WHENEVER I THINK OF THIS!! REALLY PRAY HARD FOR HIS GRANDMA!! HOPE SHE CAN GET WELL SOON!!

2008-10-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

STOP!!

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO STOP!! I AM NT GOING TO COUNT DOWN ANYMORE!! NO USE COUNTING DOWN!! NO USE LE!! I AM GOING TO STOP PLANNING THE TRIPS TO TP!! IT IS NT GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME ANYMORE!! NO MORE!! EVERYTHING IS NT GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME END OF THIS YEAR!!

2008-10-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED!!

Haix.. i dunno why.. i know it is wrong to do that.. it is really a mistake.. actually i am quite happy when i know he is going to take leave.. start planning for trip le but he told me that his grandma's condition is getting worst.. haix.. dunno dunno dunno!! feeling sad now!! i know i cant be so selfish.. i know i cant.. haix.. i dunno wad to do!! WHO CAN TELL ME??

2008-10-14T23:30:00.004+08:00

I HATE YOU!!

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!! I JUST HATE YOU ALOT!! I JUST HATE YOU VERY MUCH!! CAN YOU DUN BE SO PETTY?? CANT YOU JUST OPEN YOUR HEART AND ACCEPT IT?? CAN YOU JUST GIVE IN ABIT TO HIM?? I KNOW IT IS HARD FOR YOU WHILE YOU ARE STAYING SO FAR FROM HIM!! YOU HAVE ALREADY STEP THRU FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS BEFORE YOU ARE BACK IN SINGAPORE!! BUT WHY DO YOU CHANGE AFTER YOU ARE BACK IN TW?? I KNOW YOU MISS HIM ALOT!! I KNOW IT I KNOW IT I KNOW IT!! BUT TIME PASS FAST!! HE WILL BE COMING TO MEET YOU SOON!! YOU ARE ABLE TO SEE HIM SOON!! CANT YOU JUST WAIT?? I HATE YOU I ATE YOU I HATE YOU!! I DUN LOVE YOU ANYMORE!! YOU ARE JUST A CRYBABY!! GET LOST FROM MY SIGHT!! I DUNWAN TO SEE YOU AGAIN!! ARRGGHH!!

2008-10-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15 MONTHS!!

Hmm.. this few days i dun even know wad happen to me.. mood is really SUCKS like hell!! Attitude is also SUCKS like hell!! SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!! I HATE THE WAY I TREAT HIM THIS FEW DAYS.. I KNOW IT HURTS HIM.. BUT IT ALSO HURTS ME!! I JUST HATE MYSELF FOR DOING ALL THIS.. I DUN REALLY LIKE MYSELF BEING LIKE THIS.. I HATE MY MYSELF I HATE MYSELF!! I JUST HATE MYSELF!! I DUN LIKE MYSELF THIS FEW DAYS!! I AM UNHAPPY!! REALLY VERY UNHAPPY!! REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING!! HOW HOW HOW? NOONE CAN SHARE MY PROBLEMS WITH ME!! WHERE ARE YOU MY FRIENDS?? I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO VERY BADLY!! WHO CAN SHARE MY RPOBLEMS WITH ME?? THE ONE I NEED TO TALK TO NOW IS ALSO HAVING PROBLEM HIMSELF!! I DUN EVEN DARE TO DISTURB HIM!! ARRGGHH!!

2008-09-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

USELESS GUY!!!

SHOULDNT GUYS TAKE CARE OF HIS FAMILY?? GIVE SUPPORT TO HIS FAMILY?? WHY IS IT THAT IN THE END IS THE GIRL WHO ARE TAKING CARE?? IF NEED A GIRL TO TAKE CARE OF THE GUY.. I THINK SHE MIGHT AS WELL TAKE CARE OF HERSELF RATHER THAN TAKING CARE OF A USELESS GUY!!

Haix.. 7 hours gone.. he is still nt home yet.. why?? why is he always taking such a long time.. i dunno i dunno i dunno.. i dunno wad to say anymore!! feel so irriated now!!

2008-09-28T00:05:00.002+08:00

HURT~

Haix.. why? i dun like this thing to happen to me.. it really hurts me alot.. i dun like this feeling!! It hurts.. it really hurts me!! I dunwan it to happen again to me!! It really hurts alot!! PLEASE!! I dunwan anything to destroy our relationship!! We have walk thru until now.. i dunwan it to be gone just becoz a small non living thing!! I DUNWAN!! Have been waiting for u since afternoon till now.. thought u will online at night.. but waited until 12am.. u are still nt online.. miss u.. really miss u alot!! Nt only today.. but everyday, every moment.. Starting from the day i leave singapore.. i start to miss u.. hope to see u everytime when u are online.. but u looks busy.. i dun even dare to tell u about it.. scare will disturb u.. haix.. really miss u!! I REALLY DO!! =(

2008-09-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

LONELY!!!

Haix.. i dun even know why do i have to online.. Waiting for him to online so that i can chat with him.. but when he is online.. he is just busy fixing his things.. no time for me.. why?? it seems like everything has change after i am back from singapore? Before going back to singapore.. he will always talk to me online.. but it seems to have change after i am back from singapore.. haix.. AIYA.. I DUNNO LA.. JUST FIND THAT THIS MONTH IS NT MY MONTH LA!!

2008-09-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

WAITING!!

Hmm.. woke up at 12 plus today.. thought he had already online le.. but when i online.. he is still nt online.. so think tt he is still sleeping ba.. so went out to buy lunch.. After lunch, he onlined.. Hmm.. he just woke up lor.. haha.. but after awhile.. he went out with his friends.. haix.. waiting waiting and waiting.. thought he will online at early night.. but waited until now.. he is still nt online.. haix.. think we will nt had much chat lor.. coz he is working the next day.. =(

2008-09-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

THOUSAND TIMES OF SORRY!!!

Haix.. i think i did smth wrongly yesterday night.. I SHOULDNT sms him anyhow.. SEE.. the result i got is he is angry about wad i sent.. haix.. ITCHY HAND ITCHY HAND!!! STUPID HAND!! HE NVA SMS U WAD FOR U SMS HIM?? JUST LOOKING FOR TROUBLE TO YOURSELF ONLY.. NEXT TIME IF HE IS DID NT SMS YOU!! DUN SMS HIM WITH THOSE HURTING WORDS.. IT WILL ONLY HURT YOU MORE!!!

2008-09-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU~

Hmm.. I am back in taiwan.. but was not really in a good mood~ i miss everyone in Singapore.. ARRGGHH!! Hmm.. yesterday babe sent me to airport.. but before that.. he went back home to fetch his mother as she wants to go airport with us too.. Hmm.. reach airport le went to check in first and after that went to eat Burger King for Breakfast.. Hmm.. it is my first time eating breakfast with his mother sia.. Haix.. miss them sia.. ARRGGHH!!! Eyes were damn dry as didnt sleep the previous day and the next day the water was coming out non stop for about 4 to 5 hours and it was lack of water at night.. today went out to banks to help my father to deposit money.. and after that was home the whole day.. Just now was webcaming my sister as she was at my cousin's house and my cousin asks me to teach her daughter english on webcam~ woW.. first time teach ppl english on webcam lehx.. Hmm.. tml then update ba.. Anyway guys.. i am back in taiwan le.. the number is not in use for the time being!!

2008-09-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS!!

2008-09-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

WEDDING DINNER!!!

Hmm.. Saturday went to have breakfast with my aunty they all at Bukit Timah there.. First time find out that my cousin is really funny sia.. He can talk lots of craps with us sia.. haha.. Hmm.. after that went to babe's house as he need to rush through his assignment.. so went to his house and accompany him lor.. hehex.. Hmm.. went home at about 2 plus am.. Hmm.. babe was here overnight..

Woke up at 11 plus and babe was still sleeping.. Hmm.. woke him up and went down to Keat Hong for lunch.. after that he used my laptop to do his work.. ard 5.. i went to bath as we are going to his friend's wedding dinner at Yishun.. actually we wanna go out at 630 de.. but we were late.. haha.. step out of the house at 640.. but lucky we are nt late anyway.. babe de friends were late.. haha.. Hmm.. had lots of fun with the gangs.. haha.. Hmm.. hope to meet up with them soon again.. =) Love Vivienne too.. she taught me lots of things and also chatted with me alot.. hehex... more photos up soon.. =)

2008-09-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

CELEBRATION!!!

Hmm.. went out with my secondary classmates on tuesday.. Hmm.. Meet them at J.E and we took train tgt to go Dhoby Ghaut Station.. While walking to "MIND CAFE" we met our class's eldest person there with his girlfriend.. Hmm.. ask him to join us for dinner later but he said see first.. so ya.. we know the answer from him.. haha.. Hmm.. after that walked to the place and we had our lunch there and we played some games.. Hmm.. nt too bad actually.. the food is nice..

Hmm.. after this.. we headed to Bukit Timah for our dinner.. haha.. we were late for 1 hour actually.. lolx!! Hmm.. Mr Yeo was there.. lolx.. he dressed until i cant recognise him sia.. lolx.. coz nt use to his dressing.. haha.. Hmm.. after that went to have our dinner and after dinner.. guys want to go and play pool and some girls wanted to go home.. as for me.. of course i followed the guys as my "mei" is there too.. hehex.. Hmm.. they played until 11 and binbin, me, derrick and david went to King Albert Park for supper.. lolx.. Hmm.. after that.. babe went there and fetch me home.. haha.. sorry babe for troubling u!! Love you!!

2008-09-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

THANKS BABE!!!

Hmm.. Woke up at 615 on Saturday as i had work at CCK stadium.. went to have breakfast with my aunty they all at sunshine place before going to CCK stadium.. worked until 9 plus and went home for a nap.. oh my god!! so tiring sia.. slept until 3 plus and online awhile as i am going to babe at City Hall for IT FAIR.. Hmm.. actually thinking of buying camera de.. but it was quite exp so drop off the idea and babe bought me a Creative Zebra MP4!! hehex.. thanks babe!! Love ya.. Hmm.. after that we went back to King Albert Park and took his car and we headed to the coffee shop behind Keat Hong Shopping Centre and had out dinner.. after that home sweet home..

As for sunday.. i was home the whole day and my sister was webcaming with me while she was at my aunty house.. woW.. i saw my nierce!! ARRGGHH!! haha.. Hmm.. chatted with my sister until 6 plus and i went to bath as i am meeting my dad's friend for dinner with my babe and his friend.. haha.. Hmm.. after dinner home sweet home..

Today will be rotting home the whole day!! Going out to celebrate Teacher's Day with Secondary School friends!! WOW WOW WOW!!!

2008-08-30T13:00:00.003+08:00

TIRING~

Hmm.. Woke up at 845 as i am meeting my secondary school's friend to school tgt.. i was late actually but who knows that they were late too.. haha.. Hmm.. after that went to school and find teachers.. oh my god.. i saw Mr Ashley Tan, Mr Yeo Choon Hwa, Mr David Cheng and many more.. haha.. Hmm.. had chats with the teachers and left for lunch with my friends.. Hm.. went to lot 1 and have our lunch.. after that meeting eleanor at 330 but we finish out lunch at 1 plus.. so thinking of going to Shaowei's house lor.. haha.. Hmm.. took bus there with ling li.. haha.. Hmm.. stayed there until 3 plus and walked to take train to J.E to wait for eleanor!! Oh my god!! She was late man.. Hmm.. when she arrived, we went shopping as i wanted to shop for clothings but in the end i nva buy anything as i cant find a suitable clothings.. Hmm.. after that meet xian yong and he was hungry!! So we went to the coffee shop that is near J.E station there and he had his dinner there.. after his dinner.. we meet zhenguang and ming guang and we headed to J.E Entertainment for KBOX.. Stayed there for 1 hour as i was meeting babe.. Hmm.. i was very hungry and tired but he was busy over his things.. i was really PC at that time and feel like walking off just like that.. but i cant as if i just walked off like that.. he will not have car key as i will carry his car key along.. really PC PC PC!!! He thought 1 and half hour to do that lor!! really PC lor.. after that reach home le watch Channel 8 lor.. Hmm.. home sweet home at 11 plus as i am having work the next day.. hmm.. update soon!!

2008-08-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

JUST THAT MOMENT~

Oh my god.. woke up at 545 this morning and went down to KOPITIAM to buy breakfast as yesterday forgot to buy breakfast for myself.. Hmm.. After that went to take cab.. Oh my god.. it is dizzling and yet there are so many ppl taking cab and CABS are really very little lor.. Make me walk up to the South View Station there and take.. some more is a very dangerous cab i ever take lor.. At actually nth happen when i took.. but after my friend was up the cab and was on the way to fetch the other friend.. the TAXI DRIVER fell asleep!! OH MY GOD!! i dun even know it until my friend told me about it lor.. so scary sia.. Hmm.. after that reach there le prepared awhile and start to give number tags.. keep on repeat " RUNNING WALKING?? RUNNING WALKING?? RUN OR WALK??".. then when gt friend disturb.. i will say.. " SORRY NO WALKING AND RUNNING.. ONLY CRAWLING AND SWIMMING.. WHICH ONE U WAN??" lolx.. had funs with him whenever we were working sia.. hehex.. Hmm.. But quite sianz as he will nt be working this saturday.. so gt no chance to see him anymore!! Hope i can get to see him soon again as it is really fun to work with him.. haha.. Same goes to others too!! YEAH.. I LOVE YOU ALL!! ESPECIALLY AUNTY QUEK!! I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT!! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!!

2008-08-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

BUSY!!!

Haha.. So busy until nva get the chance to update my blog sia.. Hmm.. Let me start off with Friday morning ba.. haha.. Hmm.. woke up at 6 to go to work at Toa Payoh Stadium.. haha.. Met my friend to go to work together.. oh my god.. that time feeling nt very well sia.. but alright la.. after that i am okie le.. hehex.. Hmm.. work until 11 and rush back to Lot 1 to change the pants for babe.. then after that went back home to bath and oh my god.. i am late for the other work!! But still alright lor becoz aunty and me took taxi to that work place.. haha.. Hmm.. reached the work place then wait for the people to come and teach me and 1 aunty to make Grasshopper.. haha.. Hmm.. i know how to do the Grasshopper using Coconut leaves lehx.. lolx.. Hmm.. leave at 5 and reach Jurong East at 5 plus.. haha.. sms babe and actually wanted to wait for him at Jurong East and ask him to bring me to Lot 1 for my cousin's celebration de.. but who knows that becoz of the rain.. and he got traffic jam on the way back home.. and i was late for my cousin's birthday celebration.. so bo bian.. i smsed babe and told him that i took MRT to Lot 1 myself.. haha.. Hmm.. went to eat Ajisen with my aunty they all and after finish, i rushed to Woodlands to meet eleanor they all to have a farewell for Steffi as she went to China today.. Hmm.. after that.. went to steffi's house and play MJ, play poker and drink Vokka.. oh my god.. only 1/2 to 3/4 cup for me and my face is RED!!! Hmm.. then babe came to steffi house awhile and we went back home.. Babe stayed here until 3 and he went back home.. haha..

Hmm.. the next day.. woke up at 12 plus and ate Macoroni.. after that ard 2 plus went to babe's house with my cousin as she wanted to prepare to go out with her "boyfriend"?? haha.. Hmm.. then at ard 6.. sent my cousin to take taxi.. after that went back to his house.. haha.. Feel really very tired as the previous day slept at very late time.. so went to his room to take a nap first.. but stomach hungry hungry lehx.. so woke up and wait until his dad tabao dinner back home lor.. haha.. after dinner.. watch tv awhile then really cannot tahan and ran to sleep.. haha.. after that went back home at 2 plus and reached home.. my energy came back again.. so went to my cousin room to online until 5... lolx.. Hmm.. then went to sleep..

The next day woke up at 12 and prepared to go to wei wen's birthday celebration.. haha.. so many ppl sia.. haha.. stayed there until 9 plus as my cousin's friends were playing MJ and i dunwan to go home early as there is no one at home.. so went off with them and went to lot 1 to have a chocolate cream while waiting for babe to come and fetch me.. haha.. Hmm.. then went to walk around Pasar Malam and headed back home with 10 otahs.. haha..

Today woke up at 730 to prepare for work at ard Raffles place.. the window gt alot of colours de.. haha.. but went to lavender station to meet aunty first as i dunno how to go.. lolx.. Hmm.. then went to the office there to drink coffee until 9 plus then went to the window that gt alot of colours de.. reach there and start work until 1130 then went back to lavender there to have lunch and went back home.. haha.. back home sleep until 6 plus.. woW!! after online update my blog!! YEAH!! online again when i gt work.. hehex.. =)

2008-08-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

UNWELL!!

Haix.. you have not been here for 10 days le.. I am feeling very unwell this few days.. no appetite to take in any food.. foods that are putting inside my mouth feel very light to me.. Heart feels depressed when no one chat with me.. feel like vomitting after taken my food.. whole body feel warm evertytime, everyday.. feel dizzy sometimes.. feel like seeing doctor i dun have money to see.. arrgghh!! What has happen to me??

Hmm.. really feel very sorry towards him because he may think that i am not understanding at all.. I am really very sorry about it.. I didnt mean to do it.. This few days.. i also dunno why.. whenever u say smth to me.. my tears will drop automatically.. I am really very sorry.. I really didnt mean to do it.. Sorry!! I know it is nt an excuse to angry with you anyhow.. but i am really sorry about it..

2008-08-20T22:40:00.001+08:00

DEEP MOOD!!!

Haix.. i dunno did i really make the right choice in the beginning!! Is it my mistake to ask for extend of staying?? I dunno.. It seems like i have make a big mistake.. I really dunno about it.. He is busy doing his things and really have no time to accomapny me.. So i really think that it is my mistake to ask for extend of staying!! Haix.. Cant ask him out.. Cant go his house and look for him!! Cant sms him.. Cant chat with him online.. Everything also cant!! So it is really wrong to extend my stay!! It is just a waste of money!! ARRGGHH!! Actually he is going to bring me out to a camera exhibition next week de.. But i think now the chance is slim le ba.. Haix.. Suan le..Forget about it ba.. Not going to put much hopes le!!

2008-08-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!

Hehex.. finally i gt time to come and update my blog.. Hmm.. let me start with friday's celebration.. Hmm.. at first wanna go to Jurong East to wait for dear dear and went to his house to wait for him to bath de.. but in the end.. i decided not to meet him.. haha.. so lied to him that i nt feeling well lor.. then ask him to go home and bath.. haha.. but actually i am already at his house waiting for him liao lor. haha.. He got shocked when he noticed that i am home.. haha.. GOD GOD GOD!! He really gt surprised from me.. haha.. YEAH!! So sorry if u really gt shock.. hehex.. Hmm.. after that went to Holland to have dinner with his friends and after dinner.. went to a park that is at Pasir Panjang to celebrate his birthday and cut cake.. haha.. After that chit chat awhile then go home liao lor.. haha..

On saturday.. oh my god!! woke up at 2 plus 3 like tt.. haha.. Too nice to sleep liao.. so bo bian.. Hmm.. after that went to bath after here we go!!! CHINATOWN!!! Went to CHINATOWN to have our dinner at Korea Restaurant with his Secondary school classmates.. haha.. Hmm.. overall the dinner is not to bad.. haha.. just that too many customers and it makes the service too lousy.. Get to know lots of his things that he had done during his Secondary life.. haha.. After that, his friends suggest to go and play bowling.. so okie lor.. went to Yishun OCC there and play bowling.. Hmm.. play until 2am and after that went to Sunshine Place to buy supper for my cousin..

On sunday.. woke up at 6am coz gt work at Boon Lay central Park.. Oh my god.. it is so tiring man.. haha.. Some more the weather is damn hot lor.. cannot tahan sia.. Hmm.. start the day off with a BRISK walk with the aunties and uncles.. haha.. chat with them while walking with them.. haha.. they are really funny man.. love them so much.. they are really cute sia.. haha.. Hmm.. finish working at ard 9 plus to 10 like that and we headed to Jurong Point for out Breakfast.. Ate Mac Breakfast and went home to take a nap while waiting for babe to finish his Pool.. haha.. He finish at ard 2 and i went down to his house and look for him.. haha.. Went back home at 11 plus and went to bed at only 1am.. haha.. Hmm.. but really had lots of fun with him during weekends lor..

Okie.. think update when i am out with friends again ba.. Anyway to those who are having their Exams this 2 weeks..

ALL THE BEST AND JIA YOU!! GOGOGO!!!

2008-08-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

LOVE YOU BABE~

Someone's birthday is coming~ Someone's birthday is coming~ Someone's birthday is coming~ haha.. He is getting older and older!! Oh my god!! Haha.. Hmm.. tml is going out with him for clebration!! Will update more when i am online.. =) Babe, love ya!!

2008-08-12T23:35:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU BABE!!!

Really love you lots man.. i really dunno how to express myself towards you!! But Really feel very happy to have you beside me.. Without you beside me.. i really dunno what am i suppose to do.. Anyway i am really sorry for my stubborness yesterday.. i am really sorry about it..

Hmm.. woke up at 12 plus as my eyes are really swollen becoz of smth the previous day.. Hmm.. after that.. thinking of going out as i dun feel like staying at home.. but i also dunno where to go lehx.. Hmm.. after that think of a place and it was Shaowei's house.. haha.. Hmm.. went to visit his mother anyway.. haha.. Hmm.. after that went to Lot 1 interchange to wait for my cousin to go Bugis.. On the way to Bugis.. had lots of craps with my cousin and her friend.. haha.. When we reached Bugis, OH MY GOD!!! HE WAS THERE ACTUALLY!! He surprised me behind my back lor!! GOD!! He still told me that he is going for a run at East Coast lor.. Haha.. In the end then i know that is m cousin smsed him the previous day.. GOD!! I didnt really know about it lor.. haha.. Went for a walk at Bugis Street and BHG.. haha.. Hmm.. okie.. update again soon.. =)

2008-08-11T21:50:00.001+08:00

I HATE IT!!

ARRGGHH!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY I JUST CANT EXTEND MY STAY IN SINGAPORE?? I WANT TO EXTEND THE STAY IN SINGAPORE!! I DUNWAN TO GO BACK THAT FAST TO FACE THEM!! ESPECIALLY MY SISTER!! I DUNWAN TO SEE HER FACE OF LOOKDOWN!! I HATE IT!! I HATE HER STAYING AT HOME!! I HATE HER SAYING ALL THOSE IRRITATING THINGS IN FRONT OF HER FRIENDS!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!! IF I HAVE THE CHOICE, I WILL NOT WANT TO STAY AT HOME WITH HER!! I WANT TO EXTEND MY STAYS IN SINGAPORE!! I REALLY WANT TO!! ARRGGHH!!! I WILL GIVE UP EVERYTHING ONCE I AM BACK IN TAIWAN!! ONCE I AM BACK~ MY EFFORTS WILL BE GONE!! I DUNWAN TO!! I REALLY DUNWAN TO!!

2008-08-11T19:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, PEH XIAN YONG!!

Hmm.. yesterday was my best buddy, Peh Xian Yong's birthday.. but he was like very upset.. why do i say this?? It all started like this.. Yesterday afternoon after i woke up.. i went to babe's house myself taking bus 67 and transfer and other bus which is bus 173 as he does not want to come and fetch me.. Hmm.. after reaching his house.. sit at the living room and watch "WAN QUAN YU LE" coz gt WANG RENFU!! Haha.. After that feeling quite tired and went to take a nap.. while taking a nap.. xian yong phoned me and ask whether i can meet him at 10 anot.. OF COURSE MY DEAR! I AM ALWAYS HERE WHENEVER YOU NEED ME!! He really seems to be very troubled yesterday.. so at 9 plus.. i quickly ask my babe to send me to lot 1 and meet him.. I ask him to go BLK 302 to meet me instead as my babe and me have not eat our dinner.. While we are having dinner.. Xian yong was there too.. listen to him while i was eating my dinner.. Hmm.. did not really give him good comments but i really want to tell him that NO MATTER WHERE I AM.. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO BE YOUR LISTENER!!

2008-08-09T02:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!

Hmm.. woke up at 12 and prepare to set off to dear's house.. Hmm.. reach his house awhile and we set off the Marina Square.. haha.. actually thinking of buying MP4 de.. but Hmm.. haha.. so in the end nva buy lor.. After that went to eat SUBWAY.. Hmm.. first time eat SUBWAY.. nt bad sia.. hehex.. after eating.. went to see NDP!! WOW!! nice nice nice!! the plane, the firework!! NICE NICE NICE!! haha.. Hmm.. watch until 8 plus then went back home.. Saw syl on the way home.. haha.. disturb him awhile then went to take bus.. reach his house at 10 and was quite tired actually lor.. haha.. went back home at 1 plus.. hehex.. Hmm.. photo upload time!!

2008-08-08T03:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13 MONTHS ANNIVERSARIES!!!

WOW!! 13 months le.. hehex.. time pass really fast sia.. Hmm.. at about 4pm, went to my tuition teacher house to ask him about the resume~ Stay there for about 1 hour plus.. after that went back home to put my laptop as i dunwan to carry my laptop here and there.. Hmm.. meet xian yong at 7pm for dinner.. haha.. had lots of chat with him once again~~ I dunno why we have so much craps to talk whenever we meet each other lor.. haha.. anyway alvin phoned me to ask if wanna watch "MONEY NOT ENOUGH II" anot.. so i phoned babe and asked lor.. haha.. OF COURSE we did watch it.. hehex.. Hmm.. so while waiting for babe, xy and me sat at the food court until 830.. but when i phoned him, he was still at Jurong East lor.. haha.. so bo bian.. i dunwan to be alone so went to xy house downstair to wait for babe.. Hmm.. on the way home, i am URGENT!!!! then quickly rush to steffi house.. haha.. so ps sia.. went there to borrow toilet!! Hmm.. after chatting with steffi and her mum awhile, walked back to xy's house there.. sitting sownstair awhile with xy and i went back to Lot 1 myself to wait for my babe.. After that.. at around 1110, we went to watch movie!! Show finished at 1 plus and babe send me back home.. i gave him a pair of JEANS as a present as it is our 13 months anniversaries!! Hmm.. okie.. going to sleep le.. coz tml is going out with babe again to watch FIREWORK!! WOW WOW WOW!!!

2008-08-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

Hmm.. today is valentine's day and it is raining the whole day!! GOD!! But i am staying at home the whole day too.. so nth big deal to me.. Haha.. ke lian and lonely right?? Bo bian.. coz babe de class is on Thursday!! haha.. Hmm.. tml is going to my tuition teacher's house to ask him smth.. hehex.. Hmm.. after that think will be going over to babe's house ba.. hehex.. Anyway National Day is coming!! haha.. YEAH YEAH YEAH!!

2008-08-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

V'DAY TOMORROW~!!!!!

Oh my god.. tml is V'day and i think i will be rotting at home ba.. haha.. He is having class tml that why i will be rotting at home lor.. Hmm.. sunday went to woodlands library with babe as he need to prepapre for his end of year examination.. hehex.. so accompany him to woodlands and i was there using my laptop cum watching youtube lor.. haha.. after that went to have dinner at Bukit Timah Road.. GOD!! THE SHOP NAME is so funny lor.. what "WEI GE CAN TING" haha.. STUPID NAME sia... Hmm.. After that headed back to his house.. haha.. went home at 12 plus.. GOD.. jna is waiting for me at home coz i nva bring my key out.. haha.. The next day lehx.. rot at home the whole day lor.. haha.. but went out with uncle and aunty to the relatives house for a sit and see baby.. haha.. The baby's eyes is DAMN BIG!! haha.. look like her father sia.. Hmm.. after went home online lor.. haha.. as for yesterday lehx.. went to orchard to meet babe at 5 plus coz he wanted to buy his things.. haha.. after buying.. dun feel like walking at orchard so went back home lor.. haha.. Hmm.. Lter going out for lunch with kor kor.. WOW WOW WOW!!! BUT HE IS STILL SLEEPING!! OH MY GOD!! HAHA..

2008-08-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HANMIN~~

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ELEANOR~~

Hmm.. went out in the afternoon to watch "The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor" with xian yong!! While waiting for him at lot 1 interchange, i saw my HONEY!! WAH!! so qiao lor.. haha.. nva ask for a meet nd we saw each other.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway i treated her a bubble tea as i nva get to treat her anything since i am back in singapore.. hehex.. Hmm.. She accompany me to wait for xian yong until 2pm and she left.. After that, went to Cinema to meet xian yong as i dunno the actual reason too.. haha.. Bought the ticket and we headed to food junction for lunch as i have nt eaten my lunch!! After finishing the lunch.. went to watch MOVIE!! WOW.. NICE NICE NICE NICE!! I CANT DENY!! IT IS REALLY NICE!! NICE UNTIL MY HEART IS PUMPING OUT.. HAHA!!! After watching.. loitter ard lot 1 for awhile and xian yong headed home while i headed to my babe house! hehex.. Hmm.. waited for him at his house and after that.. headed to Jurong east to fetch Yinci and her boy and then went to Taman Jurong for dinner with binbin and derrick, yinci and Chuan li, lastly me and my babe!! hehex.. After dinner.. actually thinking of going home de coz babe gt IPPT the next day.. but is becoz yesterday is HANMIN's 21 birthday.. so went to HANMIN house to celebrate his bday lor.. haha.. had lots of fun with binbin and yinci yesterday lor.. haha.. so happy!! Anyway going out lter to meet Jianwen for lunch later.. hehex..!!

2008-08-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF AUGUST!!!

Oh my god.. time pass really fast man!! haha.. Hmm.. already First day of august liao.. Hmm.. yesterday actually meeting kor kor de.. but becoz there is some problem between his gf and him.. so doesnt have the chance to meet him lor.. haix.. thought will be rotting at home the whole day but who knows that at about 12 plus.. binbin phoned me and asked me out for lunch.. wahahaha.. YEAH!!! FINALLY GT THE CHANCE TO MEET BINBIN lor~~~~~~ Hmm.. headed to SOUTH VIEW LRT to meet binbin and we headed to BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA~~ haha.. Hmm.. went to eat LJS for our lunch.. after that.. was sitting there for a chat.. after that.. went to lot 1 for a movie.. "MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2".. woW.. what a nice show!! NICE NICE NICE!! dun mind watch again with babe lor.. hehex.. Hmm.. after movie.. went to CCK PARK for dinner.. haha.. OH!! SAW DERRICK GOH!! haha.. god god god!! he is still so slim lor.. haha.. After that went to derrick house with binbin.. haha.. Hmm.. was there to do my resume with binbin.. Hmm.. i dunno why.. with binbin's help.. things are done really fast!! THANKS BINBIN!! LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YA!! Thanks Derrick for sending me home yesterday!! hehex.. Hmm.. Binbin asked me to stay for 1 more month to wait for the job interview.. but.. his exams are coming next month.. so i think it is nt a good idea for me to stay for 1 more month.. Hmm.. anyway going to meet XY lor.. update soon when i am free.. =)

2008-07-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

HATE~~

Haix.. after today.. i just found out that i do really hate myself alot!! Why why why why? Why u just cant do such a small things?? why do you dun even know such a simple thing? Moreover there is still examples for u to see lor yet u still dunno about it!! I AM REALLY PC OF YOU!! PC PC PC PC PC PC PC!! ARRGGHH!!!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!

2008-07-29T14:30:00.001+08:00

SERIOUS??

Hmm.. this word has been in my mind since after you made your decision~ I dunno why but it just seems like have you really made up your mind? it concerns your whole life! For me.. YES.. i have made up my mind~ I want everyone to know it! Every single one that knows me!!

2008-07-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

AJISEN~

Wow.. Went to eat ajisen with guang, eleanor, steffi, xy, mg, Hoi Kan and hubby at lot 1 last friday.. haha.. Hmm.. Had tom yam ramen.. Nt too bad actually.. but the set of ramen is decreasing lor.. haix.. gt so little things to eat sia.. so sad!! haha.. Hmm.. while waiting for the ramen.. we had lots of craps actually.. hehex.. really quite long nva meet up eleanor liao lor.. and she is still the same.. hehex.. anyway nva get the change to take pics with her as she is busy "quarrelling" with non-NYPs.. haha.. after dinner.. we went to Steffi house for MJ!! haha.. Hmm.. nva play Singapore MJ before and that makes me feel that Taiwan MJ is much more fun than Singapore MJ.. haha.. play until 11 plus and back to my aunty house with hubby.. He stay overnight here and the next day, we went to have our Breakfast cum lunch before heading to Yuxuan's house with Minyan to visit her.. haha.. Oh my god~ i think i have to Surrender liao lor.. both juniors are really OH MY GOD~ haha.. cannot tahan them sia.. after headed to his house.. haha.. saw his bro finally.. but after awhile his brother went out to meet his friends lor.. Hmm.. went home at 12 plus.. the next day woke up at9.. oh my god.. so tiring lor.. but what to do? haha.. i cant say anything coz he is more tired than me lor.. haha.. i cant complain anything if nt i will have no chance to go out walk walk liao.. haha.. Anyway going out lter to visit my tuition teacher and after that went to repair my laptop~ haha.. update soon.. =)

2008-07-24T23:50:00.001+08:00

HOUSE @ AMK CENTRAL!!

Oh my god.. i cant believe that.. am i dreaming?? am i am i am i?? i dunno.. but hopefully i am nt dreaming okie?? PLEASE~ I WANT A GOOD REPLY FROM YOU 4-6 WEEKS LATER!! THANKS~ I WILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND THANKS YOU ALOT DE!! haha.. But still have to wait for that long very sianz lehx.. haha.. some more it is far from TOH TUCK lor.. ARRGGHH!!! my life!! haha.. =xXx

2008-07-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

A PIECE OF PAPER!!

Hmm.. we are so close with each other that we told each other everything without any secrets.. it seems like we just short of a piece of paper between us.. i know that actually you wanted that piece of paper too.. lets work hard together to have that piece of paper okie?? Let's promise each other that no matter what happen.. we must get that piece of paper together.. =)

2008-07-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK~~

GUYS~ I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE~ THINK BY NOW YOU GUYS HAVE MY HANDPHONE NUMBER LE RIGHT?? HEHEX.. ANYWAY.. FOR THOSE THAT DO NT HAVE.. PLEASE COME MSN AND TELL ME~ I WILL LET U KNOW MY NUMBER~

2008-07-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

2 MORE DAYS~!!!

WAH~ i cant believe that i am going back in 2 days time.. haha.. Hmm.. just now went to have dinner with my ex- colleagues.. hehex.. had much chats with them.. hehex.. oh my god.. i cant believe that even though i am nt working with them le but i can still chat with them sia.. haha.. i am so happy.. Hmm.. actually thinking of continue our chats de.. but the shop is closing at 10 and also 1 of my ex colleague went for class.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway.. GUYS~ LOOK OUT FOR MY SMS~ WHEN U RECEIVE MY SMS, THAT MEANS I GT A NEW NUMBER~ JIO ME OUT WHEN YOU ARE FREE~ HEHEX..

2008-07-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

PAIN~!!!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!! IT IS REALLY PAIN~!! REALLY CANNOT TAHAN SIA.. IT REALLY MAKE ME PAIN~~ PAIN UNTIL CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT!! ARRGGHH!!! but the glad thing is that it pains before i am going back to singapore.. so forget it ba.. hehex.. if it pains on the day i am back in singapore.. i think i SIANZ 1/2 liao lor.. haha.. Hmm.. u guys dun get it?? haha.. nvm.. i knew it can le.. hehex.. =xXx

Haix.. my parents keep on ask me to treat my sister better.. okie.. i try.. when she ask me for money to sponsor her for anything.. okie i did if i have the money.. but in the end all this effort is just NOTHING!!! TO HER~!! SHE JUST THINK THAT I AM NOTHING TO HER!! SHE JUST TREAT ME AS NOTHING!! IF IT IS LIKE THAT.. THEN WHAT FOR I TREAT HER SO GOOD?? WHAT FOR I SPONSOR HER MONEY TO LET HER DO WHATEVER THING SHE WANTS TO DO?? WHAT FOR WHAT FOR WHAT FOR?? TREAT HER GOOD AND THE ONLY THING I GOT BACK FROM HER IS JUST A "F***" FROM HER!!! SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS THE BEST!! SHE JUST FEEL THAT I AM NOTHING!! I AM JUST A NOBODY IN HER EYES!! IF SHE REALLY THINKS THIS WAY.. THEN WHAT FOR ASK ME FOR MONEY TO SPONSOR HER?? WHAT FOR?? I AM GOING TO REMEMBER IT AND I WILL NVA FORGET WHAT YOU TREAT ME AS!! I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT IT!! STILL SAY WITH THIS KIND OF CHARACTER AND ATTITUDE~ NO GUYS WILL WANT!! ARRGGHH~~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO HURT ME UNTIL SO DEEPLY~~ DO YOU REALLY NEED TO DO UNTIL SO CRUEL?? DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO DO YOU NEED TO???

I am really very sad!! BUT who can i talk to?? NOONE!! i cant disturb him now.. i cant i cant i really cant!! He is rushing for his reports nowadays!! He is really busy nowadays!! I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! I CANT!! HAIX!!

2008-07-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

7-11!!

Wow.. come and update my blog on the 7-11 day.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm.. anyway FINALLY MY MOTHER NOTICE MY HAIR.. HAHA.. FINALLY MY MOTER NOTICE THAT I HAVE HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR~~ HAHA.. after 21 days.. she finally notice it.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway 1 more week 1 more week!! GUYS.. 1 MORE WEEK AND WILL SEE ME~!!! HAHA.. EXCITED?? YES I AM~!! FEEL SO EXCITED TO MEET U GUYS SIA. BUT.. I HAVE TO APOLOGISE TO ALL OF YOU.. COZ I AM BOOK FROM FRIDAY NIGHT TILL THE WHOLE DAY OF SUNDAY!! HAHA.. SO IF YOU WANT TO BOOK ME... I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME AND BOOK ME FROM MONDAY ONWARDS.. hehex.. YOU GUYS CAN LEAVE A TAG OR LEAVE A MSG TO LET ME KNOW I AM BEEN BOOK BY YOU!!

Hmm.. anyway haben see him for quite a long time liao.. haix.. saw him last sunday and i nva get to see him again.. haix.. sianz sia.. have to wait until next friday then can get the chance to see him again.. sobx sobx~!!!

2008-07-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY~~!!!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.. I HAD NOT BLOG FOR SUCH A LONG PERIOD OF TIME~~ Hmm.. anyway guys~~ for your information.. i am going back to singapore next friday.. HURRAY~~ anyone want to meet me?? come come come.. jio me now.. book me now.. leave a tag in my blog and i will know it.. haha.. Hmm.. who i wanna meet ar?? alot alot alot of them lehx.. my classmates... the 4E mates.. my BUDDIES~~ alot alot lor.. i cant list all of them out.. but but but.. those who come and view my blog.. please help me to pass the MSG down~~ I AM STEPPING INTO SINGAPORE NEXT FRIDAY.. (18 JULY 2008)... SO SO SO SO SO~~ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~~ DUN LEAVE ME ALONE WHEN I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! I WANT TO MEET YOU GUYS~~ OKIE?? hehex..

Hmm.. anyway time really pass very fast.. on the (dd/mm/yy) 08/07/07.. we started our journey.. and today is that day.. Hmm.. feel abit sad coz i cant celebrate that 1 yr anniversary with him.. haix.. actually thinking of going back on sunday de.. but i am only going back for 1 month.. and if went back on the 06/07/08.. i have to be back in taiwan on the dd/08/08 liao.. haix.. and his bday is on the 15/08 so i have to give up 1 celebration with him as my dad dunwan to let me stay there for too long.. ARRGGHH~~ i want to celebrate both de lor.. but why why why.. why is it that the air ticket is so expensive~~ sobx sobx!! so i have to give up the 1 yr anniversary celebration lor.. haix haix haix.. some more thought he will sms me after he finish bathing..but NO.. THERE IS NO MSG FROM HIM~~ okie.. nvm.. think he is too tired liao coz he was having lesson yesterday.. so forgive him.. but thought today he will sms when he nva see me online but NOPE~~ HE DIDNT ALSO~~ he will do it everytime de.. but this time round.. there isnt.. there is none of it.. haix.. suan liao.. when together for a period of time.. he will totally forget about it de.. haix.. FATE~~~

2008-06-29T00:41:00.007+08:00

2 WEEKS RESERVIST = 2 WEEKS OF MISSING YOU

Hi guys & gals,

It's me again.

Today is my second time writing in my Dear's blog.

Let me start with my 2 weeks back in Reservist Life in Khatib Camp. My life in camp was boring for that 2 weeks because I can't webcam n see her online.

I reported back to Khatib Camp on the Monday before last week on 8am, did the in-processing procedure, n then have some catching up with my army friends in the canteen n went to the E-mart to purchase some items for this training & a field chair use for my heli flying. Some of my friends even joked that this chair can be used when going out wif gf for their shopping! haha. Next, we gathered in the auditorium for my Commanding Officer's opening speech bla bla bla & his expectations for this In-Camp Training. Next my Regimental & Battery Sergeant Majors begans to talk on the acceptable hairstyles, no rings, no braclets, no earings bla bla bla again. Both of them touched the briefing on the dress code from head to toe. Almost fell asleep.

The next day, wake up 6am to consume our breakfast before heading to Kranji Camp to take over the Singapore Self Propelled Howitzer Guns & some stores from the NSF battalion from 21st Singapore Artillery. A lot of waiting time was wasted in the camp. Coz all the officers went for meeting, so we spent our time dozing off in the garage. haha. At the end of the day, went back to Khatib Camp to consume our dinner before to bed.

On Wed morning, we went to Kranji Camp & took our SSPH to the training ground behind the camp for familiarization course of the Guns. Did some driving around the circuit while some waited at the training shed for their turn to drive. When the sky turned darks, we headed back to Khatib Camp again. We had an early night because we got to take IPPT the next morning.

On Thurs morning, after breakfast, everyone was eagered & ready for the IPPT. I was determined to clear my IPPT coz I had not clear my IPPT in this year's window, so can use this opportunity to clear it. We headed to the centre for our 4 static stations before heading to the track to commerce on the 2.4km run. As we was lining up at the start line for the flag off, the Cat 1 siren went off, n everybody was ushered back to the podium. In my mind, I wanted to finish this test because I was already 3/4 done wif my test already. If the run was not completed, the whole test was considered uncompleted n I have to repeat the whole test again before my birthday in Maju Camp just because of the bad weather. Nevertheless, we waited for abt half an hour b4 the the sky clears & we were able to finish up our test. The good news was I passed my IPPT but the bad news was I was 8 secs away from the Sliver award!! $100 just flew away because of the 8 secs late.............sianz............Not enough training, must train harder!

The actual outfield exercise started from the following Monday to Wednesday. The weather was hot n dusty in Sungei Gedong Training area. My friend still said he read the newspaper & it claimed thunderstorm in the next 3 days, but no rain at all lor! Also no toilet to bath n relieve ourselves for that 3 days, so have to 'ren'. Nothing much to comment on the 3 days training coz these are the basic skills & drills we did while we were actived back in the NSF time. But something strange happened on the 1st night. At ard 10.30, most of us were preparing to sleep while a few bunch of us were talking behind our guns. Suddenly, we heard something or somebody screaming 'ah....ah......ah....ah', not the sound of crows but high pitched sound, it was veri sharp n sounded like a call in distress. This lasted for ard 10 secs. We were shocked coz we thought an accident had happened, so we looked in the direction of the sound n expected the medics to run over if an accident really took place. But noone from the HQ side noticed it. Anyway we were already shacked & thought of nothing n went to sleep.

After the whole exercise then we managed to chat abt the werid sound that we heard while in Sungei Gedong. Only our battery guys heard the sound that night, some said it was an animal, some said it was a bird, some said it was that thing. For me, I did not saw anything, so I dismissed it as an animal.

We started to doing cleaning & maintenance of the SSPH on Thurday before handing over them back to the 21st SA Battalion, then I realised I had lost some stores. It could be lost during the outfield exercise coz it was dark during the night. I have to choice but to sign 1206 & paid for that lost items. A standard procedure for SAF. Luckily that items cost less than 10 bucks.

Managed to out-process on Fri n went back home to unpack my stuffs n got to see my Dear online before I go to bed after a tiring 2 weeks training.

That's all for my In-Camp Training folks!

2008-06-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

阿杜- 天天看到你

一開始就誤會

關於妳的倔強和不妥協

一離開就後悔

因為妳愛的很堅決

我被纏在一些傻問題

譬如說用什麼愛妳

如果我就這樣離去

我的心會碎的像玻璃

天天看到妳卻產生了距離

愛越熱心越冷的關係

也許這是我不夠勇氣

去解開妳防衛的外衣

天天看到妳是習慣和必須

不可能的可能我擔心面對分離

Oh~ 我才知道自己有多愛妳

一開始就誤會

關於妳的倔強和不妥協

一離開就後悔

因為妳愛的很堅決

我被纏在一些傻問題

譬如說用什麼愛妳

如果我就這樣離去

我的心會碎的像玻璃

天天看到妳卻產生了距離

愛越熱心越冷的關係

也許這是我不夠勇氣

去解開妳防衛的外衣

天天看到妳是習慣和必須

不可能的可能我擔心面對分離

Oh~ 我才知道自己有多愛妳

天天看到妳卻產生了距離

愛越熱心越冷的關係

也許這是我不夠勇氣去解開妳防衛的外衣

天天看到妳是習慣和必須

不可能的可能我擔心面對分離

Oh~ 我才知道自己有多愛妳

2008-06-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

WHY??

Haix.. i thought i can joke with u after so many days but ur reply to me is so hurting.. i am just kindding with u yet u told me that u dunwan to talk to me liao.. haix.. when u told me that u are booking out during friday night.. i am really very happy as i have nt been chatting with u for 5 days and i thought i can joke with u.. but it is totally different from what i am thinking.. u seems to be angry when i am kidding with u.. haix.. what am i suppose to do?? what should i do?? i dunno what to do!!=(

2008-06-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

SHORT HAIR~~!!!!

Oh my god.. i am back from the salon.. went to cut hair at 1030 and i am back home at 330.. haha.. thought i can be home at 1 plus sia.. but in the end i am back at 330.. lolx.. hmm.. i love my new hairstyle.. hehex.. i really love it.. Hmm.. i even highlight it sia.. but i still wondering how come my mother nva notice it yet my cousin notice it.. haha.. i love this type of short hair coz i no need to tie my hair.. haha.. lolx.. there is another reason for why i will like to cut short hair but i think only HE will know why i wan to cut short hair ba.. right?? haha.. hmm.. okie la.. if i took a nicer pic of myself.. i will upload it de okie?? hehex.. i will try my best to upload as soon as possible.. =) and and and.. YES.. HE IS BOOKING OUT TODAY.. WOW WOW WOW~!!!! HAPPY HAPPY~~~~~~~~~ FINALLY CAN CHAT WTH HIM DURING WEEKENDS LOR~~ WOW WOW WOW~!!!!

2008-06-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

DECISION!!!

Hmm.. decided to cut short my hair after 10 yrs.. Hmm.. i habe nt cut short my hair for 10 yrs plus i think.. haha.. but i dunno how come i have that courage to cut it sia.. i am so afraid that it will look old after i cut it.. oh my god oh my god.. ask alot of ppl about it.. haha.. and also told him that i wan to cut hair.. but also mention that i am afraid it may look all after i have cut it.. but.. he ask me nt to be afraid.. he said he will sure support me de.. so i made my decision~~ went to book the appointment.. haha.. tml 1030 my long hair will be come to an end and short hair will start its story.. haha.. well.. hope that i will have a happy starting for my short hair journey~!!

2008-06-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

林宥嘉- 伯樂

愛你的那一個傷你的那一個

誰才是你愛情中的伯樂

放棄了這一個然後等待著下一個

最後哪一個讓你最捨不得

感謝不能讓別人來說

你給過我的他們是做不到的

那時候的幸福是真的

雖然過去了我們也都經歷了

釋懷教育著仇恨和平勸著天下人

故事發生便住下了不管好的壞的

你讓我成長了就算是痛得值得 Woo

愛你的那一個傷你的那一個

誰才是你愛情中的伯樂

放棄了這一個然後等待著下一個

一個個過客過得快不快樂

Hey Woo

愛你的那一個傷你的那一個

誰才是你愛情中的伯樂

放棄了這一個然後等待著下一個

別太多過客祝你早日快樂

離開時別忘了看看眼前的人

流淚記住了還是微笑祝福著

2008-06-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

FED UP!!!

oh my god oh my god!! i just cant believe it.. i just feel so shame to have this kind of girl in this world.. after looking her blog.. i just have a word to describe her.. and that is "B***H".. that guy treats u so well and yet u just told him that you fall in love with the other guy and hope to be single!! HOW CAN YOU?? HOW CAN YOU HOW CAN YOU?? i just feel so shame.. if u think that the guy that u knew it after de is better than your husband.. then why u still ROM with ur husband?? why u must you go and hurt ur husband's feeling.. I think he is just wasting his time to give u so much love, care and concern towards u lor.. i think u are just nt suitable to receive any love, care and concern from any of the guy lor.. u will just ruin their love, care and concern towards u.. YOU DUN FIT TO RECEIVE IT!! YOU DUN FIT YOU DUN FIT!! YES, I SAY YOU DUN FIT TO RECEIVE IT!!

2008-06-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

劉德華- 再說一次我愛妳

記得那天妳坐在我的面前

妳的意願很明顯等我的表現

我說改天等我有足夠時間

我一定給妳一次完美愛情的宣言

多想抓緊每一瞬間

只怕故事已是昨天

才明白忽略是我最大的缺陷

我真的好想再說一次我愛妳

我願意放棄所有一切只為換回妳

如果時間能夠為妳而倒流

真的好想牽著妳的雙手

再說一次我愛妳

回憶已經沒有你在我面前

看什麼也會感到厭倦我閉上雙眼

多想兩個人蓋一張被

一同刷牙一同洗臉

才明白錯把機會借給了明天

我真的好想再說一次我愛妳

我願意放棄所有一切只為換回妳

逃避原來不是面對的道理

看清自己種下的可惜

重複後悔的延續

OH~oh~我真的好想在說一次我愛妳

我願意放棄所有一切只為換回妳

如果世界能夠為妳而倒流

Oh~真的好想牽著妳的雙手再說一次我..愛..妳

2008-06-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

MESSY!!!

Haix.. why why why?? why do couples married and divorce?? If like that, then why do them want to get marry at the first place?? Haix.. if before married the couples know that they will always quarrel, then wad for still get married?? Haix.. this kind of things will make me think twice if i should get married anot.. if before married or while we are together, we will quarrel, i think i will give up this relationship as once we get married.. the relationship will surly crack until very easily de.. haix.. i dun hope this kind of things to happen on me.. if we really keep on quarrel.. i think i might as well give up this relationship straight as i dunwan to have a word "divorce" to follow me in my life... so girls and guys.. please please please consider very hardly before you want to get married.. please think that if you really want to spend your life with the partner you are having now!! PLEASE DO CONSIDER!!

2008-06-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

ANNOYED!!

ARRGGHHH!! SOMETHING IS TROUBLING ME!! I FEEL SO ANNOYED!! WHY WHY WHY.. WHY IS IT LIKE THAT.. JUNE IS REALLY NT MY MONTH!! EVERYTHING IS NT THAT SMOOTH!! I JUST HATE IT I JUST HATE IT!! YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!! I DUNNO!! ARRGGHHH!! HAIX.. BECOZ OF YOUR LAST PAPER AND YOU CANT ONLINE!! SOMETIMES I AM REALLY VERY ANNOYED, BUT YOU ARE JUST BUSY!! I DONT DARE TO DISTURB YOU!! I AM AFRAID THAT BECOZ OF ME, YOU CANT CONCENTRATE.. I DUN DARE TO SAY ANYTHING TO YOU!! I DUN DARE I DUN DARE I JUST DUN DARE!! I REALLY FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY WHEN I SEE YOU ONLINE.. I REALLY FEEL LIKE PRETEND THERE IS NTH HAPPEN WHEN I AM CHATTING WITH YOU!! BUT I JUST CANT HIDE IT FROM YOU!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY THEY ARE SO UNREASONABLE?? WHY IS IT THAT BECAUSE OF "HIS" WORDS AND YOU ALL CHANGE YOUR MIND SO FAST?? SOMETIMES WHEN WE ARE THINKING OF TALKING NICE TO BOTH OF YOU.. YOU WILL START ALL YOUR BAD WORDS OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH!! YOU WILL START TO BLAME US!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT?? WE ARE FAMILY.. AND YET BECAUSE OF AN OUTSIDER, YOU ALL CHANGE YOUR MIND.. JUST LIKE YESTERDAY, MEI MEI TOLD YOU ABOUT THE STUDY THING AND U ALL PROMISE TO LET HER GO TO HER FRIEND THERE TO STAY WHILE STUDYING.. BUT TODAY WHEN U ASK THAT OUTSIDER TO OUR HOUSE, AND HE IS TALKING ABOUT HIS DAUGHTERS, YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND IMMEDIATELY?? IS HE YOUR CHILD OR WE ARE YOUR CHILD?? YOUR MOUTH KEEP ON SAY STUDY IS FOR OUR OWN GOOD!! BUT IN THE END YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DESTROY IT!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!! YOU ARE JUST SO UNREASONABLE!!!

2008-06-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

AGREE!!

I dunno whether my dad says de is it true?? i dunno if he is just joking with me again anot.. but.. he says that he will let me go back.. he says that he will let me go back with my aunty during JULY.. i hope that what he says is true.. i dun like him to lie to me.. i hate it when he lies to me.. i really want to go back very much.. i want to meet him.. i want to meet my friends.. i want to meet everyone i know.. everyone i am close with.. every single one.. really~!! Guys and girls.. if i really got the chance to go back.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DUN EVER FORGET ABOTUT ME~!! I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR CALLS OR SMS TO JIO ME OUT!!! =)

2008-05-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

品冠&戴佩妮- 半生熟

(女)你總是靦腆用幽默語言填滿我心裡的小缺陷
(女)灌溉滿座花園讓我住裡面對你我怎麼可能心不在焉
(男)你總是淘氣用微笑雙眼照亮我生活每個陰天
(男)編織整片屋簷讓我躲裡面對你我沒有抱怨

(女)我為你泡的咖啡額外加了甜
(合)趕走夜的暈眩
(男)我為你準備一整年的喜悅
(合)一步一個腳印讓幸福實現

(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我零時差的擁有
(男)點燃溫柔
(女)讓孤單解凍
(合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留

(合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲無條件的邂逅
(男)愛到現在
(女)剛好半生熟
(合)投遞著微妙的感動

(女)我為你泡的咖啡額外加了甜
(合)趕走夜的暈眩
(男)我為你準備一整年的喜悅
(合)一步一個腳印讓幸福實現

(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我零時差的擁有
(男)點燃溫柔
(女)讓孤單解凍
(合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留

(合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲無條件的邂逅
(男)愛到現在
(女)剛好半生熟
(合)投遞著微妙的感動

(合)我喜歡你卻又偏偏喜歡我零時差的擁有
(男)點燃溫柔
(女)讓孤單解凍
(合)小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留

(合)我喜歡追你卻偏偏喜歡躲無條件的邂逅
(男)愛到現在
(女)剛好半生熟
(合)投遞著微妙的感動

(男)愛到現在
(女)剛好半生熟
(合)投遞著微妙的感動

2008-05-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

MISS!!

I miss you.. i miss u.. i really miss you alot!! How i wish to hear ur voice.. i miss ur voice badly.. Everyday i have to pretend that nth happened in front of my parents but actually my heart hurts alot.. when it is time to sleep.. my tears drop automatically.. your words are always repeating in my mind every night.. It really hurt me alot.. after that night.. i am always thinking if i should go back there anot.. should i go back or should i just stay in taiwan?? I am really thinking of this.. If i go back.. how am i going to face u?? all becoz of them.. if they let me choose.. this thing will nt have happen.. if they let me choose.. u will nt ask me this kind of questions!! =(

2008-05-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

FORGIVE!!

Actually i have already forgive you.. but i just cant forgive myself.. i just feel that i dunno how to explain all the things to you.. i really dunno.. i know you care about me alot.. i know it.. but i just dunno how to chat.. i am really afraid that you will ask this kind of questions one day again.. i am really very afraid about it.. last time.. u asked me before.. that time i already told you that i dun like to answer this kind of questions.. and you promised me that u will nt ask me again.. but yet u asked it again on wednesday.. my heart went mood down after you asked it.. my tears come down straight after you asked me about it.. at that time.. i really feel like logging off my MSN.. i really feel like running away from the question.. but i cant.. becoz u say u will get angry if i dun tell u.. but if i tell u.. u will nt get angry.. i am so afraid that u will get angry and at the same time.. i really dunno how to tell you about it.. i also dunno how to explain the difficulties i am facing now.. it is really difficult for me to explain to others.. as the same time, i also dunno how to explain it to myself also.. haix.. no appetite to eat.. no appetite to eat.. really no appetite to eat this 2 days!!!

2008-05-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

MOOD DOWN!!

After what happen yesterday night.. the whole day i am really mood down.. i really dun feel like chatting with anyone in my family.. just feel like locking up in myself in the room.. dun feel like talking to anyone.. i just hate it.. I JUST HATE MYSELF!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY AM I SO USELESS?? WHY MUST I MAKE HIM WORRY ABOUT ME!! WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAY.. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF THE HANDPHONE!! I JUST FEEL LIKE SHUTTING OFF MYSELF!! SHUTTING OF MY MIND SO THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE SETTLE!! THEY WILL HAVE NO WORRIES ABOUT ME!! I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU LAI YUNRU!! I JUST HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOOD DOWN UNTIL I DUN FEEL LIKE TAKING ANYTHING IN!! I JUST DUNWAN TO TAKE ANYTHING IN!! JUST NTH!!

2008-05-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

FIREWORKS!!

Oh my god.. yesterday went out with my cousin and aunty for dinner.. hehex.. we had SPICY STEAMBOAT at KAOXIONG.. haha.. Hmm.. on the way home.. we saw firework sia.. oh my god oh my god!! haha.. Hmm.. oh yeah!! Taiwan change lor... 520 that day.. taiwan finally change lor.. wahaha.. let's pray that taiwan will become a better country in the future.. =)

2008-05-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

郭靜- 百分百

牽著手買的白色的T-shirt

像約定什麼都要一起了

情人節唱歌跨年看煙火都黏著

第一次為你慶生還記得

你微笑把燭光吹滅了

你許的願望讓我落淚了

每個祈禱都為我

喜歡靠在你胸口

就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和

你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空

你的愛讓我想作更多的夢

因為有你讓夢想都結成蘋果

喜歡你握著我手

就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂

你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋

真的愛不用偽裝不用強求

很輕鬆就會懂愛的人看著我想什麼

第一次為你慶生還記得

你微笑把燭光吹滅了

你許的願望讓我落淚了每個祈禱都為我

喜歡靠在你胸口

就像躺在棉花田那麼暖和

你的耳語彷彿風和雲朵帶我飄向天空

你的愛讓我想作更多的夢

因為有你讓夢想都結成蘋果

喜歡你握著我手

就像合吃棉花糖那麼快樂

你的呵護讓我像個孩子無拘無束的瘋

真的愛不用偽裝不用強求

很輕鬆就會懂愛的人看著我想什麼

很輕鬆就會懂愛的人看著我想什麼

2008-05-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, LAI YUNRU!!!

Haha.. hmm.. i will like to thanks...
Zhenguang
Eleanor
Jia Sheng
Edith
Lingli
Shubin
Joanna(cousin)
Ah Hao Kor kor
Relatives & of course lastly
MY BELOVED HUBBY!!

Hmm.. went to my aunty house for celebration.. haha.. just feel abit sad as i cant celebrate my birthday with my friends and hubby in singapore!! But.. nvm.. the day will come soon de.. hehex.. hmm.. but actually is play Mahjong more la.. haha.. Hmm.. during my birthday.. i won $34.. Hmm.. yesterday went out to eat Japanese food.. haha.. my 2nd uncle treat de.. woW.. cool.. Hmm.. after that went to his house again to play Mahjong.. haha.. Hmm.. this time round.. i won $88 nearly $100 sia... haha.. Hmm.. play also play until this tuesday and wont be able to play liao lor.. coz cousin is going back to singapore soon le.. wahaha!!

2008-05-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

SPECIAL EDITION!!!!!

Hi guys & gals,

If u think today's blog writing style is different from usual, dun worry, u r not in the wrong blog. It is just a different person writing the blog today. Anyway u will find out who i am in a moment.

hmmm, frankly speaking, I've never written a diary before, let alone a blog.

Well, let me start with the 1st few seconds into 15th May. Already past my sleeping time, but have to wait until my clock turned into 00.00hrs, to wish that special person of my life, Happy Birthday.

The moment she answered my call, i was greeted by MJ noise, anyway I started singing the Happy Birthday song to her, she seems more interested in the MJ game than listening to my singing though........sad, hahaha, We spoke on the phone for a while before I went to sleep coz got to work in the morning.

Had a meeting in the whole morning, which started since Monday. It was a full 3.5 days meeting with my VP & all the big bosses from USA. So stress! I'm the youngest in the meeting room btw. The meeting was on how to improve the company efficiency & effectiveness. I was asked to attend the meeting by my AVP to get more exposure & experience. It was also an eye opening to me, coz managed to see how those big shots holds meeting & how they plan. Phew finally it was over man! Well , not all, just the meetings only. I still have to do follow up actions from that meeting to ensure every planned items will be carried out, & present to my VP in powerpoint next week.

Only after the meeting then I can whipped out my hp n msg my gal & asked her whether my singing nice anot? Not nice she also must say nice coz I'm the one singing to her! hahaha, no la, her answer was she liked it very much. hehe.

After reaching home, normally on Thurs, I will go to the fitness corner near my house to do some exercises, but din went coz today is her special day, so stayed in front of my comp wanted to webcam her, who knows she tell me she's going to play MJ, again! haha, sad again rite? haha, no la, her nephew wanted to use the comp, so she said she go n play MJ, EXCUSES LA!!!!!!!!! hahahaha :P

Anyway she won $34, coincidentally which is also my block number......hehehe. Maybe can asked her to treat u guys ..................................................................................................................................
..............................................................................................Oppps, forgot to tell u guys it is in NT$.

Ok, enough writing for the day, I dun want to end up getting 'K' by u guys on the street.................

haha

2008-05-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

LONG LONG LONG!!

Haha.. so long nva update my blog de.. i think u guys miss me too right?? hehex.. hmm.. dun worry.. i am fine.. hehex.. Hmm.. since after my cousin's friends went back to singapore, I nva get to step out of the house again.. haha.. and also.. this few days i really dunno how to explain!! sometimes u treat me very good.. but when there is problem.. ur attitude towards me change 180 degrees!! haix haix haix.. Hmm.. this few days my cousin is like addicted to MJ.. haha.. ask me must go down to my aunty hous to play MJ.. actually yesterday wanna play de.. but all becoz of my nierce.. ARRGGGHHHH!! make me stay there for dunno wad sia.. haha.. hmm.. some more someone still becoz i nva answer the phone then "angry" with me sia.. make me feel so sad about it sia.. sobx sobx!! Hmm.. today going down to my aunty house again as my cousin ask me to go down.. haha.. so i have to listen to her.. this cousin i seldom talk to her de.. and our relationship is just so so only.. so hopefully i hope that we can gain some relationship between both of us.. =) Jia you jia you!! and i cant believe that she knows my birthday actually.. so surprise!! haha..

2008-05-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

305 DAYS ANNIVERSARY!!

Hmm.. HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY HUBBY!! Hehex.. But.. HAIZ!! this time round is nt like last time liao.. last time there was calls from you!! But after u told me the bill of your hp, it does not happen againand it will nt happen again!!!! Haix.. since like that.. then i think HP also on for nth de since it will nt ring!! =(

2008-05-02T12:45:00.001+08:00

SORRY SORRY SORRY!!

Sorry hubby.. i am sorry.. but after u say all those things to me.. i am really very disappointed..i am really very sad.. u sounded really serious when u are talking with me that time yet i still keep quiet.. i know that time u are angry with me after u talked to me.. i know it i know it.. i am really very sorry about it.. after u said all those things to me.. tears are coming out very fast.. i really dunno how to explain to you about the difficulties i am facing here.. i really hope you understand.. i really do.. i am really sorry about the things i have done tt time.. i am really very sorry!!

2008-04-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

Gao Xiong Trip!!!

Hmm.. went to gao xiong with my aunty.. sister.. cousin and his friends yesterday.. my aunty, cousin and his friends went to gao xiong first and i am waiting for my sister to be back home from school.. After she came back.. we set off and went to take train.. Hmm.. after that.. went to take MRT.. Hmm.. it is my first time to take the MRT sia.. but is the same as Singapore de lor.. nt much different.. is just that in singapore we use Ez-link card and in taiwan.. when we took only a short distance.. we use tokken de.. but there is Ez-link card to use also la.. hehex.. Hmm.. i will upload the tokken when i gt time.. hehex.. Hmm.. after reaching Gao Xiong.. called my cousin and he told me that he is playing in a shopping mall.. So i went to that shopping mall to look for him... but i have been walking ard the whole floor but i just cant see him.. so i phoned him again to confirm the place of him.. but he still tell me that he is at SOGO shopping mall.. ARRGGHHH!!! i cannt tahan man.. so i went to pacific shopping mall to look for him... HUMPH!! i knew it.. He is at pacific shopping mall instead of SOGO shopping mall... after that.. went to have dinner for half an hour and we started our shopping.. haha.. Hmm.. nva bought anything there.. hmm.. after that went to "Ai He" to find my aunty.. haha.. Hmm.. after that we took ship to tour ard the river.. haha.. okie la.. nth much to see lor.. hmm.. after that went to "Liu He Ye Shi".. haha.. bought a shirt there.. after that took the last train back home.. hehex.. hmm.. on the way home.. my cousin is full of nonsense man.. haha.. of course after that is home sweet home.. hehex..

2008-04-30T16:45:00.000+08:00

PINEAPPLE!!

Hmm... so long nva come and update my blog le.. Hmm.. went out since friday till yesterday.. friday went to tai zhong with my aunty, cousin and his friends.. Hmm.. took 215pm de bus and reached tai zhong at 515.. oh my god.. 515 515 515.. haha... hmm.. then went to the hotel that my cousin is going to stay over during night time to put things.. after that went to "ye shi" to eat while walking ard.. haha.. after that aunty de friend came and we continue to walk for awhile.. bought 2 shirts for myself during the walk.. haha.. after that my cousin and his friends continue to shop and my aunty and i went over to her friends house to stay overnight.. oh my god.. i am so so so tired but cant sleep well.. hehex.. someone should know why.. the next day morning arrgghh.... wash teeth until half way no water... sianz.. haha.. then bo bian nva wash face and quickly went to the hotel there and wash my face.. haha.. after that stay there awhile and home sweet home..

After home sweet home.. we are going to continue our journey again.. haha.. this time we are going to ah li shan.. Hmm.. went to my aunty house at 9 plus to 10 like that and of course from 10 to 1 plus.. my parents and my aunties were dry swimming.. haha.. while the kids are playing Wii and use computer.. hehex.. Hmm.. started our journey at 140.. while we are on the car.. my cousin and his friends are just like mad people.. keep on talk nonsense.. haha.. hmm.. after that ard 2 plus we went a stop for a rest.. haha.. can only say my cousin and his friends are very hyper.. haha.. but after that.. i think all of them are tired.. haha.. hmmm... awhile later.. all fall asleep sia.. haha.. lolx.. Hmm. at 444.. we reach ah li shan.. but the ticketseller told us that the train has gone at 440.. and when we heard this.. we were like OH MY GOD!! so in the end my dad drive up to the mountain lor.. haha.. luckily we didnt miss anything.. haha.. hmm.. after that went back to ah li shan again.. but this time i nva went to walk with them becoz i am really too tired le so i sleep on the car with my parents.. haha.. at ard 9 plus.. my cousin and his friends come and shake the car... xia si wo le.. i thought wad happen sia.. haha.. Hmm.. after that when to buy lunch to eat.. haha.. Hmm.. on the way back to our car.. my cousin de friend and i met a seller and he told us that we must drink the drink so that we can be tian mi mi forever and i was like =.=''' haha.. i feel like telling that uncle "HELLO, WE ARE NOT COUPLE.. MY BOYFRIEND IS AT SINGAPORE.. haha.. but in the end i nva say la.. if nt later the uncle feel ps.. haha.. Hmm.. of course after that HOME SWEET HOME again!!

2008-04-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU!!!

DO YOUR KNOW SOMETIMES I REALLY HATE YOU ALOT?? DO U KNOW DO U KNOW DO U KNOW?? UR WORDS HURT ME ALOT WHEN UR MOOD IS DOWN?? DO U REALLY MEAN IT?? DO U DO U DO U?? ARRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-04-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

STRAWBERRY!!!

Hmm... haha.. bcoz someone say i nva update my blog yesterday so i came and update now.. Hmm.. yesterday my aunty and my cousin came to tw with my cousin de friend.. so went over to my 2nd aunty house for dinner.. then after that went out to night shopping with my cousin they all then i bought a short pant as some of my pants are too lossen.. haha.. hmm.. after that then we walked back to my aunty house!!! oh my god.. haha.. so dark okie?? but lucky gt 4 guys to protect me la.. haha... if nt i dunn how am i going to go back man!! Hmm.. reach my aunty house liao then watch tV lor.. haha.. watch until 12 then go home.. hehex.

As for today.. hmm.. stay at home the whole day.. haha.. oh my god.. it is rainning!! so COOLING!! haha.. finally finally finally!! Hmm.. actually also nth to do lor.. just that yesterday dunno wad happen.. feel like smsing him.. so sms him abt 5 pages of wad i wanna tell him lor.. hehex.. yup.. please tell me if i really did smth too over okie..?? =) Love ya!!

2008-04-24T16:10:00.000+08:00

羅志祥- 當我們宅一塊

愛過來　當我們宅一塊

就算沒有豪宅喔屋屋屋屋　滿滿愛

親過來　讓我們宅一塊

跟你窩著棉被浪漫過冬　幸福的宅

無時無刻對幸福的期待 (why)

就是你無理取鬧的可愛姿態 (吼)

每天我的心臟都快跳出來 (撲通)

不知你有沒有感受我的眼神煞到愛

完美型男遇上可愛宅女就被打敗搞不懂你還教會狗狗12連拍(喀嚓)

你說你的生活拒絕無賴跟耍賴只想找個真愛　真愛

如果你期待愛　生活愉快跟我幸福百分百

我也可以很宅　就為了愛　

你別大驚小怪快把愛說出來　喔　

愛過來當我們宅一塊　

就算沒有豪宅喔　滿滿愛　

親過來讓我們宅一塊　

跟你窩著棉被浪漫過冬　幸福的宅

請你別再懷疑我的心意

我只想要跟你宅一起做什麼都可以

看個幾片DVD　打個Wii

Oh everybody love in the house

Lady lady 憂鬱拿去貼牆壁

把我的愛放在你心底

跟我愛一起　跟我宅一起　每一天都 happy

如果你期待愛　生活愉快跟我幸福百分百

我也可以很宅　就為了愛　

你別大驚小怪快把愛說出來　喔　

愛過來當我們宅一塊　

就算沒有豪宅喔　滿滿愛　

親過來讓我們宅一塊　

跟你窩著棉被浪漫過冬　幸福的宅

BOOM BOOM 到底 OK 不 OK

BOOM BOOM 跟我說一聲 OK

給你秀秀不要扭扭捏捏

給你秀秀害羞拿去消滅

BOOM BOOM 到底 OK 不 OK

BOOM BOOM 跟我說一聲 OK

型男型女要一起 say hey

宅男宅女為愛一起 say hey

愛過來當我們宅一塊

就算沒有豪宅喔屋屋屋屋　滿滿愛

親過來讓我們宅一塊

跟你窩著棉被浪漫過冬　幸福的宅

2008-04-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

MANGO!!

Haha.. finally gt 1 fruit is my favourite le.. wahaha... actually banana and watermelon also my favourite la.. hehex.. Hmm.. aunty is coming back to taiwan.. haix.. again.. she just went back nt long lor then now she is coming back again.. oh my god.. is it that she loves taiwan ery much?? then move back lor.. keep on fly here and there very tiring de lehx.. haha.. Hmm.. anyway congrates to Ji Qin!! haha.. gt baby again and this time round is a guy!! woW woW woW!!! haha.. just nice is a girl and a boy.. haha..

2008-04-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

楊宗緯- 幸福的風

以為我永遠只能一個人生活

孤單地快樂哀愁

偶爾可以偽裝瀟灑自由

心裡慌了起來自己喝酒

以為你只是一個美麗的偶然

垂憐我不經意降落

誰知道你不同

誰知道你不走

擁抱著我說終於找到了我

你看穿我的冷漠

親吻我的煩憂

不在乎我曾經的錯

如果不是你的款款溫柔

還以為真愛只是一個傳說

請相信我的承諾

雖然有點笨拙

但我看見幸福的風

如果我把我的手

放在背後

願不願意牽著一起走

以為你只是一個美麗的偶然

垂憐我不經意降落

誰知道你不同

誰知道你不走

擁抱著我說終於找到了我

你看穿我的冷漠

親吻我的煩憂

不在乎我曾經的錯

如果不是你的款款溫柔

還以為真愛只是一個傳說

請相信我的承諾

雖然有點笨拙

但我看見幸福的風

如果我把我的手

放在背後

願不願意牽著一起走

你看穿我的冷漠

親吻我的煩憂

不在乎我曾經的錯

如果不是你的款款溫柔

還以為真愛

只是一個傳說

請相信我的承諾

雖然有點笨拙

但我看見幸福的風

如果我把我的手

放在背後

願不願意牽著一起走

願不願意牽著到最後

2008-04-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

STRAWBERRY CAKE!!

Wow!! just now went to my aunty house to eat bday cake.. haha.. dun even know when is her bday actually sia.. went out for dinner yesterday and then today eat bday cake.. arrgghhh!! when when when?? when is her bday actually sia?? haha.. hmm.. anyway u like to suan me? is it fun to suan me?? haha.. i dun mind u suan me.. but some things i dun like it for example just nw de thing..i dun like it.. i am talking to u very seriously but u keep on suan me.. if u want to suan me again when i am talking to u about seious thing.. u know what is ur punishment liao hor.. hehex.. so must remember it wor.. dun dun dun ever suan me when i am talking to u seriously.. hehex.. bleahz

2008-04-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Ti Amo- 炎亞倫&劉力揚

綸: 雖然是簡單的形容雖然是重複的動作因為有妳讓ㄧ切都變成不平凡好想縫合妳我手心

就這樣牽住放不開有妳陪伴呼吸著有妳的空氣就是幸福

劉力揚: Ti amo Te quiero每ㄧ天都要愛上妳想著妳沉入夢境ㄧ張眼ㄧ清醒第一個想到又是你

劉力揚: Sa Lang Hae And I love you我每天都要愛上你少一天就會遺憾陪著你的光陰

怎樣都不算蹉跎

綸: 好想縫合妳我手心就這樣牽住放不開有妳陪伴呼吸著有妳的空氣就是幸福

劉力揚: Ti amo Te quiero每ㄧ天都要愛上妳想著妳沉入夢境ㄧ張眼ㄧ清醒第一個想到又是你

綸+劉力揚: Sa Lang Hae And I love you 我每天都要愛上你少一天就會遺憾陪著你的光陰
怎樣都不算蹉跎

綸+劉力揚: 陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠

2008-04-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 2ND AUNTY!!

Wow... it is my first time going out with my aunty's whole family out to celebrate their bday sia.. feel quite lonely as i am sitting with my parents while my sister is sitting with my aunty's family... haix.. maybe i am out of this family for more than 10 yrs thats why i am quite far away with them ba.. haix haix haix.. hmm.. but had a good meal lor.. haha.. all thanks to my father. if e is nt sitting beside me.. i really dunno how am i going to finish up all the food sia.. haha.. sorry daddy.. make u so full today.. hehex.. but also bo bian la.. coz tt time when CNY, had a trip out with my dear's family and dear is sitting next to me.. so whenever the things i cant finish.. i will pull it to my dear.. haha.. hmm.. is a habit for me le.. sorry daddy.. becoz of my dear dear.. so i am used to this kind of action liao.. hehex.. Hmm.. tml there is a CAKE session but my daddy cant attend so i cant eat much too.. if nt later FAT FAT then no nice clothings to wear liao.. hehex..

2008-04-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

男人女人(許茹芸+阿穆隆)

許: 愛愛愛愛了幾回　也明白其中滋味　付出的從來不會等於收回　我卻還在等待著　誰能出現

穆: 傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴　愛情裡好人總比壞人狼狽　我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰

許: 男人男人　多希望你是好人　多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼

穆: 女人女人　我答應做個好人　我答應用我一生　來換你的快樂一生

許: 愛愛愛愛了幾回　也明白其中滋味　付出的從來不會等於收回　我卻還在等待著　誰能出現

穆: 傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴　愛情裏好人總比壞人狼狽

合: 我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰

許: 男人男人　多希望你是好人　多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼

穆: 女人女人　我答應做個好人　我答應用我一生　來換你的快樂一生

許: 男人男人　多希望你是好人　多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼

穆: 女人女人　我答應做個好人

合: 不會再讓我(你)心疼　一等再等　　你就是我等的那個人

穆: 男人男人

許: 女人女人

合: 多麼希望你是對的人

2008-04-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

HURT!!!

Haix.. the words u said it out yesterday and today hurt me alot even though i know u are just joking with me.. but when those words came out of your mouth, my heart cracks.. i know u didnt mean to say that.. i know u are just kidding with me but i feel really depressed when u said it.. whoever says this to me i dun mind.. but it hurts me alot when u say that out of your mouth.. does you really mean it?? does you?? if it really does.. please tell me.. u also know that my mood is nt really gd this few days due to the family problems and all i hope is to listen to your voice to cheer me up.. but................................................... haix.. =(

2008-04-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

心如刀割- 王仁甫/孫協志

甫: 兩個人站在門口女的說別再回頭握著拳男的說請妳別走就這樣故事正要走到盡頭

協: 誰的心飄在空中妳再也不想多說擦去淚我沒有一點保留

合: 天知道可否能有任何請求

甫: 即使我的心如刀割 (協(合音):即使我...的心如刀割) 妳已不再愛我 (協合：不再愛我)

合: 任憑我怎麼痛你卻無動於衷

甫: 我就快要發瘋 (協合: 我就快要發瘋) 我的愛已失控 (協合: 愛已失控) wu oh no

合: 無可救藥的我只能忍著痛

甫: 妳已經不再愛我 (協合：不再愛我 ) 連話都不想多說 (協合：不想多說)

合: 看著你我比誰都還難過希望他可以給你更多更多

甫: 即使我的心如刀割 (協(合音):即使我...心如刀割) 你已不再愛我 (協合:不再愛我)

甫: 任憑我怎麼痛你卻無動於衷

甫: 我就快要發瘋 (協合：我就快要發瘋) 我的愛已失控 (協合：愛已失控)

合: 無可救藥的我只能忍著痛

合: 即使我的心如刀割你已不再愛我

甫: 任憑我怎麼痛你卻無動於衷（協合：任憑我怎麼痛你卻無動於衷）

甫: 我就快要發瘋 (協合：我就...快要發瘋) 我的愛已失控 (協合：愛已失控) wu oh no

合:手足無策的我只能低下頭悔不當初的我不願意放手

2008-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

AM I A TOY TO YOU??

WTH!! WHAT AM I WHAT AM I WHAT AM I?? WHAT AM I TO YOU ACTUALLY?? AM I REALLY YOUR DAUGHTER?? WHY OTHER PARENTS TREAT THEIR DAUGHTER LIKE A BABE DOLL BUT TO YOU YOU JUST TREAT YOUR DAUGHTER LIKE PUNCHING BAG?? WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY, YOU WILL JOKE WITH US.. BUT WHEN YOU ARE DOWN MOOD, YOU WILL NAG AT US LIKE WE ARE AN USELESS THING?? CAN YOU PLEASE STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE?? EVEN THOUGH OUR ELDER BROTHERS AND SISTER DUN TREAT U WELL.. BUT CAN YOU STOP PUTTING ALL THE BLAME ON US?? DONT YOU KNOW WE HATE IT VERY MUCH?? YOU ALWAYS TAKE THEM AND COMPARE WITH US!! I KNOW THEY ARE BETTER THAN US EVEN THOUGH THEY SELDOM CALL U OR FIND YOU!! IF YOU REALLY THINK THEY ARE REALLY THAT GOOD, GO AND STAY WITH THEM LA!! WE DUN MIND DE!!!

2008-04-16T23:00:00.004+08:00

戴愛玲- 對的人

你問在我心中

是否還苦惱

那次受傷

否決了愛的好

謝謝你的關照

我一切都好

一個人

不算困擾

愛雖然很美妙卻不能為了寂寞

又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待

仔細尋找

感覺很重要

寧可空白了手

等候一次

真心的擁抱

我相信在這個世界上

一定會遇到對的人出現在眼角

那次流過的淚

讓我學習到

如何祝福

如何轉身不要

在眼淚體會到

與自己擁抱

愛不是一種需要

是一種對照

愛雖然很美妙

卻不能為了寂寞

又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待

仔細尋找

感覺很重要

寧可空白了手

等候一次

真心的擁抱

我相信在這個世界上

一定會遇到對的人出現在眼角

能願意為了一份

愛付出去多少

然後得到多少並不計較

當我想清楚的時候

我就算已經準備好

放手去愛海闊天高

喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~

愛要耐心等待

仔細尋找

感覺很重要

寧可空白了手

等候一次

真心的擁抱

我相信在世界上

一定會遇到對的人出現

愛要耐心等待

仔細尋找

感覺很重要

寧可空白了手

等候一次

真心的擁抱

我相信在這個世界上

一定會遇到對的人出現在眼角

2008-04-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

WHAT AM I TO YOU ACTUALLY???

CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME, WHO AM I TO YOU ACTUALLY?? TO YOU, WHAT IS A FAMILY?? I THOUGHT THAT A FAMILY CONSIST OF HAPPINESS IN IT?? BUT HOW COME I FEEL NONE IN THIS FAMILY?? All I FEEL IS NAGGING AND LONELINESS FROM YOU!! CANT I HAVE SOME WARMNESS FROM YOU OR ANYONE OF MY FAMILY WILL DO?? CANT I HAVE THAT??

Yesterday went back to my aunty house and my cousin was home too, my sister and her are in the kitchen frying french fries and when they are done, they came out from the kitchen and saw me pass by, THEY NEVER EVEN ASK ME IF I WILL LIKE TO HAVE ONE!! THEY JUST WALK AWAY LIKE THIS STRAIGHT INTO THE BEDROOM!!! WHAT AM I?? AM I A TRANSPARENT PERSON TO YOU?? DO YOU KNOW IT MAKES ME DONT FEEL LIKE GOING THERE OR EVEN STAY THERE MORE?? I JUST FEEL LIKE WALKING OUT OF THIS HOUSE!! I JUST FEEL LIKE DOING IT!!

Lao Gong♥Lao Po..Lao Po♥Lao Gong!!

2008-04-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

TIRING DAY!!

Oh my god... ask hubby to morning call me at 8 just becoz of my dad's thing.. arrgghhh!! since 830am i started to help my dad to do his things until 730pm!! oh my god oh my god.. nearly 12 hours of work sia.. ARRGGHHHHH!!! it is so tiring man!! help him to do until my hands are so painful!! oh my god oh my god oh my god!! i am going to get mad soon sia.. lucky i faster finish it.. if nt i think i will get mad!! haha.. sms him this morning but he nva reply my sms!! miss call him just now but he also nva return back the call.. haix.. =( *low mood*

Bo Sim Kia♥Bo Sim Po.. Bo Sim Po♥Bo Sim Kia!!

2008-04-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

9TH MONTHS (275 DAYS)!!!

Wow.. we have been stepping through together for 275 days le lehx.. day is passing so fast.. love ya love ya.. haha.. Hmm 22 more months to go!! haha.. lolx.. lets count down together yeah?? =)

2008-04-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

BABE HUBBY!!

Wow.. this 2 days i have eaten too much honey as i say too many sweet words to him sia.. lolx.. Hmm.. but i guess he is very happy to hear it lor.. haha.. lolx.. am i right my babe hubby?? haha.. Hmm.. life is getting sianz day by day.. so wad can kill my boredness lehx?? hmm.. of course is playing game la.. haha.. so now i have re-download maple and play.. but is taiwan de version la.. haha.. see... someone is bored until like that.. hehex.. hmm.. play 2 days and i am lvl 15.. oh my god.. should say it is fast or it is slow lehx?? hehex.. hmm.. dunno tml gt time to play anot sia.. haha.. anyway today see babe hubby the whole day lehx.. wahaha... his mother still praise him that he is a good boy.. nva go out.. haha.. lolx.. first time heard his mother praise him sia.. =xXx.. hmm.. i want to hear more praising from your mother to u lehx my babe.. hehex.. hmm... next week saturday think still can train ba.. haha.. coz he is nt going to be at home the whole day next week saturday as he is having smth in the morning.. then after that eat eat eat at night.. haha.. lolx.. eat eat eat.. nvm.. since he is eating MINE also so must eat alot ar.. haha.. help to eat mine also so that i can no need to take my dinner on that day.. wahahaha...
Haix.. think i getting fat again liao yet someone say i getting thin.. arrgghhh!! am i getting fat or am i getting thin?? i also dunno.. how how how?? i want to slim down.. i dunwan to get fat!!

2008-04-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

70% VS 30%!!

Haix.. sianz ar... why why why?? nowaday the answers o the rejection is more than the answers of approve?? why why why?? is it money is more important than everything now?? is it becoz of this so the answers are more!! ARRGGHHHH!!!!